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Sunday, December 25, 2011

Dear Santa,

I decided to blog today... for a very simple reason...i would like to record this meaningful part of my life before i grow old and this piece of memories seems so distance away from me...

to date, i nv thought that "if only i was older.." and i enjoyed every part of my 21 years of my life..it is filled with many ups and downs, many tears, sadness which came in a package with happiness...

many years passed, so is my blog... reminiscing the times like 4 years ago where my blog was a hot spot and blogging was my daily hobbies...as of today just turned 21 5 days ago, I looked into the mirror and told myself..here i am standing all grown up and declared as an adult...

i have received the golden key from my dear parents...whatever path i walked on from 20 Dec 2011 is a decision that I will make as an adult no longer as a child...Dear Santa and ti gong thanks for making my life so eventful...

to my great friends...especially to SP ENV ancestors, you guys have been the biggest part of my life...changed my life the biggest...thanks for being there watching me grow up...the sentence that we will hear is "even our youngest baby is already 21 years old.." Though there was no elaborated party held at home, and it was just another day passed by.. but dear rachel and alcina, it is indeed my 1st time making my very own cake, some more log cake..

though we were all blurred up, blundered up and mixed up by the mixer, but i am glad that our log cake turns out yummy...though there were not a lot of us, but i really felt knitted together and thankful that i have you guys around... though pizza making was island making and standards were not like pizza hut, but all our happiness were toppings on it... I am glad to be the joker of the party..ginger bloody man taste nice with tomato puree and not ginger, because it was topped with laughter..

it has marked a significant part of my life and how i wished it didnt have to end... but everything has to end...so is our party.. and we are always looking forward to the next one.. in a few years to come, this thought sank in me, time to hear wedding bells.. but there is still so many things i would love to do with you guys... overseas trip and many many more to come...

dear santa, i have nothing to ask more..because you have given me great friends whom have walked with me from the age 17 years old to 21st..and many more years to go...though we don't meet everyday, but we are knitted as a family.. housewives gang tgt..

my only wish to you is, let our friendship last more..and i believe you would grant this wish...because i will make it true... my heart just felt so warm... because you gave me friends who understand me, play with me, held me through happiness and sadness...thanks for making my life so beautiful..

dear friends, there are many more years to come.. though we are not physically tgt, our heart does.. this may sound mushy and all untrue.. but you guys warmed my heart and turn me to who i am now..

I am glad to always be the youngest because i feel taken care of..
for many years to come, i dun mind being the cook, the baker or chef.. as long as we are all binded tgt..

> alcina, may you always be my guinea pig
> rachel, may we always hang around alcina house
> mei hoon, may we always act blur tgt
> joyce, lets enjoy cooking mama,
> gingy, may we create havoc at alcina's house
> all others, may we always gather and be happy like this..

i know time will pass, and we will all have our own live to lead..we all know...we who play tgt, organize projects, g pop, squeeze and sit on dirty sofa in club house, push trolley of toners, raced with recycling bins..now we all have work to do, studies to look into, but the ties that bind remain tied as long as do not cut it away...we should always come out with 101 reason to gather.. like this we will not lose each other...

<3 SP ENV ANCESTORS... with you, I will never be alone...


7:25 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

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Designer: DamnBlackRose
Fonts by: Dafont
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More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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BeNnY
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