the 4 words were not said,
just we drifted far apart,
i feel i am missing a part,
that part was none other than you.

it was never like before,
but ever since that scar,
no matter how i try to heal,
it just won't anneal.

you have place me back,
to where i belong,
isn't it?

you have walk on,
while i am still here,
staring at your back.

no matter how i try,
i can't seem to get you back.
everything was going to vanish in my very eye.

can't you feel the change?
or was it only me?
being paranoid,
or was it you who execute avoid?

you have your wings,
why do i still cling?
because i care?
but were you ever fair?

or was i only a stranger to you...

or a half friend whom you don't wish to see...

11:02 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

that path that we use to walk,
now feels totally odd,
fate has taken me away,
out of your way.

it place me somewhere,
that i was once aware,
into the darkness,
where i saw loneliness,
i look up,
and saw the stars not shining,
everything was sleeping,
what have i been doing,
everything felt like a dream,
and flow like a stream.

i went one big round,
but nothing was found,
once again in my heart,
i felt empty,
i lost you,
in a slow way,
you were walking a different way.

your back now look so afar,
my door wasn't left agar,
someone locked it with chain,
that i no longer want to break it again.

Don't know why got this weird weird feeling..den start thinking of words..and piece them together...to form chunks of words..maybe, i am drifting away from a very very good friend...and maybe becos when today i wanted to print something today...and realize my ez-link has no value..same point in time i had no one to turn to..and almost cried..so weird...independent is all i got to say...

he is gone..and i duno wat to do about it...

friendships don't seem to be with me...

7:50 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

someone say i never blog..since today is the 1st day of school..here is something

on my birthday..though i never did have birthday cakes and candles..but before i turn in to bed..i made a greedy wish to birthday fairy...

my wish was:

for everybody..i wish that everyone can do well no matter which aspect they are in..if they are studying, may they studies do well..those working do well in their workplace..etc..and most importantly stay happy even without me around...


i am so greedy...muhaha...

today 1st day of school...got back 2 papers for MST...i am really happy with the results...hehe...but here i need to thank another 3 super great people..they are:

PRISCILLA!!! the piggy...


MEH MEH!! the sheep...


DAN DAN!! the lollipop..

They gave me great birthday presents..i love all 3 presents..i have never been so well loved =D ...


here are pics of my pressies:

wrapped:


Unwarapping:



a lot of thanks to:
marcus,
alcina,
jiaxin,
pei xuan,
zain,
hawk,
nick,
auntie fariha,
kenneth,
priscilla,
jordan aka meh meh,
dan dan,
and many those who wish me a happy birthday..i hope you did benefit from my birthday wish!!! =D

8:01 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

wahaha...today is christmas...

Happy Christmas and a Merry New YEar!!! =P

there is no big dinner today..but i have fun cooking...cos rather than the normal pan frying...i did experiment on the prawns that i was cooking...i set them on fire...

*Kids Do not attempt!


my hp camera isn't tat great..so you cant really see the greatness in fire...

so now...here is a series of photos..of girl girl..when i am attempting to eat my food:

this is how she looks like when she begs for food:


this is how she stare at your food when you are holding it:


this is how she looks like, when u place the food in ur mouth:



tada...

that is all for today...chinese new year is coming to town!!!

7:46 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

receive another 2 pressie for birthday..a notebook from taby and a huge eyoh from pei xuan, jia xin and alcina...thks love it a lot..will "love" it just like i "love" you peeps...jkjk...i will cherish it...



and also thank you for making me bring the eyoh from alcina's house to home without a bag...means i need to hug it...lol...luckily i got company from marcus...wat is the name of the eyoh? i duno...lets just call it eyawnz...since it like to sleep...

cook dinner...so wat did i cook dinner today? today i cook nyonya chap chye..tired...

today went skates...skates club gave us a special training due to the rain...we learn how to go down slope and up slope...up and down of stairs...and ride on different surfaces...fun fun..and many flowers open..today duno why sian sian de...i am suppose to do my reports...reports...and reports...damn...i hate reports....

7:56 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmm...i haven speak about how i spend my birthday...

i wanted and intended to go out with friends like alcina, nick and many more..but mummy brought me and thomas to go to a meal at new york new york located at wet coast plaza...the food still ok..since we were near the workplace...we bought some food and went there to give terence some foodies..actually wanted to go home then i can go out alrdy...but...i was dragged to stay behind to clean the office as it was in a great mess...so i spend the rest of the day cleaning the office..till 11pm and went home..that was my birthday...

yesterday was a great day too..i was suppose to meet nick at 1030 den head down to hougang to pay alcina a visit..but i was ended up dragged to go to the market and cook chicken rice and set up the alter and burn the joss paper before i am allowed to leave..so i ended up meeting nick at 1230pm...and i was suppose to meet another friend at 1230pm so ended pushing it to 1pm...so i had to rush...here have to say sorry to alcina...

a pic of me and nick:

this friend of my long time never meet up le..so we had a outing at IMM near my grandmother house since i am suppose to meet her too..long time nv see her..while waiting for my friend i was looking at the kids playing the step step thingy:

so me and my friend eat subway chit chat alot..like the good old times...then we went to walk rounds round of the IMM till 430pm...before that i receive a call asking me to go buy orange juice from mac..haha..we had a good laugh..we also went to daiso and lame until cannot lame..den we walk to grandmother house and my friend headed home..at grandmother house watch xiao niang re on mobtv with my grandmother...haha...nice nice..damn nice..haha..den go eat dinner at IMM...after that watch the curse of the golden flower which is too keem for me to understand and got nagged on the phone and home sweet home...

on my birthday i did not receive any pressies but i am happy that i receive many wishes...from a lot of my friends...though i do not have a birthday cake nor a birthday song sang (which is quite sadding) but i have this super big fire made:


i am glad that many people remember my birthday and make me feel special...=D

i still did receive a few pressies:
1) mp3 from marcus...
2) a eco-friendly showering thingy from my adopted mother
3) silent spring by rachel carson from hawk and nick (i really love it alot)
4) a very cute doggy pencil box from zain

that is all for today...hopefully, next week MST results will be a great christmas cum birthday and new year present...

lastly...i want to tell this friend of mine: your presence on that day, is the best present i receive. Dun think too much...stay happy...

4:37 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! may all my wishes come true..haha...=P

11:55 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

wahaha...today is my last day of 17 years old..so wat have i been doing for the whole day of today? hmmm....

firstly my day was make by 2 very cute children on the bus...haha...long story...

den meet alcina and marcus go help them up with some decors as A FRIEND!!! here are the photos:


due to time limit we decided to go over to nihon mura to eat the buffet...we eat alot until wanna vomit le..haha...but everything was fun fun!!! haha...we play scissors paper stone...black and white...and open numbers just to finish the foodies..haha...soon jia xin came...but she nv eat...took a a few lame pictures..haha..fun fun...i must give a big thank you to alcina, marcus and pei xuan for the treat!!! =D here are the pics:










following we go plaza singapura walk walk..play around with eyoh and a super big doraemon's tong luo shao...due to time contrain..we disperse..hehex...marcus accompany me till i go meet my auntie..on the way he gave me my 1st birthday pressie!! he nv wrapped it, cos we are suppose to support less packaging...so i can only open it when i reach home...and this is my nicest, best first present for my birthday....it is a:

Disney mp3 player

giving another BIG THANK YOU to MARCUS

home sweet home...i receive another pressie from auntie fariha..thks thks...but i am not opening it till tomorrow...cos my acutal birthday is tomorrow...hehex...smiles....

A few more hours to birthday!

8:11 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

it is 2 days to birthday...so what am i doing to prepare? nothing...and wat am i doing?

Ans REPORTS!

here are the plans...might be a it last min...

Friday: Yuki Yaki Buffet 12pm - 5pm

Saturday: dunno!

4:01 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

the wind of words..
whisper into my ears...
and told me you are sad..
it caught me by surprise..
i know you hold her dear...
i wonder..
why things turn out this way..
that was the work of the fate's wand..
another swish...
i saw the past...
as if it has never did pass...
time has pass..
like the water flow...
the flowers, have grow..
ur phone rang..
but my words choke..
like lock in my throat..
it wasn't like before..
i took a step back...
it was a fact..
it can never be like before..
i still held on to the empty promise..
that was kept in the treasure of my heart..

someone said..
you must be a great guy...
like the clouds...
for me to fall deep into you..
then she must be a greater girl..
like the sea..
to make you fall even deeper into her..
maybe..
love was just blind...
just like..
the 3 blind mice..
it was just the game of being nice..

i truly hope..
fate does not play you..
return the key to her heart..
so you can be happy and well..
that is the wish i make this year...
simply just for you..

=D

9:03 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

its a brand new week of holiday...guess nothing really went smoothly...cos...i got nagged at repeatedly..everyday..just got tired of the nagging and escape to school..so for monday which is yesterday, iwent to school and see my fellows friends have skating lessons..let the pics speak about them:


Cheers to Yi Sam, he cross the bridge:


Another successful bridge crossing:


Humpty Dumpty had a great fall:


Jia Xin & DAN - playing london bridge:


Stuck!


Felicia & Marcus on skates:


Bladers:


Nose rubbing?


For you to imagine:


Group photo:


SPECIALLY FOR VICTOR:


~i ahve no idea why...but the 2 ppl in there say it is for you!

and also gave out the lollipops to those that had coupons, here is the updated list:

1) jia xin
2) Dan Dan
3) Marcus
4) Alcina
5) Pei Xuan
6) ANdy
7) Nicholas
8) Melvin
9) Mei Hoon
10)Sean
11)Rachel
12)Joyce
13)Benny
14)Priscilla
15)Victor
16)Aloysius
17)Dacai
18)Tat Hong
19)Teddy - thaddeus
20)Jordan - Meh Meh

Today, went to school also...dun want to stay at home..today i got skate...butt open alot of flowers lost touch le...now still learning the 180 degree stop...not easy...haha...bruise hand...after that go eat lunchy! den uy some things for mummy and home to cook dinner...

counting 4 days to birthday...i wonder whether i should organize someting...cos i rly duno what to do about it...

6:40 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Launching!!!

HandMade NoteBooks...
Purely Made from Papers To be recycled!
Plus a Customized Cover PaGe!
Samples:

Individual Design, with Names:




Couple Design:


Buy one for the upcoming Christmas and do Your part to Be GREEN!
Prices ranges from: Free to $5...

To purchase:
~send me your full name.
~the name you want to be on the book (if it is not ur name)
~the theme of the notebook
~When you want it
~Your Handphone number

send it to: sharilynlim08@hotmail.com

While stock Last! =D

3:45 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

here is a cookery post...anyone fond of petai, or hate petai alot? it literally mean smelly bean, but me, my mum and my grandmum simply love it...there is of course a way to prepare it so it is not smelly nor bitter...

lets go step by step.

Ingredients:
big onions
prawns
petai
assam (to be make into water)
to be blended:
dry chilli
small onion
belacan


step 1: split it into 2, it can be open into halves, make sure there is no worms and remove the top whitish thingy.
worm petai:


petai in half:

step 2: do not wash it with water, not even wet it. Rub them hard with plentiful of salts, after rubbing sometime you will realise it is wet, due to the sap being release out. The bean will be softer too. wash cleanly with water after the salt rubbing, to ensure you do not have very salty petai dish.

bitter-less petai:

step 3: blend the items together and you will have a chili paste.

chili paste!

step 4: heat up the oil in a work, stir fry the big onions, till you get a onion fragrant.

step 5: add in the chili paste, fry till the fragrant comes out.

step 6: add in the petai slowly, do not add all at one shot. slowly stir fry it. add in the prawns too.

step 7: add in the assam water, and let it simmer for quite some time.

this is assam water

Simmering..

step 8: season it with salts and light sauce and also ve- jin.

step 9: once the petai is cook, serve hot and eat!


why the sudden urge of posting petai, cos it has been a few days since i had home cooked food, and i properly cooked food at home. As no one properly stock up the food in the fridge for 1/2 month. I jsut love home cooked foodies... =D

that is all for today!

8:00 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Chunks of word time!

in the music of life,
everyone is a note of it,
but when we all come together,
we make a melodious tune,
that makes the weather.

Life is like a thread,
as we grow,
our time flow,
just like the needle sew,
till we reach the end,
we belong to anther land,
all we left behind,
is a little tail,
which might be frail,
but it play a part,
in a beautiful piece of art.

=)

8:35 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

its the holiday! wonder what i have been doing?

i was on full days training course...what is going on? simply a housewife in training..monday morning was dragged by daddy to fry bee hoon for his workers...following help to clean up the maid's room...that took almost the whole day...den help mummy make my favorite seasoned mango..den settle more admin thingy in my room while watching anime...hehex..den rest rest...den go eat dinner...tired...

tuesday, did mass cleaning again..wash curtains, wash the side door stuffs..clear the stuffs there..party(buuuu) the wall...den paint my room and mummy room and the 3rd floor living room...go out buy some groceries...den cook dinner...tat is the whole day le..tired..

wednesday which is today...wash more curtains..wash sofa which is a cleaner..cos my hand all blisters and burst from all the bleach...den had lunchy, go out buy some stuffs again...reach home did buuu (party) and painting again...had paint spill...i jump up and down, cos the paint touch my wound!!! clean clean den continue to paint...by then hand alrdy super pain..no strength le...wait till you do the housework and you will know the feeling of being a mummy/maid/cinderella...

wahaha...now hand pain pain...cannt exert too much force...

birthday countdown: 10 days to birthday!

=) guess it will be the same as usual...

8:15 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

this is a DISC thingy that i am doing for my GEMS...see if the description is true about me:

Sharilyn values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Sharilyn will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.

Sharilyn is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. Sharilyn is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational.

Neat and orderly, others usually see Sharilyn as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. Sharilyn likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

Sharilyn would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

You can try yours at: http://www.personalitystyle.com/

by the way i am a mixed blood of Sanguine and Melancholic temperament. You can find out your temperament at: http://oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php

No harm doing it...you might get to know yourself better...*wink*

9:30 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

yesterday had a busy day...cos i was helping mummy arrange the stuffs in the store room...i realise the store is so more...more like i grown up...i can no longer squeeze in there without knocking my head...after helping her clearing the store...went to the bus stop to pass something to a friend...

following, was destroying some confidential documents...den cementing my still leaking wall..tired, and hand very rough rough due to the cement...

recently have been eating out...a bit sick and tired if the outside food..i miss home cooked food...since it is holiday, i will go home earlier to cook instead...but cos of eating dinner out...yesterday i was able to join env peeps for dinner...hardly, or never, this is my 1st time, going out in the evening alone without any of my family member, meeting friends for dinner...feel like a frog in a well...

er..er..it was actually a Ben and Jerry outing, but i was still helping mummy so cannot go..but i heard, it wasn't that great either...had dinner at someplace which i duno where it was...i only know i very hungry cos i skip breakfast and lunch...so i have a bowl of laksa..the outing was a bit disorganize...not as exciting as i expected it to be...or was i expecting too much? duno...but it was sian sian...wanted to fall asleep le..left earlier, actually still can stay a while more..but since marcus leaving so leave together..here are the pics of them eating...



upon reaching clementi, i call mummy, cos i was craving for donuts, asking her whether she wanted me to buy anything..only then i realize no one is home, luckily i called her...or i will be sitting outside my house door cannot go in...so daddy came to fetch me and bring me to join them for my second dinner...share rice with daddy and eat again...guess that is my real dinner...but i did not feel full after that...went home and stone stone...den sleep sleep...

today bath the 2 pups...in turn they bath me too...make me all wet..clear my room today...now it is a lot neater...cos Chinese new year is round the corner..so must make the house clean clean..tis year is celebrating it..i guess...

counting down to birthday: 13 more days...
i wonder will it be the same as the previous years...

7:25 PM sHaRiLyN LiM