i am suppose to blog..but i have not been blogging...cos it is either..no mood...or no feel to blog...oh my..i wanted to blog on the parental maintenance act and some nice nice pictures that i took...but i am too lazy to do so...

recently have been FYP-ing...and alot of household stuff, plus env stuff to do..chokng myself...and the saddening thing is, each time i drive a car out, i get into accident...haiz...i am starting to give up on driving..i seriously wonder how did the tester even pass me...

my dad brought me to the 99 bend in buona vista, amazingly with so many bends here and there going upslope and downslopei manage to overcome the bends and not getting into any freakingly scary accident...wat was dissapointing was, i after that i a am suppose to do a right turn, and i hit the kurb...and got scolded for it...emo-ish...

i must be feeling stupid, to be able to overcome such a difficult thing like multiple bends, and not able to do a proper turning...

that was the saddening stuff..there are mass happening..hmmm..hmmmm...i wonder...when will i blog them out...

7:15 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

even though i gotten my driving license like many people out there...but most of us have to undergo another stage, know as the PARENTAL TRAINING LESSON (PTL) & PARENTAL TEST (PT)..

same for me...the parental training lesson is more difficult then the traffic police test!!!that is cos parents are more demanding for the safety of the child...and of course the car...

i would say, driving out on the road is totally different from learning it in driving school...not forgetting all the parking skills...knock knock real world has no POLE!!! the worse thing is to driving an auto car with only 1 lesson learn in whole driving lesson in school...when i am learning manual -.-'|' this is tough~ and a car which you totally dunno how to operate!!!! it is a scary feeling man~

in order to learn parking i had 2 hours of long hard training up and down, in and out of the parking lot for sunday...and driving here and there on saturday...tired~ got a lot of nagging here and there...but i know where i got my driving skills from...haha...from...my brothers...oops...cos they too creates stuns like me~ guess like what my mum say, she is super scare to sit in our car...haha....

tiring...yet to pass the parental test...guess there is still a few more grueling lesson to undergo... all i can say is...forget everything you learn in driving centre...in the real world, it is up to you on how you wanna drive, of course be a safe driver...

good luck and all the best to those who are learning and going to take driving, and driving test~

3:12 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Story telling time~~~~

In My hands: Creating Life

I am a small little part of a plant...be it a leaf, a apical meristem, a root, a shoot, a flower or an anther~ Biotechnologists are my god and goddess, they harvest part of me from my mother..and place me on a petri dish or a mere container sealed tightly...

I am feeding..yum yum...but differently...plants make food using leaves and absorbing light...me? i eat the agar below me...chew chew chew...yum yum...hmmm....something is changing...

yeah..i am changing...i no longer looks like who i was...now i am a mere mashy stuff...known as callus...oh my...this dun look anything like a plant!!!! this must be the work of god~

*blowing wind* what is that? it looks like an operating theatre known as the laminiar flow hood...i was lifted up and place into a new plate...chew chew was all i did...somethings start to change...

*tada* i grow shoots....many many shoots...starts popping out of me...oh my...now i look like a plant...god changes me~ giving me many hands...I wonder whats next?many be legs?

like a foetus growing, i starts to develop to look like my mother plant...but~ all i was was a little plant in a plate...soon...i was taken out...

wow~ the shining light shine on me...i see the sun!!!!! i look around and saw my siblings...all standing tall...amazed by it..i told myself to grow tall and strong like my mother...as days goes by...

one by one, my siblings wilt and die...left me standing...i turn and look...saw a bag...all my siblings are in there...upon looking..i saw those familiar plates..those that i once sit in...i saw many baby plants crying...they were all destine to die...

*poof* in minutes...they were dead..left me and a few other standing tall...we grew up..bloom like our mothers...and became mothers ourselves...but what makes us sad was, to know our kids are just like our siblings...wilt and killed as they were not strong enough...

life had to go on...life have to make stronger...as only the strongest wins~

a little tribute to plants in labs~

8:34 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

TODAY is a TO have a good DAY~

i was in a total sian diao mood due to yesterday...cos parents pour cold water on me that i wont pass my driving test...haha...and i pour myself with more cold water...blah blah blah...so morning i go for my driving revision...tada...got thru it...hmmm...when it comes to my test???? i remembered the test time wrongly....OMG>>> haha...so i had shorter warm up time..sadded...never mind about that...after that...waiting in the waiting room was one of the terrible feeling..hearing all those that took before you getting all the bad comments..you go even more sian diao...haiz...

but my tester was good...he give me a lot of chance...and put water a few times...phew..haha...he PASSED ME!!!!! yup...yup..so now i converted my PDL (Professional aka Probational Driving License) to TDL (Temporarily Driving License) now waiting for my QDL (qualified DRiving License)...enough of driving...

So now..shake head...

Every family has thier own set of problem...

daughter being difficult to be daughter...grand-daughter dunno how to console grandma..dunno why stuck between mother and grandmother..which adds to more problems when aunts all add vinegar and salt...haiz..

oh well...guess...my house is turning towards the upside down...*close my eyes* hope it will be gone soon...

8:34 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Welcome to story telling time~

In My Eyes: Nature

Plants~

I am a small little plant, i came from a mini seed together with all my siblings...but i do not know where all of them went to...someone, something drop me here in a isolation among stones...given the right condition, i am force to bloom...

*pop* i came out from my comfort little room...in search for water i grew roots, which are like legs...they grew deep down into the soil and i suck water from it like a straw...with water, i am still hungry but my legs are stuck in the soil, i cant move anywhere...

I grew leaves as hands...opening my hand wide open asking the goddess of sun to give me food...my hands turn green and i make food out of the light the gift from goddess of sun...

*Squeeze Squeeze* It is getting packed here~ oh my...i have to grow tall in order to survive...with my leg rooted, i can't climb...so i grew tall and high to outshine the stones around me...

*hmmmm....at last* My hands can spread wide open...now i can receive more gifts from the goddess of sun...work work...i work hard to feed myself...

*drip drap* oh no~ its rain...angelic cloud cried in sadness...I have nowwhere to go...how how? I can't find shelter from rain...I can only close pores on my hands...it isn't as bad, now my roots will have more water to drink and i can make more food...

Why not lets enjoy the rain...

The wind came, i sway with it and did a rain dance...The angelic cloud saw my dance and stop crying...In reward the goddess of sun and angel cloud show me the beautiful rainbow~ With that I had more will to grow stronger and taller...

I wish life was simpler that way... not long...here came a pair of hands...who pulled me out....dumped me into a darkness...with my roots in air, with my leave crumpled, i tried to fight living on, but with no food, my hands turn yellow..in sadness i lose my life...and can only lie there feeling brown...

the last thing i felt and saw was..a red hot light known as fire...and my life was given to others...i was then known as ash ready to be use as fertilizer and help the other plants to grow...

at least..i knew my life was there to help others...

This is a fictional story written for this plant:

10:28 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

super long time nv blog...oops...was busying with all the studying and all doing up all the stuff...

exam finish le..and i am so dishearten...all because of the final paper...plant biotechnology...i am freaking out cos i totally dunno how to do it at all..saddening...haiz...

had 4 papers this semester..the other 3 papers are consider good and well..just the last one..not only did my parents not encourage..they rub in into me by putting salt on my wound that very same day....why like that...

but lets not be bothered by it..i am suppose to be officially on a holiday..but obviously i am not.. cos i need to do FYP...arrrrhhhh...stress till got to retake driving test, still got to do BYEE stuff..i am choking on my holiday...haha...but...

i am looking forward to go out on saturdays...of course with the alumni and jie jie..hopefully i can go out and not get niam by my mother to cut grasses...well...not too sure..but recently have been trying to avoid them to avoid all the scoldings...

since it is holiday hopefully i will have more time to blog..woohoo...back to the old me...=)

2:25 PM sHaRiLyN LiM