this week is happening..1st of all..let me congrates all those that graduate this year~

~alcina,
rachel
joyce,
victor,
shi min,
zain~

see som many of them graduate...but i only get to take pic with zain...actually wanna take with alcina also..but too late le...

classes were the same...had a bit more fun when i sit with dawn and camilla, reminds us of our year 1 days...during genomic techque..ms lee show us a very lame video...pei xuan~ u will find it lame too...

here it is...


here is the lyrics:
The PCR Song by Scientists for Better PCR

There was a time when to amplify DNA,
You had to grow tons and tons of tiny cells.
(Oooh) Then along came a guy named Dr. Kary Mullis,
Said you can amplify in vitro just as well.

Just mix your template with a buffer and some primers,
Nucleotides and polymerases too.
Denaturing, annealing, and extending,
Well it’s amazing what heating and cooling and heating will do.

[Chorus]
PCR when you need to detect mutation (detect mutation)
PCR when you need to recombine (recombine)
PCR when you need to find out who the daddy is (who’s your daddy?)
PCR when you need to solve a crime (solve a crime)
[x2]

following i saw this very lame video on enzyme and DNA:

friday we are suppose to study with dawn, chumz and zhi hao...but it kind of a bit not so smooth...but it did works...i went for driving lesson...outmostly glad~ my teacher actually pass me 3 subjects in stage 2...woohoo...so i have book my driving stimulator...and also my practical test date...i wont say my test date here..in case of any sabotager...jkjk...you will know when i annouce my results here...

today go do animal cell culture..not much happening...but glad that all things when well~

soon, dawn, camilla and zhi hao came to study...it is fun filling and we all had a fair share of knowledge and a great time torturing chumz with keropo...my surprise came in too...my mum gave me a big surprise...she bought the phone that i wanted!!!! i thought she wont, cos she did not like the design...so i was surprise...but there is a price to pay..the price is to wash her car tommorrow i will enjoy washing..wahaha....it is my 3rd husband...it is a sony ericsson C905...my dream phone...love it so much~

this coming june will be fun filling and great!!!! i cant wait to learn more driving and have more study session and of course bringing my husband around..wahaha...

that is all for today...

6:41 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

forcing
everyday i am forcing...
forcing myself to study...
threatening myself...
making myself to think of the consequences...

still..
all i did was to take book in front of me..
no matter how i try to force..
it seems nothing went in...

i feel like screaming outloud...
it doesnt feel like me...
i wanna be myself...
just like i was in secondary school...

friends...
i thought were once a good source of motivation...
indeed..
they did study with me once...
i though it was useful..

yet..
i realise we all have our own life to live...
i might wanna study...
but others wanna play...

parents..
suddenly quieten down...
left me alone...

holding on an imaginary rope..
tying myself to the chair..
forcing myself to study..

discipline in training~

7:39 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmm..i dun think i wanna blog about my school life..not interesting at all...

today i went for driving lessons..no prob..hope my next lesson would be good too...today went our with ancestors!!! many generation of ancestors...i feel so young between them..wahhaa...

still i love their presence...it not only make me feel young..but let me feel they are always there to have fun with me~ really miss school days with them around...time has wings..they fly~

i hope to be in many more such outings~~~~ looking forward to their BBQ celebration for the newly joined ancestors...woohoo...i will be in charge of foodies...

thanks alot for making me smile today...always still need ur to take care of me...i feel good being around u guys~ this week of mine have been hectic and tiring...

the following months i will have to sleep on the floor...to cure my back problem...sad..

8:26 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

yoyoyoyoyo...i just went to malaysia - kukup...some of you peeps night not know..quite a ulu place...not that clean but it rocks to go with a bunch of fun people...

this post will be flooded with a lot of videos, pictures which is filled with many nice sceneries and crazy stuffs that singaporean young people like me go overseas do... take a long ride thru this post..hope you enjoy it~

saturday~ me, my 2 great brothers, my second brother terence friends, linnet and zheng jie walk to meet our aunts and 3 more monkeys...took a long bus ride there...going thru the custom..i was afrad that i would be stop at the custom as the face in the passport does not look like me!!! wahaha..
still we went pass..and all i have was a psp to entertain me..and of course sleep~ we stop by a temple to pray pray...but being typical young people without parents who bother to pray...there were captured monkeys so we went to play, the sign board say: 猴子手多多..indeed the monkey was naughty...watch the video and you will know...

Monkey business:


took us quite some time before we arrive at kukup..what greeted me was a strong stench that filled the whole place, with many flies flying here and there...and of course plenty of mosquito feeding on my delicious blood..we took a boat ride there here is the pic:


so we check into our lovely chalet like resort which were on stilts, here is my room and the secenery when we arrive at the resort:
i am in the boat...our staying area:

the beautiful sea:

our staying resort:


the stilts supporting the house:


the girls room:


the guys room:


our living room:



we settled down for lunch which was indeed great...and soon after that settle down ourselves at the majong table and also the playing cards table.. had a lot of fun whacking people for losing in bluffs...watching them play majong was interesting too..pick up some skills in it too..soon it was tea break...we had simple fried tau guan and prawn fritters...dinner time came shortly after that..had BBQ..the people there that was serving us were indeed great they treated us like princess and prince...the day ended with a beautiful sun set that was well captured:



the fun is here!!! soon after dinner we had a great time of fireworks, fire crackers and explosions..as singaporean kids, we only get to see fireworks on special occasion this time round we set the fireworks ourselves and watch it fly...we even had firecrackers though it is not chinese new year but we had a lot of fun shouting "huat ar"...guys are still guys...they modified the whole thing of flying firework thingy to a explosive toy, and scare all the mudskippers... words are too simple to describe the whole fun..let you watch the videos:

the shooting stars:


fireworks:




fire cracker:


terence the terrorist in training:


i headed for bed early..after the whole day of fun..the rest? play majong the whole night...

SUNDAY!!!!
started the morning when the sun is not up...so i can watch sun rise...but before it rise..we were sending my brothers out to sea...they were going to catch jellyfish, on a motor boat..with a 77 year old uncle..urban kids going to do rurual stuff and the great thing is..they can never walk on the wooden planks cos it is about to crash...wahaha...here are their photos:

the set off:


their arrival:


testing their rope tying skills:


balance balance~
whoops..the wooden plank crack:

their jellyfish:



here is the sun rise:


breakfast!!!! really love it...it was simple yet enjoyable..after that i had shopping session!!! more like doing groceries fo my mum...waahaha...following we headed to the kelong..the boat ride...with much more views and clouds to see..the kelong where animals were the greatest part of it...the photos will speak a thousand words:

the kelong:

nice nice clouds:

Abandon ship at the mangroves:

the mangroves:


poor cat...balancing on the kelong wooden stick:

horse shoe crab:

a pool of fishes:


the shark..very cute de:

this is my elder bro, thomas..i wonder why is he so lucky to be able to catch fish and crab with his bare hands:






we packed our bags..and we headed to shopping mall...where we did not buy much stuffs..haha...we just walk and walk..like yound people does...ate chocolate waffle that dirtied my jacket..realise eating there is really quite cheap and affordable...went for my final dinner..which totally suckx...worse part of the day...sadded...still overall was ok...went thru the customs and home sweet home..

here is an interesting picture in saw in the mall:


all above mention were quite good...still lets some ugly scenes out...hmmm...though kukup is a nature...but i realise the people there..never really take good care of the sea...it is massive polluted...all for the fact...everything that is unwanted goes in there...rubbish, metals, platic etc...which is why the smell there is really bad...it is a place i dun mind visiting again..but not a place i would wanna stay in....=X

that all people..yup..i did smuggle 2 gums back..but the bubble gum is gone..haha..

lets end off with pics of the people:

from top left: thomas, jessie, zheng jie, me
in front of zheng jie: rainy
in front of rainy: randy
me and linnet:


me and terence the terrorist:

cheers...nights...

8:27 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

i came back on malaysia on sunday night..have lots of photos to put..wait and read tonight~

6:54 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

this week have been monotonous...no idea why also..sad to say..i dun feel like attending classes...i wonder why...falling sick~ due to the in and out of cold to hot areas...i have been feeling shag..thus not really concern about stuff around me...i hope there is nothing for me to be concern also...

tuesday i was so sian...till i decided to go for a walk in bukit batok nature park near my house...i realise my left leg is really failing on me...haiz..i am suppose to take care of it...now even my ankle is spoiling together with my knee...how to take NAPFA like tat...=(

here are the pics..

wat u see when u enter...
an interesting sign board...

wednesday i went for driving..got niam by the instructor..as i was driving at 70 on a 50 road..=X it was raining also..he was like..release ur accelerator..release release..haha...i am not suppose to scare him...though i scare him..but he was nice to pass my stage 1 evaluation too...after tat i had to rush back to school to collect my blood test results...

i am surprise..i still had immunity against hep B...my first and last jab was 1991 tat was like 18 years ago~ oh well..at least i need to only take 1 jab..i am one of the lucky few...thank my parents for feeding me well, and building my immune system so well when i was young~

thursday is a draggy day~

omg..i think i need nags..at least nags for eating proper meals..i am eating not proper meals for lunch..and eating lunch at 5pm!!! haha...

at least i eat~~~~

after some patience..the orchid is going to bloom for me~

6:31 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmmm...

happy belated vesak day and happy belated mothers day...

vesak day i go to thousand light Buddha at race course road and pray pray..den go eat eat..den go home..after that accompany my aunt go the Buddhist fellowship to decorate the place for sunday's mothers' day cum vesak day celebration.

sunday i went to play with the kids..woohoo..had a lot of fun, but at the same time tiring~ haha...folded a lot of balloons, did u know i know how to fold balloons? here is something more about me~

let see the pics..(long time nv put pics le...)

tada~ some of the balloons i made:

this is jennifer, she kope most of my beautiful balloons:
the decor on the wall, not done by me~

stringers and balloons..nice? done by me~

this wall is done by me, but not the writings..haha..the balloon wall also..just tat i ran out of balloons...


the kids making foodies~

all getting ready to dance~

the start of the dance, all blur blur...

but as the song play..tada...all in unison...

my 3 favourite kids, from left, yin wei, red shirt yin min (they are twinss) the purple colour jaket girl, geri


lastly,my happy pizza:


and girl girl aiming at it:



=)

8:05 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmmm...hmmmm....

i also duno wat to blog..recently mood not tat good...duno why...arrrrhhhh....get me out of tat mood...

i realise i haven smile for a long time...i have been crappy to cheer myself..it seems i failed...i dun even know whether i am truly smiling..or just to show face..tat i smiled..i miss ice creaming..but just cant seem to find someone to ice creaming with me...

tommorrow is vesak day..mummy is making pizza..i wanna make happy pizza...so i eat le i can be happy...i want eat ice cream...so it will be cooling..at least cool my mood..daddy say today my face red red...so need to take temperature...

today i pei kai ma go buy balloons for the kids on sunday...hope to have fun~ i will fold fold a lot of ballons for them..make the room room nice nice..hope i can be happy happy also...

i still got a few things to do...not a few..is alot of things to do..lets get doing..or i wont be on time~ but i wonder a bad mood do things will nice ner not..sure ugly de..

nites..

8:36 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

today early morning i cry cry...cos thunder thunder...den very loud..my whole room vibrate cos the thunder lightning behind my room...den call a friend but nv pick..i also duno wat to do..so cry cry...den cry to sleep again...den wake up in morning...

1 fact: i am scare of thunder and lightning..but only during night time...due to the design of my room...

today is a blur blur day~ like woke up on the wrong side of bed...a moody moody day..i also duno why..maybe mood swing bahx..

today a bit bad temper..den need to rush home also..haven even settle down to do things..phone ring ring..and i have to fly back..den the bus slow slow..dun wanna come..den i impatient impatient..den phone ring ring..stomach also groaning groaning..bus come..go up bus..go home...den settle family thing..eat some leftover rice..and stone..stone.

now? i also duno..stone stone..stone..

7:45 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

yesterday planned to go jogging...today wake up..i blue blue de...see the sky gray gray de..open window see rain rain de...packed my bag...*poof* i head to sch..

saw a old friend..say hi..den off to stadium..change clothes...do warm up..and poof..i went walking den running...run run in rain..very long never do that le..but realise my earpiece is failing me again...sianz~ still continue to run run..i duno how long i run..cos i duno wat time i start...

stone stone at the bench...wash up...do homework..den go class..that is all i did for the whole morning...

i remembered..i did not eat breakfast..so i was thinking to eat lunch..den we had to go back lab to do stuffs..ended up i never eat lunch...hoping in the half an hour break can go grab a bite...but before i knew we were dragged to see results for experiment...so i was foodless...

gastric went churning churning..hungry hungry for the rest of the day...at last 5pm end class..the 1st thing to do..is to get sth and bite...a sense of relief for my stomach...den rush to bb..buy the wire mesh...buy until le..den mummy ask me help her buy many many breads...she said, buy sausage bread and other mixed bread...

my brain wasn't working..so i ask her, need to buy sausage ner not...she was like sian diao..she was saying the sausage bread with the sausage and not the bread that is for the sausage..

blurred blurred...

7:39 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

cos labour day go out not tat good..so i saturday stay home the whole day...

today sunday..my aunt dragged me out..go play with children again..guess i have affinity with them...2 kids tat stick to me is yin min and yin wei..i will be going down next week..so if can..will take a pic with them...the kids there are so cute...today is balloon day..so we all play balloon...play monkey..bully all the small kids..jkjk..

had some exercise..go play badminton in totally not proper attire..

oh well..tmr morning going jogging..hopefully will feel better..

9:11 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

today another friend put me plane..

i alrdy left home..heading towards destination...

nan de..both my parents in i can go out...still i saw the plane flying pass..guess it wasnt a rite decision...

reach destination..only to see more disappointment..the shop i wanted to go close down..=( guardian took over it..so i had 2 hours of free time..decided to walk blindly..go buy things my mum ask me help her buy..den go home...recently i have been taking over her job...buy detergent, bread, wash toilet bowl de detergent, ham, tuna, dettol..also helping her to buy necessities like toothpaste, soap and her counter pain..so i felt like a auntie..jkjk...just doing my part bahx..it is a bit tough now..as i need to carry all the stuffs and take bus..plus i carry my back pack and carry a reusable bag..i look more auntie..oh well..life will be better..

i am still tired..i still wanna sleep...i just wanna sleep cos it let me forget this world..but whenever i wake up..i have to get things done..and life goes on even if i am feeling moody...so live on bahx..even if i got no friends by my side..at least..i got my laptop, my mp3, my handphone, my bed..and myself...and i know my friends are somewhere out there...

9:07 PM sHaRiLyN LiM