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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

this post is dedicated to PEI XUAN, all the pictures of my lab that she wants to see:

The Chemistry Side of the lab..


The HPLC machine which will cause explosion, i have yet to play it:


The pH Meter, analytical balance, burette, magnetic stirrer plus alot of samples:


My computer, and spectrophotometer:


2 centrifuge machine, 1 is micro centrifuge, and my de-ionised water source:


The viscosity meter, and the boiler???


Playing with the analytical balance, using it to measure density:


Lets proceed to the microbiology side:

THe fumehood:



Fridge:


Wondering wat is in the fridge, here are the contents:




the agar powders for growing organism that cannot be seen with naked eyes, that is why we msut grow them until we can see them:


Got agar, sure must have this, colony counter:


Now is production line, they are loading the container:


That is all for my lab!

The sky behind my lab:



Wu Gui, it is a pet in the company:


8:05 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Hmmmm...lets talk about age, since there are a few people I know that are passing through birthday with September,October, November and December:

How old are you?

Depending on your gender, one reacts differently.

If you are mentally calling up your age, shrugging and still reading this, your are a male. If you have snapped your head back, narrow you eyes, and glaring at the imagination me, that says "how dare you ask?", you are a female.

Men and women react differently to the topic if age and birthdays. Childhood birthday parties showed no indication of this - or rather if they did, I would not know as I neither have never been to one, nor do i have one party that were full of balloons, cake and kiddy games like passing the parcels. Mine was always a simple family gathering, I remembered that I ahd to share a cake with my cousin and blowing candles with him.

Recall back to your own birthday party, where your parents would invite many friends together with your classmates, dress you in new clothes as if you are a prince or princess. Having cakes in different shape and sizes ranging from planes to ship, or even a disney charater. The guest would come and all you are happy about are the presents and the luxurious foods. But as people age, the celebrations either become more muted or amplified. Muted as one does not want to advertise your age, amplified due to the amount of alcohol which are an attraction. But the invitation list usually gets shorted, there is very little cake and definitely as little candles as possible, probably 1 candle for blowing out.

Yet even so the gender divides s ever visible. Whatever their age is, men still celebrate the arrival of their annual milestone with no angst. There's nothing like a few shot of 18 years old single malt to erase whatever misgivings they may have about in life.

But once, women moves out of their 20s, they seem to go into mourning as THE BIRTHDAY approaches. Its a kin to ostrich behavior - they bury their face in sand or a luxuriant face mask or head to Bioskin for a facial and it is as if the dreaded day doesn't exist will ensure that they don't become a year older.

The is another major difference in the way men and women deal with age. A man doesn't seem bothered abour details. Ask him how old he is, and the chances of him rounding it up to the next birthday. I won't round it up, afterall I am a December Baby only having a 11 days of my next age within that year. But ask most women for their age, and they will deduct a decade..just kidding maybe just a few years. Women have the habit of holding on to their present age till the final tick of the clock, I admit I am like that, don't believe? Go test them.

Again, I can tell you what will happen. She will boe a hole through your skull with her stare, as if to say : Ask me how much I earn, how much I pay for the flat, how much this dress cost... but don't ask me ow old I am. Then she will soften - like it is a no big deal anyway and stammer: 'twenty..t-t-t..er..' If you still have the guts left byt hen, ask her when is her birthday is - and don't kneel over in shock when she reply calmly reveal that her birthday is 2-3days later.

But should age matter at all? People can play any game they want but, as some clever guy once said time and tide don't wait for anyone. It's up to us to value the time we have on this planet - and acknowledge the annual milestone as our life goes by, and as years climb we will automatically start re-evaluating our lives, values, desires and fears.

To the modern society, presents need not be material, the scale of parties is immaterial. The company and mood are what matters. Who you are celebrating with and of course where you are celebrating with. Where the birthday bashes and tortures are held at.

So I am declaring I am turning 18 on this coming December the 20th, still have a few months later. I guess I will spend it a little different from the usual way? I will head down to the cinema and watch an M18 show, on the way to the family gathering help my dad, practically the adults to buy 4D afterall it is a Saturday and their usual icy cold beers and wine.


1:51 PM sHaRiLyN LiM


someone just reminded me that i very long never update blog le..er..but need to recall what i have been doing...i stop blogging at Wednesday..er..Thursday was a normal day other than having to do more experiment research on the formula of a product, more sample testing, and also do more sai kang in the afternoon and got cut by the tape cutter. Receive a sad news from Kenneth *pat pat* don't be too sad. that should be it bahx..

Here are pictures of an experiment research trial run:

The product sinks into the oil:


The 1st set I have done:


The 3 Sets I have done:


Notice the Difference"


Friday was last day of the working week, i remember doing nothing in the morning, but in the afternoon i went to did sai kang and then rush a urgent sample testing, more samples will come in on Monday, plus we will be playing the HPLC machine on Monday too.
Oh ya, Friday was Kenneth's birthday, but cannot wish him happy birthday, so just let him know i know it is his birthday. At 10pm, the F1 practice run, woohoo..surprise that Alonso got 1st in the practice run, followed by Hamilton and Massa.

Saturday was a total slack, did not went out, stay home the whole day awaiting for Qualifying round of F1 race. I pity Alonso, as his car's engine blow, causing him to be unable to complete the race. As usual Massa, Hamilton and Raikkonen are in the top 3 places. A bit disappointed in Hamilton, he could have been better, maybe he never gave his best yet leaving it for tonight's actual race. I look forward to it.

I know it is kind of weird for a girl to love F1 race. Er...er..guess I grow up in a 2 brothers family who loves car and speed a lot. So nurturing me to love cars and speed too, hehex..Really wish to go go kart-ing, but it is not cheap. 20 mins for $40 per head. Speed is something I love alot, cos i like the feeling of thrill and the wind blowing against me when one speed, but "Speeding Kills" so when I get my license i doubt anyone wants to sit in my car, haha..jkjk.. I love cool cars too, especially modified cars, but those cars must be modified in a cool way, and not some exaggerating decorations.

Why is the F1 track only temporarily structure, if it is a permanent structure that would be cool, we will have a lot of race going on there, need not be F1, then that would be a good place to see all the cool cars. Hmmm...but F1 racing is uneco =P due to the huge amount of lights which consume alot of electricity, and the amount of oil used in the cars, plus the tires which are used only once. i wonder would it be good if we have a eco F1 racing, I wonder how it will be.

Lets end of with a picture of a F1 car spotted in Orchard:


11:30 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

yesterday night meet thomas gor at casueway point cos he was at woodlands ITP-ing also for yesterday only. So met up with him, den we go Jurong West Sports Complex the 日本村 meet up with 2nd gor Terence and mummy to eat dinner. Yeah!!! At the right time, cos i was craving for sushi! Enjoy my dinner, cos it was a combination of my lunch too. Did not order much food, cos i know gors and mummy sure order a lot so my job is to finish what they cannot finish. But of course I have my own sushi takings. Haha..and i realise what my taste is a combination of what my 2 bros taste. Tamago was the 1st sushi I took, cos I though of someone..haha...[Shoutout:"i help you eat le!" ]haha... I was correct they order a lot of foodies..and i kope alot from them too..=D But dessert is I chose, i chose Mango classic and they all kope from me...[Shoutout: "i help you eat le"] haha... We sat there chit chatted for quite sometime, over milk, over business, over school, etc really very long never like this go out le, Gor Terence initiate it, partly because he see me moody moody, stoned stoned so bring me out for dinner at our favorite food.

THANKS GOR!

Yupz, indeed everything work. I felt a lot, a lot better. Upon reaching home, daddy came home too from Malaysia, but he poof out without being in the house for more then 10 mins. on lappy and also read and saw some thing nice also make me *smile smile* thanks thanks..

My whole mood was brought up last nite, it went slightly down when i was about to go to bed too tired le..

Today, stanley ask me to do up my research project he has assigned me to do, he ask me to create a new product, so far so good. By afternoon I was done, so he gave me 2 choices
1) go down do things,
2) stay in lab watch anime

wanted to chose 2..but think think think..aiya go down do things bah..it was sai kang..but do it..sai kang warrior. But very long never like this perspire out le..so after that i felt good, cos perspiration was dripping, that was cos i was still wearing my lab coat...

yupz..tat is all for ITP...

Well, lets welcome nick for joining into the blogger world...do visit him at:

www.thedarknick.blogspot.com

Drop him a tag..


8:02 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

did not really talk about what i wanted to say ytd..

saturday & sunday i cooped myself at home, in my room. Either with my laptop watching anime, or in front of the tv watching some drama, not even joining in the conversation when gors were chatting on the dinning table. Speaking, formation of words seem to have not appear in me. The only few words i remember saying were "gor, mummy, papa, and bye bye (to papa)" I never smile, just a seal lips, no laughter. I did not realize i am losing my voice by not speaking until ken told me so when he called, but i realize i dunno what i could to him, words simply did not formed, and there was only very slight voice coming out.

monday i headed to work the usual, but in a unusual silence. so many thoughts hit me when i was walking to work. I did talk when i was suppose to visit my boss in his office. He ask me how is everything, are things manageable, what is the difference between school and here. Hmmm...at that moment i presented myself well. After that i cooped myself back to my lab..wanted to skip lunch, but violet bought for me le..so just guai guai eat..she was trying to speak to me on some issues, but realize she could not really hear my voice and spoke:

"sharilyn, you seem to have change, from 1st sept to today, you seem to have quieten down a lot..no longer having the loud cheerful voice and coming down to peep.."

After lunch, i was haunted by this sentence..really? unknowingly i changed from the day i step into my ITP venue, till today the 4th week. I was wondering to myself, who I really was? Why am I here? What am i suppose to be? 10 years later, what job am i going to hold? I realize i have no goals at all, no plans at all. I realize how much I have change. Xiao Hai Zi then told me, I lost my cheerfulness, i lost my laughter, i lost my smiles, I lost my confidence, I lost my hyperactive. Kind of a total change person from his xiao jie jie. Then I wondered, what kind of person i was to others? Was i attracting a lot of attention? was i a loud person?

The cheerfulness I once had, the smile though not pretty, but it was happiness in it. The jokes accompanied by laughter, the zi high drugs which can make me blog the whole time, make the people around me smile and laugh with me, or laugh at me for zi highing..

I wondered where they have gone too..

Today, stanley said a sentence that really told me, the current me is not me "Sharilyn, you have been like a zombie for the past 2 days"

Why did i put myself down? why did i let my cheerfulness, laughter, smiles disappear?, why have i lost confidence? why why why, was the question floating in my brain. This few days were indeed weak, cos as long as i sit down and think tears will swell in my eyes. Not only tears, but i was kind of injected my cold and unfeeling, and locking myself alone.

Today, i realize i miss a lot of people, i miss alcina, i miss joyce, i miss rachel, i miss xuan, i miss taby, i miss hwee, and of course I miss myself. Where have the me gone too? Where have the cheerfulness that Vic have ask me to stay in, poof to?

I believe i can stand again. I can stand again. I can find my cheerfulness, my laughter and smiles back. I dun want lose my voice, i dun want lose my friends, i dun want lose my family, I dun want lose myself in the mist of growing up.

I believe i can do it..i hope i can do it..i think i can do it..hopefully~

*gor coming to fetch me after work...*


1:08 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Monday, September 22, 2008

hmmm...today had a lot of wonders..but too tired to write them out now..well it was over violet's 1 sentence..which really made me think:

she simply said..

sharilyn, you seem to have change, from 1st sept to today, you seem to have quieten down a lot..no longer having the loud cheerful voice and coming down to peep..

er..er..hmmm..tired..talk about it tomorrow or some other day..just created sth..tired le..eyes are tired...tomorrow i will be playing with emalon C liquid..doing to trial and error on how to make it to be ideal, means i am creating specs and formula for it..

today i met my boss..shall say what he question me on and my ans soon..haha..

oh ya...DBT/2A/03..sorry for the long wait..haha...this is the blog address:

http://dbt2a03.blogspot.com/

but..haha...still under construction..be back when the sem start..and i am waiting TEDDY to do up the BLOG!...teddy where are you? have u run away? haha...


9:48 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

saw this post on joyce, hawk's blog, since i so free so went to do it too..and this is my result:


You are The Star


Hope, expectation, Bright promises.


The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised


The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.



12:18 PM sHaRiLyN LiM


i read through my previous post, found that I was really angry then. Yesterday was a quiet day, i simply stay home and did nothing much, practically stoning the whole day, mood wasn't great at all.

Thanks daddy, I guess he has realize that the night before his word had hurt me deep. He tried to plaster it, by trying to cheer me up a bit, and spend some time though it was only a short 20 mins, before he *poof* He has gone to Malaysia with Charlie uncle, er..on what business i duno. I continue with my stoning, and did not join the talking of 2 bros, mummy and aunt. Just sat on the sofa stone, but i could hear their conversation, i felt so drifted off, due the ear blocked..made chicken chop for dinner, since it was only me, mummy and the maid. how i pop to bed i am still wondering.

today, woke up, did some altar cleaning, only to be struck by a mass of black dots, and a feel of vomiting. quickly sat down before i lost my sight. Currently now feel much better le..going to do my report soon.

hope u guys had fun in Environment club Leadership training camp. =)


10:20 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

Friday, September 19, 2008

was it all a wrong choice?

the choice of steeping into SP, the choice of stepping into biotechnology? Everything feel so damn Fucked up..serious, i entered into this area for the word "passion" rebelling against my parents that i want to study sciences, when they insisted that i should take business as i have the "talent" in accounts, but the fact that i dont really have the interest in accounts. I know i can do it, but will i do it for the next 10 years? my answer is NO!

But now, when i think back on my naive thoughts, and get back to reality, will i want to do biotechnology for the next 10 years, my answer is NO. SO where do i exactly see myself in the next 10 years?

I see myself lying in the coffin.

I don't understand myself, i dun understand my teachers. It is damn bloody fake that the teacher keep saying hardwork can compensate whatever bad points, or if you are stupider that others. It is damn fake, i am hardworking, putting in so much effort, and all i face is shitty marks again. Damn it, it is just like pouring a cold water on me. And then parents start to say that you never put in the effort on your studies that is why you get shitty marks, it hurts me deep down, not even a word of encouragement, but it is condemn-ation. FUCKED!

Stop comparing me with my 2 brothers, so what if my results in primary school, secondary school is better than them? it means nothing. NOTHING at all, it are just pieces of worthless papers. I m happy for them that they are doing well. But stop that damn fuck up attitude, since when did u ever praise me of doing well, doing better than my 2 brothers, since when u ever reward me for doing better than them? NEVER! getting good grades is a must for me, and a surprise from them. Getting bad grades is normal for them, and a condemn-ation for me? they get praise get rewards whenever they do well? But me? never! you have never spoken a good word for the good marks i get previously, not even a "keep it up" and now? you just simply rub salts into my wounds inflicted my results and not recognizing my efforts put in, despite you witnessing all of it. if you think it is all a show then forget it, i am tired of convincing. If you think I am a CONDEMN child, which you already have been condemning me since i was a baby what is the point of trying hard to please you, when to you i am nothing but a thorn in the flesh, a shit around the house.

FUCKED, you dun even care of asking how is my sickness, but when bro fell sick u hurriedly send him to see a doctor..and me take a bus to see a doctor, you dun even care if i am fuckingly dead, not even concern when i ahve trails of blood in my mucus. Afterall the blood in me flowing is from you, since you dont care why should i bother so much?

i noe i hate the vulgarities, i apologies for all the fucks here*


8:22 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

results were release yesterday, thks dan for keeping ur promise of reporting it to me. The only word i can use now is still disappointed, despite putting in so much effort. Guess, my teachers lied to me, hardworking can never made up the fact that i am stupid. watever. So 1 sem has gone by, and i am still disappointed about myself. Guess, next semester will be hellish again.

yesterday went to see the evil doctor, thks to a friend who brought me there. So in total i am having 4 medicine to take. After that, did not want to go back home, so just took any bus, which happen to be 106 and we took it to orchard. Upon thinking, we decided to go to plaza sing, but 2 un street wise ppl, just simply walk and walk, till duno where they are. but still manage to find their way. Settle down at long john silver, and realise whatever things i ate were tasteless. Did not really enjoy the meal, took horrible medicine after that. walk, walk, walk then feel sleepy, as the medicine cause drowsiness. In the end, nap outside plaza sing. Though it was a short nap, but it feels long. Woke up, My friend feel cold, haha...fa leng, bu go into the building, it became i am cold, so is my friend fa shao. But the fact i am the one tat is sick..haha went to eat pretz, ate cinnamon sugar, but only feel as if i am biting a whole lots of crystal, no sweetness and no cinnamon taste too. But my fiend say have.

After that, anyhow walk the underpass and manage to find the bus stop. took the bus and i slept in the bus again. till i reach home, slept on my bed. Till mummy call and ask me why am i not home..when the fact is i am home sleeping.. haha...weird..had dinner, online a while and got knock out but the medicine.

So tat is all for yesterday, today actually got MC de, but got a few things to do today, so come back to work. Violet say, if i later not feeling well can go home earlier if i want. yeah!!! but nvm la..haha..\

* thanks for bottle, it is cute..


9:20 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

SUX!

fallen sick, probably due to the toxic powdery chemicals that was floating around in the air, plus they were mixing acid yesterday, causing a whole bloody place to be coop in.

Today morning develop signs of throat infection, plus a terible flu, as if someone just switch on my nose tap. It just keep flowing non stop dehydrating me of my water and energy. Throat did not get better, it got even worse, causing troubles to me to be unable to swallow my own saliva, as if there is a choke there.

I was sleeping in the laboratory for 1 hour, before transferring to the conference room. Things did not get any better despite the change in environment. Stanley let me off at 3pm, blur-ly I tried making my way home. Yes, I manage my way home, thanks to someone, despite me being as stubborn as a mull.

Upon reaching home, i dumped myself on the sofa, till mummy came back and chase me to my own room. ~Whatever~ just took a bowl of noodles which is call mee sua, it is tasteless to me with everything choke up, and cannot even swallow it down. Even after that tasteless mee sua, cos today food was all spicy and were bad for my throat, i was kindly taking oder to cooking gong gong for the family. Obediently, dragged myself to the kitchen and start whooping up that dish that was on today's menu. Only after cooking, then I was ask "where are you not feeling well" and the conversation was simply close off by "go take panadol". Panadol is a painkiller not an ideal medicine to take in, whatever.

now, all choke up in my nose and had use up quite a number to tissue, I am considering whether to report to work tomorrow as my LO will be coming, or should i report to the evil doctor who will only prescribe medicine that will not only kill the virus but kill my cells too.

Right now, this is worse then death..anyway most of us will be dead by tommorow, since results will be out tomorrow which i have absolutely no confidence in? Guess, I will be facing disappointment once more, my 2 bros best birthday gifts are their results bahx...

I want my bottle...bottle...bottle...

Since i am blogging here:

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!! To my 2 Biological Brothers!!!


8:12 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Monday, September 15, 2008

today, was a busy day. But was slacking in the morning, doing my report. Manage to finish it on time. Stanley return it fast. Another completed report. Samples came in, int he afternoon, went to collect all the forms.

Had 6 samples of Complemin 7+ dry, 1 BHT, 1 Complex Enzyme, 1 Phytase 5000.

Completed the Complemin 7+ dry within 1 hour, but had a minor spillage/accident, my fault cause at that point I sort of lose focus. Filled up those forms, never like those forms, all the admin side thingy. The chemicals today were pungent and powdery. It was quite acidic, causing my nose to be irritated, due to the powdery chemicals, cause it not to be an ideal place to stay in for long. It has activated my nose tap again and again.

Today i was in full gear, in my mask, in my gloves, lab coat and covered shoes. Still, got a few drops of chemical in my finger wound, thus i had to do a through washing of hand.

Stoned on the way home, only to face a stupid perverted NYP student, who attempted to take photos. Don't believe rite? I agree too, he must be blind, or at least cork eye, he need specs. Stupid person, dont let me see him again. FreAkER!!!


9:25 PM sHaRiLyN LiM


Since Dan pass it back to me, no poin i do the below part again, so i shall do the top part for him:

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Dan X 2

2. Your relationship with him/her?
a junior in Env

3. your 5 impressions of him/her?
1) Fun loving guy who lives his life to the fullest.
2) Full of craps and great to crap with.
3) Can get a bit vulgar at times
4) Someone who look like my secondary school friend, character a bit similar.
5) Someone who go half naked around the house.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
er...receiving a bear from him?

5. the most memorable thing he/she had say to you?
this is memorable in a bad and a wrong way "i only wanted to give you the bear"

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
NOPE! NEVER! Not suitable...

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
haha...his vulgarities? but who cares he never will be.

8. If he/she become your enemy,you will?
crack him and fry him into an omelette.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
haha...too many vulgarities.

1o. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
haha...duno...dun seem to have one...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
great guy? having him around brighten the atmosphere, his evil laughters makes everyone laugh as evil-ly as him...haha...

Thats all...


5:49 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Here is the group photo that I kope from Victor's blog...Since i got nothing better to do, I went to do editing of it...so still thanks victor!!:

Here it is...

With name:


name-less:



Today, a quiet day, suppose to go running, but my auntie cannot wake up. So never go. Then wake up, then sleep again. After that mummy came back from market so start to clear the freezers and the marketing items. Then i did washing up of the dog house, and also wash up of the 2 puppies. then i pop to bed sleep again.

Wake up again, then got ready for the steamboat for dinner. Simple food fare..finish dinner and now blogging.

*at times, people do not realise the good things you have done. They do not thank you for it either. But do good anyway.

There ae even times, when you try hard enough, but all it takes is just a mistake, which will flush all your hard work to the drain and earn you a earful scoldings. But put in the effort anyway. *

~tired~


8:59 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

today go hort park...suppose to meet at 11am, but 945am, i am still watching doraemon. I didn't expect mummy to let me go. So I meet up with xhz at the mrt, reach there only slightly late, with mei hoon, tat hong and hong chi there...the rest including the organizing chairman was not there!!! wasted a lot of time waiting!!! how long? it took 60 mins, very sian until we go walk candy empire...so we set off around 12plus. The park there was beautiful, never take much pics of the scenery, but too a lot of our people walking, there is more over with victor, he has loads of video too...we went into a house house thingy, got bed de.. out there also have, and kenneth + shun shen had some fun bedding.

Firstly, we went to play fishes, they were amazed by the fishes:


After that we went to the inner part of the park, and play at the play ground like kids...climbing the spiderweb thingy like little kids, as for me i sat in the centre and well bullied by them.

overall i say i enjoy myself!! Other than the very disorganized part and the "in front den reach liao" which never seem to reach. Walk quite a distance, but did not really enjoy the view at the ending part due to the time constraint and the gastric due to the "no lunch provided" haha, but thanks to alcina's water.

****shall not bring mono out anymore, he is well bullied like me. sadded...***


so let the pictures speak more about the trip:

The scenery of the park:

The wall that greet you when you enter the park:


Understand this photo? it means nursery of plants:


The wall of plants:


Cactus blooming, when is our clubhouse ones turning to this?


The beauty of the skies:




How children like can power rangers get? (even though 4/5 are botaks):





Tat hong + mei hoon:


See how happy they are:


3 musketeers:


On the hill top walk:


Still on the hill top walk:


they are so far (i wonder did we pay road tax???)


Identified 1 crazy guy:


Identified another crazy guy:


Going for a gang fight (shun shen looks especially happy):


Henderson wave:


Ewen and his Italy:


Thats all for today!!! hope you guys had fun!!!


8:04 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Thanks MARCUS! I had a good laugh especially at DAN!

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Marcus!

2. Your relationship with him/her?
One of the emo - 小孩子 that i know in school through env.

3. your 5 impressions of him/her?
1) he is extreme emo and aniti social!!! xD
2) he is one lame joker, got read his blog on this post.
3) he is careless whenever he eats. (always leaving some stain on his face or shirt)
4) kind heart, one of those that absorbed a lot of my bad temper times.
5) over - age than his true age. *oops* dun kill me after u read this...=P

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
er...er...er...er...lend a shoulder? being there as one of my very true friend/小孩子? =X

5. the most memorable thing he/she had say to you?
[gambette~ 'A' grader.. hehe=P]

*cos i owe him de...

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
er...NEVER! haha..even thought we are very close friends, till many people (esp geeks in ENV) are suspicious about us plus my classmates, cos he look overage so they think he is my boyfriend. Haha...but he will not be my lover, cos he is younger than me, unless he can pop come out earlier than me *turn the clock back*

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
er...er...er...i think it is his flaw that make him marcus! haha...if not he is not the emo - 小孩子 that i know...wahaha...

8. If he/she become your enemy,you will?
i won't do anything to him, cos he is too kind to be my enemy...haha...

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
er...er...cos he is.. *i duno!* haha...

1o. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
give him his Hershey chocolate which is in my fridge!!!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
he is an ideal true friend, companion and a boyfriend, so girls younger than him, do consider? =X

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
er...er...i don't know ler, u ask them directly? er...more like, er..cheerful, but emo-ing...i duno haha...

13. The character you love about yourself is?
I loveeverything about being myself...haha...u believe?

14. On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is?
er...can be a bit indecisive and revengeful...hehe...

15. The most ideal person that you wish to be is?
er...er...wish to be ar? i wish to be myself...hehe...

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for always being there for me, and sorry if i throw any tantrum + temper. I didn't mean it all. Forgive all my wrongdoings ok? >.<

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you. They are;

1. DAN DAN
2. PEI XUAN (XUAN XUAN)
3. RACHEL
4. HAWK
5. TAT HONG (gor!!!)
6. BENNY
7. CAMILLA (chumz...)
8. DOMINIC
9. JOYCE
10.ALCINA (sabo-ing u again! woohoo!)

18. Who is 6 (benny) having a relationship with?
er...definitely not me...wahaha...u want to know u go read his blog yourself =X

19. Is 9 (Joyce) a female or a male?
She is a female! (but why this question???)

20. If 7 (camilla) and 10(Alcina) are together,will that be a good thing?
I object!!! i believe alcina is straight she wont fall for her...neither would chumz fall for alcina...eek...

21. What is 2(Pei Xuan) studying about?
Biomedical science, i am awaiting her to dissect me...wehehe...

22. when is the last time you had a chat with 3 (Rachel)?
Very long!!! and i miss her alot....xD

23. What kind of music band does 8 (Dominic) like?
i duno ler...i only noe he like 背叛, cos he always sing tat song to shao yong. =X

24. Does 1 (Dan Dan) have any siblings?
No!!! he is an only child, one of the good life people...

25. Will you woo 3 (rachel)?
i dun mind, if i am a guy...hehe...but i am a girl...and i am striaght!

26. How about 7 (camilla)?
never...i will never fall for a ball/cocobacillus!!!haha...

27. Is 4 (Hawk) single?
er...er...i think so!!! it is time for u to find a girlfriend and get married soon!!! =X

28. What's the surname of 5 (Tat hong)?
Ng!!! (not LIM) haha...

29. what's the hobby of 10 (Alcina)?
robbing me of my lollipops from my bag? haha....

30. Does 5 (tat hong) and 9 (joyce) get along well?
er...er...i believe so...since we all know each other...

31. Where is 2 (pei xuan) studying at?
Singapore Polytechnic - yishun polyclinc...

32. Talk something casually about 1 (Dan Dan)?
A fun guy to be with!!!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for 6 (benny)?
er...maybe, maybe not...i duno...haha...for me to know for u to find out...haha...

34.Where 9 (Joyce) live at?
*I declare I duno...

35. What colour 4 (hawk) like?
yello? cos he like to prey on chicks(小鸡鸡)? =X

36. Are 5 (tat hong) and 1 (DAn DAn) best friends?
er..they met a few times...but not best friends, cos tat hong wont leave his power rangers(PR) haha!

37. Is 2 (Pei Xuan) the sexiest person in the world?
haha....i dun mind having her as my specimen in lab..haha...sexiest ar? i tink so bahx...she got the figure ar...=X


9:34 PM sHaRiLyN LiM


hmmmm...yesterday mummy came back from cruise! and she bought something tat i really like! she bought me a bag! she always buy bag for me de...but thi bag i like, she knows my taste, shall not explain, let the picture tell you why i like it so much:

So here is pictures of the magnetic stirrer stirring >>>> for DAN!






Another picture for polarbear, for your AGW:
(Click to see!!!)

Today nothing much happen, other than waiting for someone who never appear. Then walk in the rain to work, all wet, cold and lonely. Haha..*why so emo?* haha..duno haha..then i was slacking the whole morning but also doing standard template form, cos brother tang/uncle tang was slow in production line, so i only had work in the afternoon at 2pm, which i completed within 3pm and return to brother tang/uncle tang. He was shocked too...haha too efficient le...but at least i completed my work for today!

let me think what i wanna write for this week's report.


9:06 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

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Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
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Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
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Myself yourself - violin piano

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More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
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-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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