A touching Short comic...(everyone should learn from it)

2:24 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

greetings!

hmmm...welcome benny back to singapore 1st...haha...Pei xuan will be back in 3days time =) when i open my blog today, the counter was 62, from the last number i saw 25 there are actually 39 readers! (maybe of some are repeated.) very scary....haha..let me update my weekends...they are indeed busy and kept me occupied, I will also include some exclusive colleagues here. =D

Lets start on Friday nite, hmmmm...i dun remember doing anything special other than watching tv. But i remeber that nite was especially lonely as my parents went out to walk walk. And my bro went out too. I had an early sleep.

Saturday, was busy! It did not startout rite as mummy and papa was quarreeling leaving me and thomas handicapped. After that I was informed to help my mum to paint her office cause we were doing shifting. So I went down and paint, which include of painting myself...haha...after that we went down to defu lane and shifted the furniture, one bookshelve is very heavy, hmmm...but to show that girls can do what guys can, I help with all the carrying and stuffs too, there had a lot of fun with my eldder bro (thomas) cos we were throwing the stuffs =P haha...but we did perspire a lot...=D And of course I got a lot of cuts and bruises. In total 5 cuts and many bruises, well it is ok!

Just before we left there we had a great laugh, one of the worker who accompanied us, was "acting smart" he place 2 chairs facing each other place a mattress on it, and dived into it, head 1st, he happen to land at the centre of the 2 chairs, which the 2 chairs spilt (cos they have wheels) he landed on the floor. Everyone laughed at him, He got up and laughed at himself too. Silly boy!

On the way back to the office, i and him were thirsty, not craving for any soft drinks, but just mineral water...haha...weird rite? I also duno why. We reach back there, and did some clearing, I left the shifting of shelves to the office to the guys. No strength le.haha...I sit there and stone for a while, and we call it a day. I reach home at about 10plus, all stain in paint and dirt. Wash myself up with good scrubbing, had a simple dinner, talk to rachel for a while and pop i was knocked out on my bed.

Sunday! i went to the market with auntie to buy groceries for the week. saw nothing special. Went back home w3atch tv and fold incense paper. that is all for the day. haha...

I am proud to declare my family has turn ECO -FRiendly! haha...no joke. My 2 bros (thomas and terence) has been selling off the scrape metals for recycling, they too has been collecting drink cans crushing them for recycling. My mum have been saving on papers and recycle them after using both sides. We have reduce our electrical bills and water usage. Papa has been letting my bros selling scrape metals from his workplace. I have been collecting yakult bottles! haha...I never tot this day would come...=)

Enough of weekends! Lets talk about my colleagues, I guess everywhere you go there will be politics, but who cares haha...here i am not talking about politics but someone who sits up there but is lonely. Secretary of Director of ISS. She is MS Lynette Low. She seem so great, after having a chatting session with her once, she let me feel that though sheis sitting up there but she kind of feel lonely. She has to go lunch alone hardly any colleagues actually mingle with her cos she sits at a different level. The director doesnt realy seem to care about it. If i am her i will go crazy. haha...she is envy of us temp staffs as we go out in 3 (me, Pui Ying and hui Ling) for lunch while she sits alone. *pat pat her head*

last but no least, sorry for being contact-less! =P But i kind of like this feeling, it sort of make me feel free-er...haha...I will be back to contacting you guys again. To Someone: dun call my house phone! =(

9:03 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

I saw girl girl yesterday when i reach home. She is so cute! if u duno who she is, she is teddy sister, ding ding's daughter. OMG she look so different! From the little black puppy, she is now brownish in colour only her face is black. I was like, so cute when i saw her yesterday when mummy was carrying her which later pass to me. =D she was heaver then patchy and blacker then him...=P awww...nvm, ding ding is gonna to give birth more siblings for teddy...=P

today i am blurred...i took the wrong bus going to clementi, instead of taking 189/106 i took 77. so it went up the hill, and i have to walk down it..=9 so u can guess i was late for work.

out of my own class...
sad..i am no longer in DBT/02. Now in 03 and those that was in 01 is now in 02. Er...kind of wierd...is it only me? or they rest are going thru this re shuffling too. I have look thru the time table le, 01 and 02 are buddy class, 03 is is loner. No change.

gasped...enough of bad news! congrate to G-POP! Sea Sherperd Conservation Society will be joining us too, he was recommended to us by Singapore Environment Council --> Joe Lim. Now i officially close the recruitement of vendors...=P jkjk...haha...(rach will kill me haha...)

10:33 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

*gasped*

hmmmm...rachel and joyce wanted to come over my house see teddy, ding ding and dang dang..so i thought it was just another dog seeing...hmmmm....but when when,.....rachel said "ask benny come, he must come" haha...i get suspicious, they got motive? haha...hmmm....they say cos he quite close to me...*scratch head* got meh? haha...i also duno...=D

but, haha...he wanted to come, but he scare paiseh, cos he 1 guy only, so he dun want...hehe...so is not i nv invite him (as requested from rachel) but is he dun want...=P haha...

And currently now, he is going to leave singapore go back to indonesia...see his papa and mummy...so wish him luck, dun forget to bring urself back...and hmmm...maybe find one day SP Env club can go over too...haha...jkjk...=P

Ding ding look as if she is pregnant...and all thanks to dang dang...haiz...he is forever to "despo" he is also not a very great father...cos...auntie caught him teaching teddy how to mate his own mother! erm...but teddy mated his mother at the wrong side...so nvm....looks like teddy will be having siblings....


Meeting, meeting and more meeting! can pon? haha..as if...I will TRY to be there...

now working, but duno wat to do...hmmm...it is actually lunch-time...=D *eating cup noodles*

12:43 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

thinkings and more thinkings...

I know when is my GEMS application appointment already. Thinking which GEMS i want to chose. on tuesday 01/04/2008 i will be promoted, hmmm...no pay increase just given my own room. Actually I wanted to work till friday 04/04/2008. But my boss de boss wants to extend my contract to 11/04/2008. That means I have to work till school reopen. =( er...er...haiz...I also duno want or dun want. I wanted to take one week break and go out play! but at the same time, she wants me to stay till end of it. I scare i cannot adapt to the sudden change of work then to school. I will cry! haha...

Still considering.

Someone ask me if the " drawn another 2 lines on top of the 6 lines" is self multilation ner not. This is for me to know for you to find out. =| Do you think I will do silly things?

hmmmmm...hard to say...I also duno...haha...

2:54 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hello to EVERYONE that knows me!


Please be inform that I am no longer using a Handphone. So i will be MIA-ing =|

Not really, I am just going to change number. But have not apply yet, so meanwhile i am phone-less, internet-less. Sort of being disconnected from communication world. So you can always drop me an email and wait long long for my reply. =(

I can i thank someone here?
I wanna thank RACHEL! =D thanks for giving me the chance to serve you...haha...jkjk..thks for giving me the opportunity to help you in G-POP! No worries even if i go un-reconigse, used to it le =)nvm de..as long as i know i did it can le...afterall i am doing it for passion and not for fame.=)

drawn another 2 more lines on top of the 6 lines.

1:26 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Congrates to G-POP! We have another 2 more sponsors!

They are:
1)the earth shoppe who will be sponsoring us our competition prizes!
2) PUB who will be sponsoring 2000 bottles of NEWater!

CONGRATES!

Meanwhile here are the list of confirmed VENDORS for G-POP!
1) National Environment Association
2) Hwa Chong Secondary School
3) SEC --Singapore Environment Coucil
4) Team Seagrass
5) Vegetarian Society
6) PUB -- Public Utility Board + SPONSOR of 2000 NEWaters bottles
7) ACRES
8) Waterways watch society (exhibition)
9) NParks (exhibitions)
10) SPCA (exhibitions)
11) The earth Shoppe (exhibition) + Sponsor for PRIZES
12) Ben and Jerry + Walls -- ICE CREAM
13) Sales of Custome made refillable pens --- By own SP Students
14) Vegetarian food Sale -- By Mui Keng

Cheers to G-POP and rachel! This are the 14 external organizations involving in G-POP! There is more to come!

Thanks rachel and her committee for their hard work!=)

May this 1st GREEN carnival in SP be a success...

so everyone GANBETTE!

1:14 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

back back...

*smiles* should smile rite? YUP yup! er...er...{self high}'|'

Daddy is ok le, he is fine and back to normal, I tink so! But he has the appetite to eat, joke and back to his nagging too =| hmmm...i prefer him in this state. Pop-ing into my room and disturbing my beauty sleep. =) (hmmm...i dun call him daddy actually, I call him "papa" =D ) Seeing him in a down mood for the past 2 weeks, no appetite to eat, no mood to go work (have been home by 3pm) sit down watch tv and drink beer. Totally not like my father! he is known for his workaholic, no matter how my mummy talk to him, my brothers talk to him or me, it didnt seem to get thru. But now it seem to have got better after the ritual on thursday nite! He seem to be a better man now! *phew*

Me? Stone-ed on thursday even till the nite - had "dinner" with 3 "great" people. BEN, ZAIN< and CH hoon hoon cannot make it =( wasnt really dinner with so much stoning. Haha...who cares....

friday was friday. saturday went pass just like that, so was sunday. =|

I should be feeling better now ba? I also duno, but I did something stupid, which now i need to hide them. only 1 person know about it. how long will it take to disappear? =| hehe...i hope it does as fast as it can. =|

today, monday again =( back on my work =| i feel like quitting asap! haiz...and i still thinking of extending my contract till 4/4/2008. Then i will only have one week of fun....lol... No la, then I will be closing all accounts for SP Environment club. and look forward to G POP! *ice cream!* haha....

though I will not be NYAA coordinator of SP Env club, but i will there as a active member. hopefully you guys will still welcome me back =| i hope...

9:45 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

Stoning like a stone...

i was stoning like a stone for the whole of yesterday. Mala was asking me why i look so tired, hmmm...is not tired, is jsut too stone-ed. here I am going to leave benny's blog address, SP Env clubby students, if free go in and flood his "add cooments" box..he dun have a cbox so cannt flood:

http://poseidonz89.spaces.live.com

oh ya, thanks ben for the "WELCOME"

I am ending this blog by saying:

To someone:
"I am sorry, I broke a promise made to you"

9:04 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

Sorry have not been updating blog...Have been caught in work, stoning. Not that I dun want to blog but cos no internet, cannot blog.

It has almost one week since i blog. =( I will jsut blog what i remember. I only remember stoning alot, saturday suppose to go out with zain and chuan hai, but fly an aeroplane on them. I was then chit chatting with daddy about work. Sunday was tv day, other then watching tv and chatting with daddy, going market with my parents. Talking to mei hoon, there seems to be meaningless things i have been doing. Nights were weaving papers, boxes paperbags etc. All the bo liao things. Cos i really cannot find anything to do other then stone. And when i stone i will thing of all the problems, so it is better not to stone. that was weekends.

Monday, was working day, so i just work. But i remeber that morning's sms from someone saying that i was not as cheerful. I was indeed surprise he could sense it. That day i numb myself with work. Only after work I thoughy of all the stuffs. Shang Ming ask me out, along with him I ask mei Hoon, and she catch Dacai at clementi. She me, and dacai went to IMM, walk at daiso...sorry to the both of you, i was then super crazy. BEcause I duno what to do, I cannt cry so i laugh.哭笑不得 I was then very crazy, i know! but that was the only reaction i could express. Then we meet until shang ming. He was busying with some things so was late. In the end we only meet up for 1/2 hour. -.-'|'I went home feeling cold and unfeeling. = stoning mode.

Tuesday, as requested I went to look for Ms Angel early in the morning. She approved, I believe all SP Env club committee members should know by now. As usual because I duno how to react I was in the crazy mode. I play with 理由 Leo, jacko 借口, excuse and reason. on top with ISC ball ball. had got a few number of freshie to leave thier contacts. The one which leave very deep impression was ZHI XUAN, mei hoon should know him. He stand there and chat with us. BENNY was there too, no mac treat =( cos he was on time. jkjk...we were den quite crazy. But soon die off, cos I was hungry. I had to go down to waterways watch society so i left. Before that went to ISC at level 3, lame with their "sean/shawn/seah" whatever his name is. As i and hoon hoon was walking to MRT I saw VICTOR's message. Then my mood change back. On the MRT, was chatting with mei hoon for a while. Then drop back to silence. I cant seem to bring the happy feeling up. In the end at WWS, the students + ZHI HAO got it from me. I still remember the sentence i used " if any of you dare to step into the water, i make sure we throw you into the water" so bad rite? wasnt in the correct mood. we ended at 4:30pm. I did not want to go back so early. So stayed out, but duno where to go. So go back to school. ZAIN was going swimming, so go there see him swim. Pei xuan and sean was at cloub hs with jack. So go there peek a while. Then benny also came along. Pei xuan, sean and jack go home le. Then me and benny go see zain swimming. Was quite bored then. That was around 6:30pm ++ zain and friends went to changed, so i and benny left the pool. we waited for the bus. And headed home. We chit chatted on the bus.

I have been smiling, being happy, joking cum lame-ing. Not because I am truly happy. Just that I dont want my friends to worry about me, like previously. Though my act is super lousy.

Still wondering what happen for those who do not know? I have officially step down as NYAA coordinator from SP Environment Club.

I want to apologies and thank a few people here. The 1st to say sorry is to Shang Ming. Sorry i have disappoint you and waste all your effort. To all the MAIN committee members, sorry for leaving just like this I dont mean too, the new NYAA coordinator would be better then me. To TAT HONG, sorry to disappoint you too, your mei too lousy to take up this postion.

Thanks to the same few people for having faith in me. I do not have the potential. Still need to thank Ms Angel. One more important person, BENNY! thanks for being there and trying to cheer me up, I greatly appreciate it. "a friend in need is a friend indeed" And of course MEI HOON, who have accompanied me since I have been pondering on this matter.

the reasons? I have to make a SACRIFICE. In this level it is CCA. Because I cannot scrifice my dream, I need to scrifice my passion. Recently, family have crash into problems which make me realise it is time for me to do my part as a member of the family. I cannot only care for myself, it is very selfish of me, I have always lead a home stay life. And now? I need to do my part as a family member which is to sacrifice the necessary things.

It is painful to let something go that you already have on hand. If i tell you that I am happy,I am ok and i am smiling. I am lying to you. It is very pain to just let go of something that you have earned. Amoung that 4 people who know 1st about me giving up the postion, only 1 saw me cried. very pain, very pain. But what can i do? Isnt pain the part and parcel of growing up. That is why i hate growing up.

The girl is sad, and she is crying both inside and outside.Numbing herself with work + more work. How will she face you? You tell her how?

10:05 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

so many things to blog...but no time and no internet...

Now i am like doing all my blogging in the office. But now even in the office i am already so busy...

many things happen, sleepless nights, weaving paper bags, paper box. writing stories. and celebrating hoon's birthday.10 of you animals...did ur enjoyed it? especially hoon. It was meant to be a surpirse..hehe....haha...

cannt blog le..need to go back work... =(

9:39 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

nv enjoyed my weekend so much!

yipee! was the 1st reaction toward weekend..cos no need to work! haha...started work 2 days already dont want to work le...=P but my weekends i enjoyed it, cos it is slacking! haha...

saturday!
er, i go out for a while collect something from my friend...and spend the rest of the day sleeping...=D and the evening watching tv! Plus plus, daddy brought us out! This is so so so rare! =D he hardly bring us out...so on saturday he brough us to jurong west stadium the one where the swimming pool is on the 2nd floor...=D and and, he brought us to eat japanese food! they were searching for the road to there, cos it was slightly ulu to drive there. So they look at the street directory while i just sit there and slacked =P 日本村! and of course daddy and mummy are lovey dovey so they go pick their ice cream sticks while me and gors go and attack the sushi...=P hehe...while eating we were watching thr people swimming the pool is indeed special...i share udon with daddy, ateal thomas (my older bro) ice cream and curry ramen. so i myself only order 2 dishes, my drink and cold tofu..=D hehe..the ambience of the place is great. Too bad i never bring handphone cannot take pictures..In total we ate $123.90. hehe....eat until quite full.SP Env next time we go there eat also? =P

sunday!
er...er...er...stay at home er..watch tv...play with gors....at night we attended a wedding dinner...my cousin's hwee hwee...one of the sweetest wedding i attended...(i never attend much weddings =P) haha...they both indeed make a couple and the preparation video was indeed touching and funny...their friends were teasing them to 好好"做"人 haha...most of your will know wat it means ba. Hmmm...this is my 1st time from the many years i wore a dress...ya a DRESS...that is my 1st dress in my cupborad after 6 years. i took photos but, but cannot put it up now. Will put it up "soon" -.-'|' the food was great, but dragged till 11pm. I was very tired till then, monday still need to work. Almost cannot get up today morning. but still did...'|'

So today, another day at work...=D

Jia you...to everyone working too...hopefully you will enjopy your work...=D

9:59 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

in the state of MIA-ing, but seen on blog...

Yesterday i officially start work.Yippe...er..er..er..not really that happy...but learn a lot of things. The similar things are i am on LIBRART DUTY!!!!

haha...the have planted me to take care of library and house keeping of the building. So i am still adapting to the place. Hmmm...Haven intro my workplace. National University of Singapore (NUS), Institute of System Science(ISS) hmmm...what is it about? more like computer programming etc what java thingy etc. Well i am only in charge of admin so who cares =P haha...

it is a building by itself, 4 storey high, the place is well decorated. =) I am given a table, a computer wilth access to internet, a telephone hmmm...consider very good life le. I am also given the sercurity card, so i ahve access to everywhere...=D haha...ya i seem to be enjoying my job. But it gets bored some time.

Yesterday dress in office wear, so weird. but today i am in casual wear. =D Taken some pics, but will place it up when i can. =D my colleagues? hmmm...all older then me, even the students here are older...sort of feel so young here...=D no handsome guys, no pretty girls, or maybe i have yet to see...=P hehe...

My meals? NUS ROX! the food here is cheap and nice. Yum yum...=D haha...the food is nice, the environment is pleasant. And the western food at one of the food court near the school of computering is ECO FRIENDLY! =D haha...hmmm...i do hope to explore NUS during my stay here =D hehe...

kkz, i shall get back to work...

1:10 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

just some thoughts...

was watching a chinese drama when i thought of this:

when you really want the person to leave to let him/her go freely:
-do not turn around when he/her leaves
-do not think of him/her
-do not call out.

just act as if you hate this person alot. So he/her does not have anything to hold on. Espeically girls who tend to be very sentimental. [ did i just said what is the best way to breakup?] =D

LOVE?
haha...just another nothing better to do topic.
- the deeper the love, the more intense the pain is. really? maybe.
- FOREVER? there is no such thing call forever, cos everything has a lifespan even us, forever just mean till the lifespan has ended.
- "LOVE encompasses beautiful union, and miserable separation." True but maybe not all the time.
- "Love is just the the plum blossom, when it blooms it is beautiful, but one day it will still wilt." I agree...

when it comes to this, the 3rd party is always the most painful. what is this ar, i duno how to write in words, but know how to say it out.

-~-out of the topic-~-

emotions?
we have to be flexiable with emotions, or we will breakdown. Maybe that is why a lot of ppl breakdowns cos they cannot be flexible. haiz....

1:33 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

MIA-ed!

It is more den 1 week since i MIA-ed from my blog, msn, etc...Just from the world of internet. Haiz...well why? of course something did happen which i am not saying it here. So how did i manage to blog here? Well this blog is written using the club house computer, no worries i will updat e about what has happen in the 1 week with photos so this will be a long entry including all the thoughts tat went through in my brain. I rmb not becos i have super brain, but becos i wrote it down in my diary which i have in front of me NOW! =|

dated: written on 2/3/2008

I seem to have over rely on my laptop, now writing seems so weird. =P Well i had a cold war with my mum over "something" and just left the house without informing her. Went to walk around and did not picked up her calls, how many miss call? 30 of it. At last i pick up her call, talk a few sentence and went down to Eunos. In t shirt shorts and a cap. My 1st time dress like this going to the workplace. Though daddy duno wat has happen but still he "pep" talk me. Calmed me down etc. Daddy is still daddy. and he ended of the talking session by saying "NEVER hate your mum." this i have to engraved in me ba. end of tat day.

Not forgetting there is WWS so this are the pics of us doing nothing:







































I left before even the school programme started cos got something on. =(

27/2/08
it is a day out of daddy's working life. Woke up in the morning den attach to daddy. Went to send things over at pioneer road, den to jurong to deliver sports rims. On the way of course seen things like SPH printing Centre, cargos, keppel meien etc. Did a lot of jobs which is told to be guy's job like polishing, and of course sticking papers. sticking papers sounds like an easy job, i initially tot it was too just stick and 4get it. HAHA, like real, it require skills also, how you stick it, at what angel, how long the tape should be. Sound a bit weird but it is real. I went back around 9plus with daddy on a lorry after sending goods again.

28/2/08
Another day out with daddy, but this time i was allowed to carry things up and down. But the difference is, i was planted at ubi waiting for a surveyor waited there the whole day. And of course stick papers again. HAHA...And took a lot of pics of mono when i was having my lunch. Stayed there till late night, enjoyed the sunset by the rooftop, and of course not forgetting see all the planes flying low, though it was nice, but VERY noisy haha...seen below:












































29/3/2008
went down to Waterways watch society alone. Did the school program with SHANG MING, my last education session before he enter into air force. We had Chongzheng Pri Sch. I did half of the presentation adn he did the other half. =P Just me him and IVAN we brought 40 kids over to the beach to do thier collection of rubbish. I pick a condom, a broken one[YUX!} shang ming saw it and was like "wat the" he took it and pass to IVAN, the kids were getting excited over it. And they were asking what it was, i and Shang ming said "it is a plastic [should be a rubber]" IVAN was like "it is a balloon" i was speechless. we got them to gathered back, and got them to line up: girls one line, boys one line, if u duno stadn in the middle. gott hem to wash had, and refreshments. They were very guai sat down boys one table, girls one table. Chit chat with them, but they were so high and enthu that they did a vs on who can shout YES the loudest, the question was " did ur enjoyed it" i almost went deaf. took pics with them, debrief and dismiss. Saw that JOE a lot of pics! without us knowing a lot of candid ones =| from there i head home. Even though we wanted to watch the leap year together but, it was pretty late then. the leap year has gone just like this and the next leap year is 4 year later.

1/3/2008
had a terrible stomache, headed for the bus-stop to go down to WWS, but the pain was so unbearable i ahd to head home. Lie on my bed. SMS the various people going down and pop i blackout. did not wake up till hours later. It still does hurt, but not tat painful. drank warm water and was force to take medicine at night. pop to bed. Very simple.

2/3/2008
Went to market, saw they were collecting trash for cash. Headed home, and bath and headed out to school for env club MEETING. talk alot of things which i dun feel like writing here. pics:



3/3/08
the day which shang ming has book into air force. I dont remember what i did on this day.

4/3/2008
Another day to wws, the diff is shang ming is not around. We were having clementi town sec sch coming down. I solely did the presentation which i think i did not do it very good. Gather them, the same procedures but the only diff is i am the one doing it instead of SM. Well they created a big hoo ha, over an orange condom. in total they almost collected almost 10 of it. Erm, YUX! haha..they group of students is more difficult to handle. Cos secondary, more playful. everyting run smoothly. No hip cups. So here i am bloggin what ever that has been going on. I might MIA from here again for another week.

I might MIA from everything else. hmmmm...everything = no contacts? haha...i also duno...

stop on this entry too long le...

10:45 AM sHaRiLyN LiM