2 lovers are like 2 person on a canoe...
coordination is very important...so the paddle will not hit each other and we both can move forward..beginning there then to be many hitting but those are the times that teaches you to know how to pace tgt...
when you can no longer coordinate with your partner...there will be many canoe that will overtake you..and when time pass...your partner might just leave your canoe and go to the other...
love is such a complex thing..
it brought hurt and happiness...
i realise i was very indecisive..and hurt the people who love me..and caused them to leave..i know i am childish...
the thing that i will do now..is learn to let go..he did for my happiness...its only immature of me to keep holding him back and be a hindrance...
i want to say sorry...
sorry to him which i think even if i spend a lifetime to say it..it will never be insufficient...being selfish was part of my nature...
i only care about myself..since when did i care for others around me?
many people would be scolding me bahx...
i am sorry to the friends that i commonly share with him..sorry for being stuck in between...
i have always had thrown tantrum and him absorbing it..i was never worth his love...
for now..as a grown up..learning from tat hong...let go...
wat is yours will be yours..wat is not will not be..
i am only letting you go..because i know i have hurt you and no rights to hold you back..if ever one day you would like to find someone to listen to you...give me a call..if you need someone to lean on..rmb about me..
you spend 2 years loving...i had 2 years of love..i dun even think i gave u 2 years of love..probably less den 2 years...but i want to be a dragonfly in your life for the next 2 years..
thanks for not hating me..and still helping me..you are the great guy i seen in my life...
as for the another one..sorry..sorry..sorry for getting you into this mess...the hurt that the 2 of you felt i probably cant make it up...
9:10 AM sHaRiLyN LiM