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Monday, July 5, 2010

i was inspired to write a blog post ytd..but apparently i forgot what i wanted to type..

i was so busy with so many things..i should have write it down..a slice of life...probably if i remember it i will write it here...

i have been a zombie, a living one..yesterday was sunday and all i did was teaching tuition...u can never imagine!!!! 30questions of decimals and fractions from 1030am to 2pm, and 50 questions on fractions since 630pm to 1030pm with no calculator and answer sheet to help me out!!!indeed torturous when your student dun listen...i had no choice but to threaten...haha...if you dun finish this the tuition will not end and if there is any wrong we will photocopy everything and redo it all over again...

guess this method work...i was literally crazy after that, crying and laughing...while waiting for the lesson to start, being alone...i decided to reward myself..a nice cupcake and i cam whore with it...hmmm...boredom...


Mini studio

Studio ~

Cam whoring - angel above


Nomal eye angle

Low angle


dinnerless again~ well at least there was a bowl of nice soup left for me..thats all..i felt my gastric attacking me in the nite with terrible pain but eventually falling aslp...and growling stomach in the morning that force me to take breakfast or i will face a terrible pain till afternoon...

it wasnt the only problem that i face yesterday..i had a terrible quarrel..and tada...everything broke like my globe...saddening? i did not know how to feel sad at that point due to my tired body...i simply, ok..and tats all..the pain only struck me today morning..so wat?

what is broken is broken..like my globe...no matter how much i love it..i threw it away..it cannot be mended...just hope you will be happy...guess..busy people like me should not touched that sensitive line again...

so wats the point of writing all this went i know what is going on and still is not doing anything about it..just some venting out...

went out with my god bro on friday nite..nice outing..indeed...hehex...thanks gor.. i want ice cream!!! i haven been seeing my biological brothers, sorry~ guess i was in and out of the house till i simply miss them..i missed seeing them...


all i knew was...

i am not a good girl...
i realise i change too much...
and nothing is going to be rewind...
get along with life...
and there is nothing i want to change now,
even though i do not rly like who i am now,
but that is reality,
so what is it about guilt?
its just a word,
its just a feeling
that will disperse soon enough...
live with it...

I am sorry I changed, i am sorry but I do not want to change back...

welcome to the game~




8:41 AM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
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that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
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[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
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i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
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-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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