i was inspired to write a blog post ytd..but apparently i forgot what i wanted to type..
i was so busy with so many things..i should have write it down..a slice of life...probably if i remember it i will write it here...
i have been a zombie, a living one..yesterday was sunday and all i did was teaching tuition...u can never imagine!!!! 30questions of decimals and fractions from 1030am to 2pm, and 50 questions on fractions since 630pm to 1030pm with no calculator and answer sheet to help me out!!!indeed torturous when your student dun listen...i had no choice but to threaten...haha...if you dun finish this the tuition will not end and if there is any wrong we will photocopy everything and redo it all over again...
guess this method work...i was literally crazy after that, crying and laughing...while waiting for the lesson to start, being alone...i decided to reward myself..a nice cupcake and i cam whore with it...hmmm...boredom...

Mini studio

Studio ~

Cam whoring - angel above
Nomal eye angle

Low angle
dinnerless again~ well at least there was a bowl of nice soup left for me..thats all..i felt my gastric attacking me in the nite with terrible pain but eventually falling aslp...and growling stomach in the morning that force me to take breakfast or i will face a terrible pain till afternoon...
it wasnt the only problem that i face yesterday..i had a terrible quarrel..and tada...everything broke like my globe...saddening? i did not know how to feel sad at that point due to my tired body...i simply, ok..and tats all..the pain only struck me today morning..so wat?
what is broken is broken..like my globe...no matter how much i love it..i threw it away..it cannot be mended...just hope you will be happy...guess..busy people like me should not touched that sensitive line again...
so wats the point of writing all this went i know what is going on and still is not doing anything about it..just some venting out...
went out with my god bro on friday nite..nice outing..indeed...hehex...thanks gor.. i want ice cream!!! i haven been seeing my biological brothers, sorry~ guess i was in and out of the house till i simply miss them..i missed seeing them...
all i knew was...
i am not a good girl...
i realise i change too much...
and nothing is going to be rewind...
get along with life...
and there is nothing i want to change now,
even though i do not rly like who i am now,
but that is reality,
so what is it about guilt?
its just a word,
its just a feeling
that will disperse soon enough...
live with it...
I am sorry I changed, i am sorry but I do not want to change back...
welcome to the game~
8:41 AM sHaRiLyN LiM