on saturday..when i went back home after tuition...
after i sat down...quietly in my room..with no one at home...
tears just rolls..everything just burst...I realise I have been forcing and accumulating all my sadness that went exponentially high high...till...when i had the free time i simply just burst like a balloon...
had a long cry...nv cried so long...realise how much pain i had that i told myself it wasnt pain till i realise there was an inflammation...
stuck...is the best word to describe me now...
numbing myself with all the work in my current company..taking up more and more tuition jobs..yes..i am running away...from all the facts...
yesterday was mothers' day..yet i totally did not see my mum...i do not know how to face her..felt so ashamed..only could just go out and teach tuition the whole day...went back home to eat dinner..they packed for me..but i just cant eat...
i have been only having 1 meal a day..either lunch or just breakfast..cant seem to eat for the other meals...just no appetite..
i wonder..how much weight i lost...
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