just some random thoughts early this morning...
as i was on the escalator..i saw the working life..never been able to sit quietly, walk quietly and observing my surrounding...
I realise...my pace of walking increases with the working flow..faster and faster...all dress in formal white shirts or other colours with strips, long pants or tight skirts and a working bag...i literally got suck into the working world...but there i was standing..being so different from them in terms of dress code..like i never change from my poly years...still in my t shirt and jeans...
snapped..i awoke..i realise..that was the only difference..i am waking up early in the morning..rushing to work like any other workers..i wanted to be different...but how to? being a youth, i am trying my best to stick to the environment which i am starting to lose touch in...how how? i told myself..i hardly have any time left to sleep...let alone been in the environment sector..
when you are in the working world..there comes another burden of finance....how how? i ask myself..realise there is a lot more that me, a small girl still a girl will never be able to carry...
i realise...maybe...there are still things that I cant do before and still cant do it now..because...i have not grown big enough...
still 19 years old...still struggling away...I wonder..what 20, 21 will bring me to~
smile everyone..its just a thought of mine...hope you enjoyed..
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