I am dreading work...
I am dragging myself to work...
I am dying to leave this work..
But I cant find another one yet..
BAYER please reply soon!!!!!
This is the first symptom of my unhappiness here...Indeed...I am unhappy...
Not sure why...
I was just suddenly struck by the fact that I am just a cheap labor in the company..here to cover all the sai kang..lowest of the lowest shit...
Really hope to jump..i feel invisible here..
One of my colleague did a interesting mental reading on me with 4 questions..
I cant deny how true it was...
he said:
i am confuse now..
I am held back by the past...not knowing where to walk now...
Now what I have is not what I want is what i am pushed into
I am a simpleminded and naive girl
when I am push into a new environment I sit and observe the people around me... (this use to be not true in env, but now its true in my working place)
I am selective over my friends - i can be friends with everyone but I chose certain people to be my good friends
If i agree to what my friends is doing I follow suit - but If i dun, I detach myself
I have dual personality - 1 is a logical person that keep asking question, 2nd is a emotional person so when I ask question I will ask in a nice way though I am angry...It will seems I am indecisive.
I am a team player and independent worker - Can work well in a team yet, I do not like to take orders. I will plan my work well and do my own work perfectly. Do not tell me to change my work a lot of time I will sian diao and throw it to you to do or just don't do.
how true do you thing is it about me?
8:59 AM sHaRiLyN LiM