MusicPlaylistRingtones
Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Thursday, April 1, 2010

just a piece of life...

was chatting with one of my close friend..and happen to thought on this topic..controllable fate and uncontrollable...fairness of life and un-fairness of life...

fate~
something that we can change and can't change...

we can't chose what date we want to be born, cant chose our parents, our siblings..and our background...

but we can change things after that, improving background, build bond with family...etc..

if you believe in fate, you will leave everything to it, having the thought what is your will be yours, what is not is not...is it right?

those who may not believe, believe in strongly fighting for what they want as they believe fates lie in their hand...but is it true?

Or is it~ we can change a lot of things through our decisions those are the factors we can control but at the same time there are lots of things we can never change cause they are things that we cannot change..so which is fate? the factors we can change or the factors we can't change?

or is it that fate is everything? every decision we make and everything that is happening is already planned and we are just going through the flow in making that decision...so what is fate exactly?

honestly...i dunno..

here is the definition that i search:

Fate is the supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events, as well as the inevitable events predestined by this force. Those who believe in fate, believe (whether directly or indirectly) that their stay on earth has been decided long before they became a resident of said planet. So here we are, an insignificant blurb, on a planet not bigger than a speck of dust (in the grand scheme of things), hurtling (seemingly) endlessly through space, progressing towards some fate decided by the cosmos and therefore out of our understanding. We can, however, at least try to grasp what it truly means to accept fate and then determine whether or not to believe in it. So...

so which is this pointing to?

complicated...i am thinking too much....i dunno whether to believe in it or not, but i will still fight for what is mine, at the same time i will submit to fate if i need to...so what kind of believer i am?

*blurred*

that is a thinking topic for readers...for the past 20 years of mine did i predict and control it to be in this way?or is it fate? or a mix?

Part 2: fairness and unfairness of life..

is life fair or unfair?

life is both fair and unfair..

life is fair in giving you 1 thing and not giving you another..just like some kids who are deem not normal, so call 傻人..they don't have the intellectual, but be surprise they are given happiness...

they live their life happily..are we? most of us live in this condition:

since young we have been told whatever you do after that will be happiness,

if you pass your PSLE with good grades your parents are happy, you go into secondary school you are happy....is it?
Following, if you pass your O levels with good grades your parents are happy, you go into further studies you are happy? really?
You go into tertiary education if you do well your parents are proud of you and you can work and earn money you are happy? how true?
you start working and think, if i earn money and i can buy the things I want and i will be happy?how many things do you need to buy to be happy?

when actually, being happy is being contented with what you have isn't it?but say is easy, doing it is another story...cause i can't do it myself too...

back to fairness...
ever being punish for bad deed you did not do?
ever being scolded when its not your fault?

did you complain this way: why is it me, me,me, me, me and me...why me?this is something that i never do...why is it me that needs to be punish...why me?this is so not fair...

look in another way...
did you ever complain:
why am i not caught for my bad deeds..why why why..why am i not caught? why am i not caught? i am suppose to be caught but i am not caught..so unfair...

did you?

at times, take it as a compensation...though you did not do it, but treat it as a punishment of the bad deeds you did previously and not being caught...isnt it better den complaining why is it me?

haha..but i am not tat noble..cause saying is easier den doing..cos i am also always complaining why is it me....

these are some food for the brain...to think think think... especially people like me...feed my brain with some food or it will shrink... =P

have good nite thinking.. =D



9:18 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



|| all rights reserved || (c)0pyrighted sHaRiLyN LiM..<


ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

No. Of Steps..
Web Page Counters


Bygones
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
January 2011
November 2011
December 2011

Credits
Designer: DamnBlackRose
Fonts by: Dafont
Brushes by: Atomica
Picture by: Clara
More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



Links
Anti- Global Warming (Just for fun!)
aLCiNa
BeNnY
CaMiLLa aka ChUmz
DaN DaN
EiLeeN / The PinK OnE~** NEW!! *
Hawk-Y/Hock/dreamz
Jian Li/Jack
Jia XiN
Jordan/The Great One
Joyce/Joysi
Marcus
Mei Hoon
Nicholas (GEMS)
Nick
Pei Xuan
Pengru
Rachel
Red Milk Tea
Scrappy Book
ShanShan
Sharon
Sutomo*NEW!!!*
Tat Hong
TeaPot
Thaddeus/Teddy
Victor
Xiao Hui

*Environment Friendly! *
Singapore Poly Environment Club
Waterways Watch Society
Youth Habitat