Friday, April 30, 2010
sick sick sick...
sian...
running fever ytd..now having a unclose tap of nose...haiz...
work going to start soon..and i just aken up 1 more kid for tuition which i will cycle there...wahaha...long time never cycle my little cutie...will take a picture of my little cutie bicycle..its foldable to be a smaller cutie...haha...a bit rusty as i have not clean it for years...but just have new air pump in...=D cycling~
sharilyn welcome to work life...
hopefully uni application result come out soon..so i can know what to do next in my life...
life is a bit bleak...i know 1 day i will find my purpose in life..for now..just walk blindly...till i find that piece of purpose.. =D
10:20 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Before I go for my work...
here is something dedicated to someone:
HAPPY
21st
Birthday
To
Rachel Chew!!!!!!!
May your wish be granted by Pooh~
7:40 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Friday, April 23, 2010
Most of the blog readers would know I am giving tuition...
I thought it would be easy as it is something that I have learn and all of that would not be difficult to me...
I realise It wasn't the difficulty of the syllabus...it was the PATIENCE...like many other people have said, it is the patience that is the big obstacle...that is why many parents chose to hire tutors as they were afraid they were not patience enough..
Partly because we grew up and keep upgrading our knowledge..and whatever below seem so simple and an insult to our intelligent...but always remember we were like them before...struggling with out maths, english and fascinated by simple sciences that seem ironically simple to us now...
i love the way their eyes are full of passion, their inquisitive mind, their thinking minds when I ask "why is it like that?" I have learn that we should not teach them and spoon feed them with answers cos their school teacher does so...
tell them, they will learn and forget,
show them, they will see and try to remember
let them do it, they will remember and not forget..
=D
smiles...i hope I become a passionate tutor...
looking for more night jobs anybody wanna hire? haha...cant take up too much or my environment work ppl will come after me...
I felt I grew up a lot a lot..I do not know whether to regret or not...But i realise there is no turning back...future is pretty bleak...I wonder where is my next stone...I hope as I walk along i will see it..even if its a de-tour its better den not seeing it at all.. =D
last but not least...I am glad to have a whole bunch of env peeps around me..cos they are my friends.. =D friends not large in quantity...but in quality...once a junior, always their junior..there is no particular event...just thought of how you guys were there watching me grow up guiding me in growing up...THANK YOU!!!
8:30 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
today is Earth DAY!!!!!
So as for today..lets try to be green..and educate ourselves on the green issues...
hmmmm...as you can see the picture above...Man kind is stupid?
I am promoting a show call: THE AGE OF STUPID
It will be on Channel News-asia, 7pm today..since its Earth Day. As for the review..it will not be up till tmr or even later..cos I will not be watching it today...
I am going to teach tuition today...
my 1st assignment for tuition..I am going to work my heart out..Cos i dont really wanna go back home so early..probably going to find a few part time jobs to do at night..
My internship has been approved!!! =D they were saying if I do not go into uni, they want to hire me as a perm full time staff like sutomo..even have the position for me le...so happy to hear it..but intern 1st..
for the rest of your...those having exams ganbatte!!! study hard ya..this goes to the env peeps that are in NTU, NUS, SIM...and also to Da Sao> JOlene..jiayou!!!
those in poly..congrates on a whole new term...must enjoy every bits of it ya!!!=D
those working, work harder and smarter..its going to be pay day soon.. =D
that is all for today...check it out soon~
9:06 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
yesterday i went to work..but quit after that...want to know why?
i am not sure if any of your did work on this job..
its a paid voluntary work...most of us would have been approach before to purchase some $10ticket thing for charity... but the fact is $2 goes into the "volunteer" pocket which i felt its not morally correct because to be if its meant for charity den do not take a cent of it...its im-moral to earn from charity even though not all goes into your pocket but its still taking money tat is not mean to be yours. If you want to do volunteer work den do it for free...
following that..today morning got a whole lots of scolding...haiz..should not mention here..just felt in-justice..in due of respect, tat was why i never rebut...but if you say friends betray that is why do not help friends, but help family members, dont family members betray too?
if we dont help people den when we need help wont no one help us too?
9:51 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
today's post will be in green...
there was a CDL eco race today, from SP all the way to city square mall...
I was suppose to participate in it...but due to mis communication (results of not going online for weeks) i did not.. =X
still i would say fate it for me to be there..as a supporter!!!
together with mummy, bro and jolene sis we went there..to shop!! hehex...so we shop while the rest was playing and stuff...
around 2 plus den i went to join and see them..hehex...got dragged into take photos with them..I was wearing white..and them in black..probably a bit too outstanding..there were many funs that i heard...
still we can always join in next year..woohooo...cheers...=D
today go shopping...mummy bought me a very cute bag..so cute till i wanna put it in here...
here it is:
cute rite? my bags are always bought by my mummy she do the shopping i do the using.. =D almost smae for clothes..she do the choosing i do the testing, she pay for the paying if we are out together...sometimes only though... =D
cute bag..cant wait to use it..hehex...though it is abit kiddies..but its cute!!
today's feeling is: Happy...
still got lots of things to do..yiting wait ar..i am doing your stuff... =D
8:16 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Did you catch that magnificent show yesterday?
It was the charity premiere for SEC at Shaw Lido, airing the movie Earth – the journey of a lifetime. I did, and I had travelled around the nature in the movie screen. It was indeed a journey of my lifetime that I would not be able to do it physically but visually. Here is a short review about it.
The movie started out with a very warm scene of polar bear cubs learning to slide down a steep slope upon the call of their mother. At the same time, it has shown how sacrificial the mother polar bear was to feed her last reserve of milk to the cubs despite her in starvation of 5 months without food. It was truly captivating on how, the mothers in nature - be it polar bears, elephants, deer, mandarin ducks etc care for their cubs despite heading towards danger....
to read more click here~
this is a review I done for youth habitat...indeed yesterday's movie outing was cool~ and fun~ =D
here are some random pictures
In the movie theatre...
yiting the polar bear trying to eat me up!!!
Me and Kenneth
lester and Jing kai, *shy shy*
6:29 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
tada..
at last i went to watch this movie...wanted to watch it..but did not get the chance to watch it...hehex....
went to watch it with brother tat hong~ he was stuck bored at home cos he took a lot of leaves...so hio a few people but all not free...duh..its a weekday those who are studying are studying the rest are in army - serving the government... =P
it was a great movie that portray dragons as dogs...hehex...so cute~ just that they eat fishes and can fly...they enjoy being pat like dogs and all they want is a bit of love from you...
it has show love can do a lot of things... =D
this few days have been tired...though i am stuck at home...but i have been a good girl..haha...
was cleaning the house doing housework on sunday...went to do marketing on tuesday..cooking and a lot more..hmmm....i have a feeling of being a housewife.. =P just that there is no kids around...
haha...
been stoning and thinking a lot this few days also..dunno why...maybe cos nv do anything that is why brain must work work if not going to be senile soon~
got my phone back after servicing...they change everything inside him except for his cover...awwwwww....now he is a changed person..i mean phone...he has completely lost his memory of me..other then the memory card inserted into him...
was given a complimentary ear piece too... =D
today...i am looking forward to attending SEC charity premiere show...Earth - the journey of a lifetime..
I was searching for the review..but cant seem to find 1....but i am watching it today!!!at 7pm shaw lido...so happy..hehex...
I will be doing a review on
youthabitat website after the show..check them out ya~
8:46 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I was listening to joyce blog song...
if i am not wrong i heard it in the 1 litres of tears...a very nice touching show...and i am still listening to it..will go her blog more to listen to this song.. =D
monday went ice skating with dacai, jia xin and pei xuan...fun fun..though i never ice skate before but we learn very fast...maybe because got inline skate background le...it was very fun...we hold hand and skate..cos scare to fall down alone.. =P
there are some random photos..will update this post once i transfer the pics in...
part 2: as stated in my cbox, i am suppose to intro =) (smiley face) a book...here is the book and i will just state one of the story in here...due to copyright reason.
The book is called: Opening The door of Your Heart
I cant find a big picture of the book..but it is written by Ajahn Brahm
Not a romance book...its a Buddhism story book..no offence to other religion blog readers...Indeed an inspiring book, my standard of book reading have been increasing and I have certain demand on the standard of the stories, but this book was indeed captivating. It is many reality checks for me and told me to be happy...
contentment is happiness...but how many of us can do it?
here is 1 story that truly touch the raw nerve in me:
2 bad Bricks (summary)
It may look easy to lay a brick, just a dollop of mortar underneath, a little tap here and there. When I began laying bricks, I would tap one corner down and to make it level and another corner would go up. So I would tap that corner down and the brick would move out of line. Tapping here and there, everything just does not go in place.
Being a monk I had patience, I made sure every single brick was perfect no matter how long it took. Soon, I completed my 1st brick wall. I took a step back and admire it, I realise there were 2 bricks out of place. They spoiled the whole wall.
I ask the abbot if I could knock down the wall and rebuild it. He said no, the wall had to stay.
Months after months whenever I brought visitors around, I would pass the wall as quickly as I could.I did not want anyone to see the wall.
One day, a man stop my the wall and said "a nice wall" I replied "cant you see there are 2 bad bricks there that spoil the whole wall?"
What he said changed my view, "Yes I can see the 2 bad bricks but i can see 998 good bricks as well "
For months, I only see the 2 bad bricks and I was blind to everything else that was good and wanted to even destroy it.
How many people ends a relationship or get a divorced because all they can see is the "2 bad bricks". How many of us feel so lowly of ourselves because of the "2 bad bricks in us"
That is the story I want to share its not totally the actual story. Check out the book. If you know me, you might wanna try borrowing it from me. =D
This story had strike my raw nerves and shook me up on how we have always been judging people from their "2 bad bricks". Similarly I would like everyone to see the big picture...
Years ago, I remembered a guy being condemn for his wrongdoings, and i remember how much I tried defending him saying all his vital points I believe those who heard me would already have forgiven him and be his friend...
but years later, I realize i did the same mistake the others did by condemning another guy for his wrongdoing...with this story it strike me..on my mistake..I really hope he doesn't condemn me for this mistake...
All of us are like the wall, we all have "2 bad bricks", we all are not perfect...
its just a matter of compromising...
10:17 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
just a piece of life...
was chatting with one of my close friend..and happen to thought on this topic..controllable fate and uncontrollable...fairness of life and un-fairness of life...
fate~
something that we can change and can't change...
we can't chose what date we want to be born, cant chose our parents, our siblings..and our background...
but we can change things after that, improving background, build bond with family...etc..
if you believe in fate, you will leave everything to it, having the thought what is your will be yours, what is not is not...is it right?
those who may not believe, believe in strongly fighting for what they want as they believe fates lie in their hand...but is it true?
Or is it~ we can change a lot of things through our decisions those are the factors we can control but at the same time there are lots of things we can never change cause they are things that we cannot change..so which is fate? the factors we can change or the factors we can't change?
or is it that fate is everything? every decision we make and everything that is happening is already planned and we are just going through the flow in making that decision...so what is fate exactly?
honestly...i dunno..
here is the definition that i search:
Fate is the supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events, as well as the inevitable events predestined by this force. Those who believe in fate, believe (whether directly or indirectly) that their stay on earth has been decided long before they became a resident of said planet. So here we are, an insignificant blurb, on a planet not bigger than a speck of dust (in the grand scheme of things), hurtling (seemingly) endlessly through space, progressing towards some fate decided by the cosmos and therefore out of our understanding. We can, however, at least try to grasp what it truly means to accept fate and then determine whether or not to believe in it. So...
so which is this pointing to?
complicated...i am thinking too much....i dunno whether to believe in it or not, but i will still fight for what is mine, at the same time i will submit to fate if i need to...so what kind of believer i am?
*blurred*
that is a thinking topic for readers...for the past 20 years of mine did i predict and control it to be in this way?or is it fate? or a mix?
Part 2: fairness and unfairness of life..
is life fair or unfair?
life is both fair and unfair..
life is fair in giving you 1 thing and not giving you another..just like some kids who are deem not normal, so call 傻人..they don't have the intellectual, but be surprise they are given happiness...
they live their life happily..are we? most of us live in this condition:
since young we have been told whatever you do after that will be happiness,
if you pass your PSLE with good grades your parents are happy, you go into secondary school you are happy....is it?
Following, if you pass your O levels with good grades your parents are happy, you go into further studies you are happy? really?
You go into tertiary education if you do well your parents are proud of you and you can work and earn money you are happy? how true?
you start working and think, if i earn money and i can buy the things I want and i will be happy?how many things do you need to buy to be happy?
when actually, being happy is being contented with what you have isn't it?but say is easy, doing it is another story...cause i can't do it myself too...
back to fairness...
ever being punish for bad deed you did not do?
ever being scolded when its not your fault?
did you complain this way: why is it me, me,me, me, me and me...why me?this is something that i never do...why is it me that needs to be punish...why me?this is so not fair...
look in another way...
did you ever complain:
why am i not caught for my bad deeds..why why why..why am i not caught? why am i not caught? i am suppose to be caught but i am not caught..so unfair...
did you?
at times, take it as a compensation...though you did not do it, but treat it as a punishment of the bad deeds you did previously and not being caught...isnt it better den complaining why is it me?
haha..but i am not tat noble..cause saying is easier den doing..cos i am also always complaining why is it me....
these are some food for the brain...to think think think... especially people like me...feed my brain with some food or it will shrink... =P
have good nite thinking.. =D
9:18 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
In the movie theatre...
yiting the polar bear trying to eat me up!!!
Me and Kenneth
