Tuesday, March 30, 2010
真正的爱情有那么容易放弃吗？
一位好朋友问着我。。我想了好久好久。。。
我以为我人身不会碰到一场真正的爱情。。但我错了。。。是我一直很怕去接受那段感情。。。
当我一个人坐着，我只想到他，当我知道他根另一个女孩子在一起，我心里有一种奇怪的感觉，当我没得看到他的时候，我有一种很想他的感觉。。
不知不觉我发现他已经是我身活的一部分。。我真得不能没有他。。。
另一个朋友说，不要因为他所犯的错误办他死刑。。我一路来都对他的所作所为感到感动却没有那骨勇气一起陪他走下去。。。
如今，我不怕了。。
我希望他能掮着我的手。。我想和他一起走下去。。
他是个大傻瓜。。但是一个感动我的傻瓜。。一个让我明白只要坚持下去，爱一定会到你的身边。。
我想和你一起过很多个一百天，过一百岁。。走一百个国家，看很多一百种花，一起走很多个一百步。。。
不管你要出海多久，我都愿意等你，因为我知道向对方的时候我们都会扛着同一个天，同一个月亮。。
傻瓜，不管是病或健康，不管是快乐或伤心，你愿意吗？
My apology to blog readers..this is written in chinese..meant for someone special to me...
7:10 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Yesterday started out early for me..
had NYEC 2010 at 8am!!!!
have a few keynote speakers..and some discussion and stuffs..realize whatever was brought up was the same issue over and over again and again...
to me there were nothing interesting that hook me up to pay close attention to..not that it wasn't fruitful..
but due to the various workshops i have been attending and everything was repeated again and again..there wasn't any interest for me as everything was stuck in the baseline and "only talk, no action"
That all ended at 5pm..
had like 2 hours before Earth Hour..so together with the RP ppl, Cindy, yun Hua, lester, chee hiong and jing kai we went to jurong point to have our dinner...
time tic tock and we chat and chat like we know each other for a very long time.......................
ring ring....
it came...haha...
had candle burning, eating..chit chatting...
till i caught 2 ppl...each biting 1 corner of the bread together..and its like only a quarter of a Gardiner bread...close to kissing point..
want to be couple so much, pls go and find some corner in SP and spend ur honeymoon there and not in front of so many ppl...
still glad to have the RP people around..brought me lots of laughter and smiles... =P
thanks to juniors who organize earth hour and inviting me..hope the photo was nice...and RP ppl who came down and support... =D
11:35 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
yo~
I am currently now super bored state...i dun really know wat i am suppose to do in my life..
the final semester results is out..i am happy with the results... =D it was the best sem ever... =D
though its out..but i have a feeling tat..i wont be able to make it to uni... =(
saddening rite?
but life still has to go on..so now i am looking for a prestigious place to work in..hopefully can aid me in entering uni...
so..i am not saying i will not enter uni now...but i will enter...within 2 years..just like guys go NS..i go work 2 years..gain ample experience to aid me thru the uni application, treating it as a compensation for my poor grades... =)
there is still hope in earth.. =)
recently..i have been pretty emo-ish...
very emoish...
emo
emo
emo...
but..
life still has to go on..trying to lead a happier life...
8:10 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Friday, March 19, 2010
YEE is over..3 tiring days...
It was really real fun and many exchange ideas and presentation opportunities..
got to know more friends and more innovative events... =D
the feeling of after graduation day...
i knew this day would come as time will pass by, and just like all my seniors we all leave the school.
I believe all my seniors felt this, your felt your juniors including me had grown up. No longer how your thought i was in year 1. Be it good or bad.
Similarly, I felt the same towards my juniors too. Those that I culture them in my hand, encourage them and also see them grow. What I realise was, I nv groom enough of them, maybe i just lack of time. And i did brought them some pain. Seeing how much they grown to be strong I have a feeling of satisfaction. But there was a feeling that is indescribable in me....
I remembered how we 1st met, I remembered a lot of stuff we did together, all the jokes and rumor going on when i was their seniors.
Like dan dan and bear (ppl who know it will still laugh over it..)
and many many more...memories were in me, but only now i was seeing them in me. Still..i would like to wish them great endeavors ahead...time to time..i will still remember you guys...
I seriously miss you guys..and for the rest that i didnt had much contact with, dont hate me ya..maybe in future we have more contacts...
12:40 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
wow after trying so hard to find a job..i did not get a job..haha...
instead..i was offered a job by someone whom i nv ask for a job..hmmm..tat is to go back SP to work~
I had young scientist synonium last friday...but i wasnt really in competing mood...but more of eating mood..they serve us with good food and treat us like pigs..though i did not ate much...we wanted to go have fun in playing in science centre..but mrs koh siok im was fetching us...still she let us have some fun in the store...where Mr wang just sweep the toys tat we touch cos he wanted to buy something for his daughter...awwwwww~
saturday
i had a lot of fun making cupcakes for mei hoon's birthday~~~ here are the pics...
happy
21st birthday! Mei hoon~
1st attempt..everyone who ate it is fine~ i am thinking of going into F&B...but this look pretty ugly to be sold...but the taste was not bad.. =D
sunday was one of the disappointing day where i did not get the chance to go out with them to have fun~ so sadden by it...but i am still glad they like the cupcake... =D
monday was like slacking and immersing in my drama shows...
today was the fun~ we had YEE...it was both fun and boring...the fun is the facilitator was good and had lots of activities and we keep mingling around with one another...the boring thing is..the dry-ness of the topic...and the difficult level was another heavy stone tat cause most of us to be in the sian mood...
but yi ting came today~~~so happy...haha..glad to see her... =D
oh ya..YEE got lester...from BYEE we become YEE..and thanks to the in charge we became "VIPs" hahaha..no la...jkjk..
looking forward to tomorrow workshop again...hmmm...den again its 830am~haha...
now now...lets divert...
i am immersing myself in a Buddhist book, but shall not blog on it yet..yup..i finish the whole book..inspiring i should say... =D and i saw wat was in the book to the life i am leading now...
here is another penny of thought which doesnt relate to my religion...
growing up...
why do we aim to grow up?
tat girl i saw...
was a sweet girl...
yet...
immerse in the maturity of luxury...
do we really have to force ourselves to dress like an adult?
be cos we want to grow up?
why give up wat you have now...
for wat will be yours in the future?
why hurry into the future and dun see the precious thing you have now?
all i felt was...
why not just be yourself?
who you are is someone many ppl loved..
8:28 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
yes I am jobless...
maybe i just did not try hard enough...cos i am rather aimless..
i have got 5 months to waste..and i wanted to plan well..but i dunno wat i am planning..or wat i am suppose to chose..
i wanted to be a volunteer in children's aid society to be a tutor...
i wanted to be a tutor cos it earns more and flexible time.. - but i cant seem to get an assignment
I wanted to find a healthcare related job so as to widen my scope in my studies...
i wanted to just earn money so i can spend more...
haiz...and none of it is going the correct way~!!!!
i am just bumming my time away...in anime and cooking..........before i know...tada...tm is YSS alrdy...
7:07 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
what exactly is love?
After so much..i realize its a scary thing...something that I don't want have it something that I want to gt rid of my life..
its bittersweet...but..
its totally bitter for me..
did you ever consider what I truly want? or just assume that what you give me is what I want...how do i exactly feel?
you only want my support and never did consider whether I am happy or not..
when the time passed, it is past...no matter how hard you try to get in again...its nothing..the door is locked..there is only 1 chance..and you choose to blast it up...
fullstop..the end~
9:02 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
i dunno wat to do?
am i suppose to go out and find a job? or wat?
i feel like rotting at home..i dun really know wat to do..YSS is coming and yet..my poster tat is suppose to be due tmr is not done...=l
haiz...i tink i will start searching job...
7:48 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
Friday, March 5, 2010
YEA!!!
yesterday was the last day of examination!!! and everything is over.. =D
that marks the end of my 3 years in poly...
now its time for a good break...
this is the end of this road, and i am embarking on the next journey ahead...
9:36 AM sHaRiLyN LiM
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
its the last marathon...woohoo...
immunology is over..hmm...i thought i died terribly...maybe not..i dunno..
now left agrotechnology...=D
erm..erm..i am kinda moodless to study..like many of you out there..holiday mood away...but there is so many things to worry after exams..and i have 1 pile of stuff waiting for me to clear after exams...
Alcina, nick, e wen, kenneth, tat hong came to my house on saturday..for CNY gathering..how nice..its always nice to have a small group...we enjoyed saboteur and citidels...hehex...lets have it again soon!!!
YEE 2010!!! i will be seeing lester and conservation IG...tgt bringing SP Env...haha...the battle of the schools...no la...jkjk...
i dunno why am i am suppose to be there..but just pei them and listen to jing kai talk about BYEE...and pick all his faults..no la, not that bad...
i have been doing lots of stuff...in preparation after exams...hehex...
i am graduating...are you? wish me luck..and hope to see me in my graduation gown soon~
this is the end of this path and the beginning of the next...are you ready?
6:50 PM sHaRiLyN LiM
