AN UNHAPPY 2010 YEAR!!!

everyone is wishing to have a happy new year..so am i..

it all started all fine, going to sch as usual...having FYP so stress up with it..and nicely, together with env alumni, we all watch avatar 3D together..having a great time...

but why everything has to change when new year came closer...had a big fight at home..you mean i dun even have the rights to defend myself..and every sentence is a talking back? i dun talk back to you...but why why...when i did you treat it as being not respectful and not treating it as i am saying what i feel...

when the father of your daughter say your daughter is a slut, as a mother of your daughter instead of defending your daughter you ask your daughter to shut up? is this right? i dunno..or am i being wrong to defend my own reputation? you mean if people were to say i am a slut i have to sit and agree with it? is that who i am in your eyes?

after a whole round of talking back, i get a whacking which i probably did not defend against..till my brother step in..cried to bed not because of the bruises inflicted externally, its the heart the feeling that was hurt the most...while everyone was happily saying happy new year, which i was trying to tell myself..i found myself saying it in tears...

on this new year...it feel so shitty...even have a person rubbing in...FUCK tat person...

still life has to go on..i hope the new year ahead will not be this bad...still want to tell everyone, and wish everyone a:

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

11:28 AM sHaRiLyN LiM