ITS OVER!!!

yea~ wondering what was over? FYP!!!! FYP report is over, FYP presentation is over!!! woohoo..

8 credit unit module is over~

now is hell...

Next week is week 16, here are the items due:
Immuno report exp 3,4
Immuno dry report 5
Immuno test on Monday
GLMP test on Tuesday
Molecular modelling presentation on Tuesday
GLMP Clinical trial assignment
Cover letter, resume on Wednesday
Hybridoma test on Thursday

welcome to hell..its going to be exam soon..my 1st paper is on the 24th of Feb..tat means no enjoyment on Chinese new year...

10:12 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

wow..

thanks to alvin i am in youth habitat now...
and thanks to NEA i am in YEE now..
thanks to shang ming i am in WWS

so..i am glad i have another home to go to even if i were to graduate from SP and no longer belong there...

even if i am not in all this thing..even if you are not as active as me...but you can go green too..becos going green is about being simple.. =D

10:46 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

recently my days have been hell!!!! arrhhhh....save me...but that is the nature of FYP and year 3...had a fun dialogue session ytd..today was one f my last practical in SP...tmr is my last..

here are some pictures of the experiment photos on fishes..i mean baby fishes...

Fishy embryo



fishy egg



fishy tail

cool ya..all these are taken under the microscope...

here is a cute picture of my sick girl girl...


get..back to work...

8:11 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

year 3 last sem has seem to be super fast paced..or am i the one filled with lots of stuff?

it has really filled with many activities till i cant even have the time to sit back and think thru what i have done...

though its fast paced...but i am glad i am choosing to enjoy it to the fullest..as i know..when i graduate..i won't be able to lead such a life again cos life goes on and things will change and all this will be memories..

yup..now i am able to realise i am breathing...but soon, i will be doing up many stuff that will be marking the end of my poly school year...and going towards a new beginning.. which i currently now do not know what i will be doing...

so..those that are still in poly..enjoy it to the fullest ya~

4:58 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

Thaddeus, my fair queen...



My FYP team with Mr Principal of my School..at SPINnovex..


My Poster~


Showcasing the BEST? Am I the BEST? hmmm...i dunno...


ON Stage presentation..so scary~


I Guess this is all i will post as picture...

in the presentation - the one that i am in green...that was done in my secondary school...i broke my own record of 5 mins presentation~ woohoo... =D short, sweet concise and impactful...hope i brought the message across to tired kids...

after that i took bus back with the kids...and that ignite so many memories in me..remembering how i use to take bus home with my friends..the thought just rush in...and i was just stuck in the soothing thought of it...

awwww...

did another round of presentation during AGM..though i was a bit stumbling..but i hope i brought the message across with 10mins..

ts not a matter of what you can do, its a matter of what you want to do...as long as you want to do it, you can do it...

those that came to AGM did you bring this msg home? I hope i was impactful... =D Life have being tiring this few days with many things to do..so many colours in my high..so many frequency...like what alcina say..enjoy it to the fullest..cos that is a student life...

don't ask me after poly what i want in life...cos i am stump...i cant really see the road in front..i hope to have my passion as my profession..but will it kill my passion? though i say, as long as its my passion i will enjoy it no matter how tiring...i clasped my hand and wish this is true..still afraid of stepping into the new step...

haha...before that..hmm...i did well in MST!!! i thought i will die horribly...but...

2 As and 2 B+( which miss 1/2 mark to A), 1B (which miss 1/2 to B+)

pat on my back...jiayou..i am aiming for all As...woohoo...

maybe i just want to fulfill my parents wish of getting into uni...that is all parents wish..that have been my parents wish since i was a primary school kid..since they saw my good grades when i was young...

i will be un-filial to disappoint them..i will not try my best..i will do my best..though i doubt myself..but many friends believe i can do it..many say i will be able to get there...from there..i believe in what they believe in me...

i believe i can do it..and that is what i will believe in...

8:27 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmm...so long never update..until eileen is haunting me... (refer to cbox)

i have been like super busy to even blog properly...
SPInnovex
School reopen
Rushing of FYP report
doing Environment club stuff...

till i dun even know what i have done and what have i not done...still have 2 more homework to do..and it is stuck there...arrrrrhhhh...haha....

hmmm...i got many photos to upload..will upload them after this blogpost....maybe tonight? or tomorrow~

8:04 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

10% of life is what happen to you
90% of life is determine by how to react to it...

one will say we can always face things in a positive way...but is it really true? sometimes..we really do have to face it a little negative or we will not be able to see the positive sight...


guess this is one of the darkest moments in my life...could not rmb the last time i was like this...still work has to be done, life has to go on...here is the therapy i am going on:

chocolates as a happy medicine...
blasting of music to close the world out...
numbing with work as the best insomnia drug

or maybe i trapped myself at home for too long...trapping all the sadness with me..jie ask me out today..guess...its time to go out for a breather...still...i feel so reluctant to come out of this shell...

once again...i know what is pain...but the differences is..i guess i know how to deal with it..hopefully...though this pain is way more pain than b4...

smiles smiles...is wat i have been telling myself...

10:02 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

everything is over...
i think...

THE END...

3 nights in tears..and healing of bruises..still on a cold war with dad...refusal to see him...

new year did not feel nice afterall..

10:27 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

AN UNHAPPY 2010 YEAR!!!

everyone is wishing to have a happy new year..so am i..

it all started all fine, going to sch as usual...having FYP so stress up with it..and nicely, together with env alumni, we all watch avatar 3D together..having a great time...

but why everything has to change when new year came closer...had a big fight at home..you mean i dun even have the rights to defend myself..and every sentence is a talking back? i dun talk back to you...but why why...when i did you treat it as being not respectful and not treating it as i am saying what i feel...

when the father of your daughter say your daughter is a slut, as a mother of your daughter instead of defending your daughter you ask your daughter to shut up? is this right? i dunno..or am i being wrong to defend my own reputation? you mean if people were to say i am a slut i have to sit and agree with it? is that who i am in your eyes?

after a whole round of talking back, i get a whacking which i probably did not defend against..till my brother step in..cried to bed not because of the bruises inflicted externally, its the heart the feeling that was hurt the most...while everyone was happily saying happy new year, which i was trying to tell myself..i found myself saying it in tears...

on this new year...it feel so shitty...even have a person rubbing in...FUCK tat person...

still life has to go on..i hope the new year ahead will not be this bad...still want to tell everyone, and wish everyone a:

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

11:28 AM sHaRiLyN LiM