pressurized...

pressure to do well:
in studies,
in my additional commitment
in my duty at home,
in my duty as a friend,
in my duty to complete my task,

Though all pressurizing and tiring...i am all trying to enjoy..and find happiness in doing it..there are times where it is truly demoralizing...and saddening..tiring...still..i wanna stand firm and strong...do well in all..that is why....

now i face all the problems...arrrrrhhhhh...haiz...still i wanna solve them all...so as to be able to fulfill what i am suppose to do...my duty, my dream...

i am also pressurizing myself...

pressure...something that i cannot escape from...everyone cant..from the time i open my eyes from my sleep...pressure is there to do well in all aspect...the best time i enjoy, when i plop into my bed and say goodnight...

the pressure is especially harder...when lecturers send gifts of encouragement words...not pressure in a bad way...but pressure that pat on my shoulder to try to do well...i know they wont look down on me...so are my friends all so supportive...and my study partners trying to help me in all aspect in studies so i don't loss myself in studies...

guess...ganbatte, jiayou, work hard are words of encouragement that most people give me..should not let them down and work hard...

*release a breathe*

guess venting all this out, makes me feel better and can carry on this fight...

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