early in the morning~

rise and shine..probably cos i was disturb by my biological clock ringing...wat am i blogging? for the fun of it...no la..dis-stress a bit...after this is breakfast and studying...

exam is round the corner? so what have all of us bee doing? hugging our books and study study study and more study..wat makes you most pissed off? when your parents say you are acting in front of them...haiz...sickening...

heck~ guess i am just going to plant myself in school then to study...no point being at home and study when they just say you are acting..whatever it is..maybe they are caring over my studies..but let things be..after exam is holiday...nothing great about it..haha..cos it is packed..gonna find some fun in it though...=D

exam is like on this coming tuesday..my very nice teacher have not finish teaching the module..thanks lo~ and it is the most important chapters of all..chapter with the S..means there is more then 1 chapter...how nice of him~ there is like make up class on saturday morning to be back for the lesson la, and 2 days later we are to undergo exam..how nice of him~


here is some lame stuff~

whats the best thing to do during examination?

build up relationship with your books and notes making sure they dun grow legs and run away from you.... =D after the exam just dump them..=P

7:53 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

today is like super fun la...

in the morning when a whole group of people sit on alternate seats...I feel so kiasu!!!! haha...apparently today have test, so we all know LT1A(B) have in-sufficient power plugs to supply for a 45 students....there was only a pathetic 6 power plugs...

As i was saying i was kiasu~ so what did i do? i brought extension wire to school~ wahaha...on top of that i reminded dominic to bring a multi plug..so in total my extension wire had 4 plugs, which 3 is use to plug laptop, and the remaining 1 has a multi plug fitted into in where 3 more laptop plugs in plugged in!!!! all of us duno how to write the "FIRE" word..wahaha...but nothing when wrong..so 1 power plug of the LT supplied power to 6 laptops at one shots...how nice is tat~!!!! haha... today didnt feel like i was taking a test..as the guys apparently make the atmosphere to be so relax...thanks guys~...i tot it was fun to be around them...

quote from DOM " a rose among the thorns" wahaha.... =P

thanks for all the fun in class...

today went to play the catchy catchy thingy~ it was so fun la...i caught 1 Lido~ so cute!!! now sitting on my bed...

back to reality~ exam is coming in 1 week time and my nice lecturer haven finish teaching!!!!!!!!!!!!

STRESS~ i see my hair burning...haha...

after exam is HOLIDAY!!!
but it seem not to be holiday~
holiday =
~ do FYP
~do Env Stuff
~do driving
~any free time is posted to working


So no life~

haha...but as alcina jie say..enjoy it to the fullest...haha...she booked me le...

*a pinch in my ear...* time to go study....

8:20 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

why her?
why her?
why must it be her?

why must you give her away...she is my favorite dog..why?
why cant u ask before u give her away..she is OUR dog..not YOUR dog...cant you think of our feelings...cant u seek our opinion...

you send lion to SPCA without telling us..and not giving girl girl away without seeking our opinion..why are you always like that...

cant you just tell us..it is GIRL GIRL...our dog...the cute girl girl..why does it have to be her? why do you have to give away? if you wanted to give them away...den dun even keep them when they are a pup...

you are always so cruel to us...making us appear strong..when we are not...and now..even
our dog you also want to take it away from us...wont you feel sad?

8:41 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

pressurized...

pressure to do well:
in studies,
in my additional commitment
in my duty at home,
in my duty as a friend,
in my duty to complete my task,

Though all pressurizing and tiring...i am all trying to enjoy..and find happiness in doing it..there are times where it is truly demoralizing...and saddening..tiring...still..i wanna stand firm and strong...do well in all..that is why....

now i face all the problems...arrrrrhhhhh...haiz...still i wanna solve them all...so as to be able to fulfill what i am suppose to do...my duty, my dream...

i am also pressurizing myself...

pressure...something that i cannot escape from...everyone cant..from the time i open my eyes from my sleep...pressure is there to do well in all aspect...the best time i enjoy, when i plop into my bed and say goodnight...

the pressure is especially harder...when lecturers send gifts of encouragement words...not pressure in a bad way...but pressure that pat on my shoulder to try to do well...i know they wont look down on me...so are my friends all so supportive...and my study partners trying to help me in all aspect in studies so i don't loss myself in studies...

guess...ganbatte, jiayou, work hard are words of encouragement that most people give me..should not let them down and work hard...

*release a breathe*

guess venting all this out, makes me feel better and can carry on this fight...

8:44 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

wats wrong with having dreams? wats rong with wanting to studying environmental science and engineering?

i dislike you staying at home..i wish you can go out there and spend ur weekends working like you used to...at least, then you were not tat unreasonable..and demoralise everyone around...its not as if there is no future for me...

thanks for giving me the green light...i am looking forward to move out of this place..when i dont have a dream, ur grumble at me saying i dun have a dream..now i have a dream, your dun like my dream...is it my dream? or is it your dream?

i am like studying super hard with my friends to pursue our dreams, to do well in our studies..there you are pouring cold water over me...why are your so contradicting yourself just to beat around the bushes and get no point to it...

stop forcing your dreams on me..they are not mine....mine dreams are my dreams...please dont shattered it...they are the precious thing to me...

7:38 PM sHaRiLyN LiM