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Friday, July 24, 2009

hectic week..and alot of up and down of feelings...

monday
go back to school by dragging of feet, how i wish i was still in camp...haha..day dreaming...

tuesday
had driving test, haha..i failed!!! dun ask me why...haiz..sadded...chiong all the way down to NYAA council and had mentoring session, followed by going all the way back to SP for practical session...this day is to be remembered..i had all the downs...people giving me trouble eventually ending the matter of heart... had a surprise guest: YAO JIE from BYEE, camp down to visit me in SP...wahaha...chatted until 6pm...at the cafe...thanks for coming down to pei me...next time must bring me go RP tour!!! gave MS angel a big surprise by visitng her with BYEE news...dun mean to shock her..hope she is glad to see me again~

wednesday
had a meeting session with MS Koh to do some reporting stuffs also..got sabotage by her..aiyoyo...took my painful hep B jab..curse that nurse!!! luckily i only need to take 1 booster...watch "he's ot that into you" realise all the mistakes i had done...and hope to be a better girl...haha...went back home...dun really remember what i had done...

thursday
long day...saw a saddening marks for acc....haiz...had presentation meeting for today...back home is prepare:
individual speech
group presentation speech
group presentation slides
anything else?

friday
almost forgot that i need to wear formal!!! wore the formal blouse and cover it with a jacket...slip into my jeans and slippers...carrying so many stuffs on hand...laptop and shoe bag with all the clothing...8am~ individual speech writing, got bored after writing so much stuff...change into full formal wear hate it to core, did not really prepare for group presentation as 5mins wasn't that long as taught in eco exchange.. did the presentation with filming, filled with a lot of faked confidences...teacher did not saw it through though~! change out of formal, never like t wear it, so tight fitting protruting all the shapely waist-line, not no figure just feel uncomfortable..go for GEMS another filming session... end of day!!! drag everything back home...

yupz, dunno why again..have not been eating well...haiz... i ahve been taking gastric pills though...exam is round the corner!!! i need to study!!!


10:00 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

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Credits
Designer: DamnBlackRose
Fonts by: Dafont
Brushes by: Atomica
Picture by: Clara
More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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