* i am so hot!!!*

haha.. no la..cos i just finish my NAPFA test...*clap clap* glad i went, glad tat i push myself...i am GOLD award winner...yeah*Twee**

hmmm...how can i not thank my number 1 fans =P haha..got dawn, chumz and zhi hao...*clap clap* haha...zhi hao, u owe me a hagan daz ice cream..wahaha....i tink their moral support was the best...it spark me to do more, do better and continue my run...esp dawn..haha...cheering me on, using hagan daz ice cream..wahaha...

now leg very suan...just had my mangoteen juice.cos it is anti oxidant...so i will get less muscle ache...=D i am glad i work hard...i have been running from monday to wednesday daily to prepare myself..i noe it is a bit last min..hehe...but it is still training...

here..i wanna *clap clap* to chumz!!! she is a record breaker...everyone should learn from her...being FAT does not mean she is UN-FIT...=D she is a 1st timer in NAPFA and she did well..almost to a gold standard other den 45 seconds in 2.4km run...which cause her to fail..still..*clap clap* i am glad u tried it out and did well... =D

this week have been tiring, due tot he pile of work...arrrrhhhh...haha...next week is test till exam...and i still got work that is not school related that is not settled..arrrhhh...ganbatte!!! =D

here is some random stuff:
in life 10% is what happen,
90% is how u react,
you can have 90 over reactions,
look on the bright side...
dun let that 1% affect your 99% of life...

life journey is hand,
thumb when u are 1 -10 years old still growing short,
10-20 is index finger, grow as much as you can!!!
20 - 30 is middle finger, lets all aim our peak!!!
30 - 40 is our 4th finger, lets slow down in life,
50 and above is pinky, live as much as you can but never as much as in the twenties...

friends are not forever,
they come and go,
*snap* they are gone,
walk on in life,
you will find new friends who will walk with you,
for the next sector in life,
yes,
it is painful,
but, bear with it and complete what you need to do...

in life it is magical,
what makes the earth go round?
god?
who is he? i have never seen him...
who is ticking the clock?
it keeps ticking non stop even if my watch stop...
it is the tick tocker..
who is he?
everyone is a magician..
a gradual magicial, who has the power to change something..
not obvious...but gradually...
*flick and you are not there*

knock knock..
i wonder why i grow up?
i still love who i was...
realisty brought me up...
hard hearted?
nope..like a orange...
hard on the outside, soft on the inside...
*snap*
i curl up in bed...like a little girl...
no matter how we grow...
there is a kid in us...

seeing myself now...
seeing how my friends are treating me...
i dunno if this is good or bad,
but...
they say i grown up...
grown up from a kid who bring mono around...
to a person who likes to see guys alot..
something tat never change is...
i am still the girl that need someone to protect..
the wall of the orange..is not hard enough...
and i dun want to make it any thicker...

still..i am growing up...
welcome to the world of growing up...

9:00 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

its weekend!!!

going to be over soon..how am i feeling? nothing...haha...i dun even know why..when i saw my heart broke on my hand...and piece it back up again...and i felt nothing...i am starting to be inhuman...haha..jkjk...

i think just like 1 of my special friend say...the big band theory...everything comes with a bang and leaves with a bang...i know this friend of mine with a big bang...a unique way...

To You:
*pat pat* dun be too sad..falling out of love is part and parcel in life..till the day u found the correct soul mate..even though i have to agree with u that, in our life now, the both of us have something in common, save the environment...lets walk down this path in life..dun give up ya...

remember our promise:
whoever leave this world earlier,
the other have to carry the DREAM,
and walk on in life,
and fulfill that DREAM

*hook hook finger*

Remember that you are not nothing, you are someONE, someone who share the same dream, someone who can fulfill that dream...just because you have not achieve much in life, that does not mean you are nothing...at least, i want you to know, u are someOne in my life, and SoMeOne, a saver for the earth!!!

talking back to seeing my heart broke on my hand..guess we all undergo it..till we no longer feel the pain...this person is not referring to whoever you guys are referring to...not someone that start with the letter "K" it refers to someone else...as to Mr K, i guess..i shattered it with my bare hand...seeing all the happenings makes me so hopeless..haha...i will just marry myself to saving the environment...

~this time round,
the key to my heart will never be found,
~i threw the key into the deep blue sea,
and i am going to flee,
from the relationship island,
once bitten twice shy,
here i will fly,
in the direction of the wind blow,
or as the water flow,
i create magic,
that is with logic,
*poof*
i am in the real world...
the world that is full of horror...
i will stand tall and firm...
and not wavered with my stand...
i promised,
i will carved my name in the environment world...

10:51 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

hectic week..and alot of up and down of feelings...

monday
go back to school by dragging of feet, how i wish i was still in camp...haha..day dreaming...

tuesday
had driving test, haha..i failed!!! dun ask me why...haiz..sadded...chiong all the way down to NYAA council and had mentoring session, followed by going all the way back to SP for practical session...this day is to be remembered..i had all the downs...people giving me trouble eventually ending the matter of heart... had a surprise guest: YAO JIE from BYEE, camp down to visit me in SP...wahaha...chatted until 6pm...at the cafe...thanks for coming down to pei me...next time must bring me go RP tour!!! gave MS angel a big surprise by visitng her with BYEE news...dun mean to shock her..hope she is glad to see me again~

wednesday
had a meeting session with MS Koh to do some reporting stuffs also..got sabotage by her..aiyoyo...took my painful hep B jab..curse that nurse!!! luckily i only need to take 1 booster...watch "he's ot that into you" realise all the mistakes i had done...and hope to be a better girl...haha...went back home...dun really remember what i had done...

thursday
long day...saw a saddening marks for acc....haiz...had presentation meeting for today...back home is prepare:
individual speech
group presentation speech
group presentation slides
anything else?

friday
almost forgot that i need to wear formal!!! wore the formal blouse and cover it with a jacket...slip into my jeans and slippers...carrying so many stuffs on hand...laptop and shoe bag with all the clothing...8am~ individual speech writing, got bored after writing so much stuff...change into full formal wear hate it to core, did not really prepare for group presentation as 5mins wasn't that long as taught in eco exchange.. did the presentation with filming, filled with a lot of faked confidences...teacher did not saw it through though~! change out of formal, never like t wear it, so tight fitting protruting all the shapely waist-line, not no figure just feel uncomfortable..go for GEMS another filming session... end of day!!! drag everything back home...

yupz, dunno why again..have not been eating well...haiz... i ahve been taking gastric pills though...exam is round the corner!!! i need to study!!!

10:00 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

cheers...

yupz..just had my bayer young environmental envoy camp 2009 from friday to sunday...i hate lots of fun..make lots of friends with similar passion...

let me introduce the group:

eileen - from RP
lester - from RP
rachel,- from RP
yao jie,- from RP
hansel,- from RP
jing hao,- from RP
jing kai,- from RP
yiting- from RIJC
zhu jie- from RIJC
and me:- from SP

here is 1 cool photo of us:


left to right the back row: Hansel, Zhu Jie, Lester
left to right front row: jing hao, jing kai, yao jie, rachel, eileen, jiayu, me and yiting

haha...so odd right? only one from SP...then again...they rocks...they indeed made the camp filled with laughter, smiles and a great learning experience...hmmmm...should not post the details here yet..cos i am too busy...er..er..er..wait until i have more time to blog...

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My passion for environment has not dissipate..glad that MS Koh gave me a chance to continue where my passion lies..

BYEE has given me a whole new experience!!! though the camp wasn't a leisure camp more of a study camp i had great lots of fun going to plant visits, listening to lectures and bombing questions. How i wish i was still camping, the people were great as they treated us like prince and princesses no wory about food, no worry about place to sleep and what to do next. haha...the only complaints are: the bed is too hard, the pillow is too soft, and there are cockoroachs in some of their rooms.

the last night was one of my enjoyable nights, though we had to chiong and prepare for our eco exchange we had a fun time in lester's room chit chatting and me falling asleep wahaha... not forgetting the last day mass sleepy head on the bus!!! the eco exchange and the great dinner we had. whats more? the "GREAT" singing of hansel that has touch our deep down funny bone..

missing them is what i truly feel~

even though we are in a competition, how i wish all of us can make it to germany..still there will only be 4 amoung us...haiz...reality~

8:04 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

so long never blog le...

oh my..i realise i am super busy this whole week...tiring..lack of sleep...=(

oh well..i dunno wat i am suppose to write...

hmmm...lets see...

let me give good comment on zhi hao and sutomo...who willingly cut themself bald for the charity of hope..*clap clap*

i shall not post their photos...

monday,
went to eat dinner with alcina and kenneth at city vibe the claypot very nice...bought a nice dress, but i doubt i will wear...only for collection purposes...

tuesday,
rushing stuff for my poi he flying to australia...

wednesday
witness a accident at BBDC, not my car though...but gave me a lot of troubles...feel totally so shit out...cos had a bad headache and scare my instructor by almost hitting the kerb...arrrhhh..wat is wrong with me...

thursday
was ACC day...animal cell culture day...cos we had:
ACC test
ACC report
ACC datasheet
ACC pratical
ACC log book to do
ACC lesson

what the hell...everyone was rushing like a crazy bull...

er..nothing interesting has happen this week...guess other then datasheets (tata shits) and reports, there is nothing much...

10:23 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

MST week has just gone...i am so glad i survived it..thanks to many many people..like zhi hao, chumz, and all those that studied with me and not forgetting the people who gave me encouragement like, alcina etc...thanks... especially chumz, who comes to school at 630am to pei me study!!!! =D


Our messy study tabLe:


me and chumz...looking pale...

Chumz and a shy shy boy:

MST, start very nice but ended with killer paper...arrrrrhhhh...haha...still hope to do well... =P

after MST, wat the the thing to do? PLAY!!!! yes...very long never really go out and play le...time to distress...had lunch with zhihao at long john silver on friday and then wahaha...archade time!!!! wahaha...i hardly go archade...=X gave hawk catch until..=X had lots of fun!! playing basketball, some bang bang thing, car racing woohoo...and some catch catch thing...fun fun....yeah!!! headed home...play facebook and sleep!!!

as i am MST-ing..family dont seem to be going well..haiz...when there is a log phase, there will be a stationary phase and there will be a death phase...so which means, there is a up there will be a down..here we are at down... thanks dad for reminding me, that my mum dun care for me...haha...no need to remind me, i guess i alrdy live with it le..my mum's world revolve around my brothers...

why i say so? haiz...things are just like that..i am tired of trying to pull things up...so i will live my life inthis way, since there is nothing wrong with it now...i shall not emo le...

happy birthday in advance to shi MIN 21 years old le, in adulthood le!!!!!

10:50 AM sHaRiLyN LiM