chew chew chew...

eating my lunch...at 6:56pm - a pear....

my bad eating habit is coming back..still dare to say...=X this few days have not be a good girl of eating proper meals..always bully my stomach..then again, she no longer argue back le..so when i remember, i will feed her...today is not i dun want to eat..is...i nv bring money...haha..den ATM too far, so decided not to eat...=X

MST paper today was like........almost the same as the one as he put on the MST...=( still i got like 1 part of a question wrong...which cost 5 marks...oh well..the MCQ of that paper cost 5 marks too...very costly right?? especially in this economic crisis....=P

hmmm...should not crapped le.should go start digesting some animal cell culture in my stomach, no la..in my brain...or i will die horribly tomorrow....

all the besties, to all DBT/3A class mates...and all poor SP Students having MST...

6:56 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

woohooo...great news to hear on thursday!!!

thanks to mrs adeline kho for her recommendation, i am looking forward to being able to participate in an eco-camp...proud to say: I am a Bayer Young Environmental Envoy~ as to representing which club, whether is it SP ENV, or just CLS i am really in confusion...the only thing i can say is i am representing singapore polytechnic, hope to represent singapore in this project...

it will be a hard time and a hard road to walk down...cos it will be a gruelling excercise..but i am glad...its has been a long time since i step my foot into the environment event...my passion just never die...i hope MS Angel wont be jumping when she see this...i dun even think she got time to see this...i found myself a new home..a home to stay...

still, i wanna thank the company and all for giving me this chance and this title, i will ganbatte and work hard..and also juggling my studies and projects...here i ask for forgiveness if i have trouble juggling..i will try my best and put in my best effort to juggle everything...

back to normal life...friday was call back on reservist to work..do packing of stuffs...packed the whole day...damn tired..still force myself to study...MST...stress!!! plus the lots of reports and all the stuff unsettled...i just cant get myself to do it cos i am busy studying MST...will settle them after MST..

lets talk about saturday..went to school..yeah...so bo liao right? thanks to Kenneith tan..pls dun mixed all the kenneIth, kenneths up...that is what happen when u know too many people with same name different spelling but they all sound the same... kenneith tan, NSF boy or so call man, private, NDP participant, and my secondary school gang...he aint a good boy..haha...=X long time nv see him le..so he was saying he will be in SP, ended up being his tour guide...???? totally lame when his GF is a SP STUDENT!!!! guess i walked into his trap..all was planned, to sabo me to see his GF who apparently is interested in me due to my past, info was suppl to her by that kenneith..so she was curious on how i was like...*poof* was the action i commit when i know she was coming...and i went to study...

life have been quite simple, monotonously sweet...no major hiccups..jus some small bad luck here and there..talking about bad luck..ya, i just did had 1...today...

it is as if i am an angel of trees...i am not allowed to cut trees or something will happen to me..*flash back* remember the chopping tree incident that lead to be chopping my own leg? today i chopped a tree? and guess wat? this time round, i was stabbed by the grasscutter into my toe...ouch!!! yeah...still beat the pain cos mummy there..could only "bear the pain" clear the area etc...go up to my room and do washing!!! phew..the wound wasnt that deep i guess cos it was a small tree so my punishment is not big...maybe it is a curse~

simple life, no ups and downs, good or bad? at least i dun seem to mind...i am looking forward to a fun filling july...stay tune!!!

[p.s i know micheal jackson pass away...a talent gone...but i still like his songs...]

5:02 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

long time to blog le...tiring!!!

i still thought can rest, study, and do homework for the remaining 2 weeks, sadly, call back to do project...arrrrrhhhhh...sian~

though sian, but i kind of enjoy it...study study study...glad i found a new studying partner...yeah...but trio like so not free...wahaha...so i source for new study partners... fun and tiring..wahaha...

parents have been a bit bo chup me le...dunno why...like a lot of proposal approve by them, ????? recently have been going out late, bring friend home, go friend home..until 8? mummy also approve...i wonder why..maybe cos they are not home too...i have been going out...cos i ahte to be in an empty home...i am always looking forward to being at home, to go home as i know my family will be there...but recently it has been a quiet house..so..i also go ut dun wanna go home..it is wat i expected since gor go NS...still i make the effort to wait for my parents to eat dinner together...i might put on weight cos of all the 10pm dinner eating...wahaha...cos, i just did not want to see the 2 folks eat dinner alone...guess that is the simplest thing i can do...

recently, STUDY!STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY
have occupy so much of my life...reminds me of my secondary school life...i still wanna go uni...i still wanna study...i have a dream..a dream to fulfill...where i belong..where my passion is...i have a dream to live on...this year might seem hard and streeful, but i will hold on to the end and reach my goal...ganbatte!!!

thursday, go settle some fyp stuff, den go env club..feel so odd there...kinda out of place..so bur myself in my notes...very little people come..dunno what to say also..same place same room, different people bring a different feeling...i miss those times..in there felt so weird...listen listen, stare stare, duno wat to say...can say one say...cannt help one den dun help...say finish, those suppose to come, never come, some come, some late, so i poofed disappear, dun belong there le, cos dun feel welcome...like jie jie say..let go bahx... to ur ganbatte on ur event, dun be a disappointment, realistic a bit, and see far...ganbatte, i believe ur can do it..

yesterday, i had a bad dream...i dreamt a friend of mine died, a year ago...and its aniversary was weird, the coffin was dug out, his body was still fine...suddenly he open his eyes and stared into me...after that i could not rmb..the next scene was at my sec sch, at his classroom, i was with friend, that friend of mine was in the classroom and dashed out and chase after us, suddenly he grabbed my hand and told me to leave this world with him...i held onto my the other friend and screamed, then i woke up in perspiration...did not dare to move an inch.. so today i call upon a friend..whom i have not call for a long time..to hear him well and good... i hope so...

i crapped so much...wahaha...

7:55 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

we came in 4, we left in 3...

that was what happen yesterday...

not an accident..my 2nd bro is in NS...

yesterday accompany him go in camp...woke up early..as his was 830am...reach white sand shopping centre at 710am..waiting for the bus...daddy pat his head and say...grow up le wor..going to be a man le...

we headed for tekong...by shuttle bus and ferry, with a bunch of peple like him...came across the sign "In BMT, is not wat you leave behind, is what u gain ahead" when we reach tekong, we had to be separated from him...we went to tour the area..quite nice, all the bunks, very cooling, got fan got proper stuffs...go see what they are suppose to carry around..see they washing boot station...etc...

watch them take the oath...which was heartening...saw my mum have a bit of tears...ate lunch tgt with my bro..and the next moment..we had to wave goodbye to him...yes...my mum cried..we all know he will be back..just feel weird without him around...

we keep worrying...cos, he is pampered since young..he doesnt wash his own clothes, he has food served, sleep in air con, etc...we worry whether can he adapt to it..hope he can ganbatte!!! went back to office to work..i know i am suppose to do FYP, but here i am in office helping out..as my mum is sick, so have to help to run th bunsiness tgt wih my elder bro...

my parents are semi retiring, leaving the business to us kids to handle le..time to know how to handle the rope...

2:11 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

yesterday i had a fun day and also tiring...

had to do mass shopping on saturday morning...thanks to hong chee, tat hong, mei hoon, shun sheng, ken and ben who came down in the morning to help out to carry stuffs and packed stuffs... esp hong chee who did not have more den 24 hours of sleep the whole week...really appreciate... was busy cooking, bee hoon for lunch, potato salad, roasting chicken for my class DBT, cleaning sotongs, chickens etc...

the rangers help a lot by doing packing, wrapping all the potato and corn, washing mushrooms and helping me to pack the chicken and also supervising me..=P

after all was pack and ready, i took a short nap...really too tired le...befoe heading out..we splited in 2 groups of 4 and 2...i had to run a few places..i went to collect the cake for hawk, and send the roast chicken and potato to chumz house...sorry if it doesnt taste good..it was kind of rushing... on the way to labrador we met a little mishap...the taxi did an e brake..which cause hawk's cake to jump...which cause it to hurt it's head..so it got a bit of disfigurment...hope u dun blame me over it...

the BBQ itself was fun...met up with all the seniors..felt so young there..wahaha...of course..to show appreciation to the graduates..who always been there for me..especially rachel and alcina..gave them a little bear in grad suit for them... the person that reacted the funniest was joyce..the 1st thing she did was to strip it..haha...i had fun fanning...fanning the BBQ pit to arouse fire..and fanning the seniors like they were pieces of meat on fire..haha...=X

i really hope they enjoyed the food...hope the seasoning of meat, sotong, salmon, chicken wing, stingray are to their taste...

before i left for home, had the birthday cake, disfigured cake up to hawk and sang birthday song...and it followed by a dissection of the cake...woohoo...=P

hope you guys had lots and lots of fun and enjoyed and food...=P thanks for coming down!!!!

ppl tat came: Kenneth, Shun, Ben, Hong Chee, Tat Hong, Hawk, Alvin, Ming Chun, Suyi, Alcina, Shi Min, Rachel, Victor, Ewen, Zain, Meihoon, Joyce

tada...this week task is to: STUDY FOR MST!!!!!

10:24 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

weekend was tiring but fun i guess...

saturday got chumz, zhi hao and dawn coming over to study and eat...so grateful to mummy and papa who always cook nice nice food for them...mummy cook crab for us...somemore is each person 1...glad they had fun studying and eating...

sunday actually dun wanna go out to the farewell...cos mummy was niam-ing that i nv rest well...weekdays was to school and to driving lesson after that..reach home late late..den study until even later...den saturday still study...so she wanted me to rest rest on sunday or help out at home to dis-stress a bit..(must go back do gardening le)

the farewell ok bahx...got the sword sword to play with...i realise i getting more and more violent...even injure my finger over it...den home sweet home..eat dinner and stone stone... chit chat with alcina jie jie..and talk about how much i change...yes i change a lot...is it good or bad? We also talk about being happy..she say i am happier now...that is why i can make people around me happy...but during the farewell, she saw some sadness in me..yes..indeed..not cos of them going to ancestorhood..but cos of somethings/someone..

grates to rachel, zain, victor and alcina...go into the ancestorhood le wor...here are ur pics:









E WEN & ZAIN:






rAnDoM~
friends are not forever.
friend come and go,
i thought i found a good friend,
who will stand by me..
the one who stood by me in my sadness,
in my happiness,
the one who made me feel important,
i thought i found a friend who will at least stand by me,
till i am in my deathbed,
the next moment,
i realise it is all gone,
i was never wrong,
friends are not forever,
a swing of the time wand,
the friendship is gone,
we have became strangers,
just that i felt that sting in my heart,
why have you change,
i wish everything was back,
but it will never be,
like i cried over a friend,
and i can never uncry,
truly,
his action hurt me deep...
and tell me,
to stand stronger,
to protect myself,
to be happier den before,
and let everything go,
the final person who will be with me,
is myself~

8:55 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmmm...hmmmm...very long never blog le..recently busy with FYP, a project writing and driving lesson..have been going to BBDC everyday...wahaha...chiongster...haha...

since i got a new camera phone with excellent function...of course i cant miss cam-whoring...not of me..but to my free of charge model: THAD!!!!










WARNING!!!! The Following Pics are not photoShop:



Of course my handphone is not fully filled of him....of course got feature a few other nice nice people like shan shan...even my lecturer pose for me too...but due to confidential..it cannot be place here...but i can post this...me and CHUMZ:



I am So TIRED....need a mini break...nights...

10:09 PM sHaRiLyN LiM