today is a day...
today is yesterday's tomorrow,
today is tomorrow's yesterday.

~crap~

lets see..wat have i done today? i went for advance theory practice...i failed the 1st 2 booklets, ~duh~ what do you expect when you don't really study at all..well..it wasnt tat bad...i did pass in the end...

den grandma call me, told me that today she wanna go sing karaoke, so we postpone the house cleaning..on sunday, we the kids were require to report to my dad..our mission? stone..er..er..we also duno wat to do next..so chit chatted with our auntie..she reminded us, she is 47 years old tis year...can't see her age...and we still have a great grandfathter 97 years old..and my grandma is 66 years old..she is 48 years old older den me..she became a grandma at the age of 42!!!tat is like my mother's age? er..er..er..i dun think my mum will be grandma at this year though...=X...

my mum, 42 years old, 21 years old married to my unromantic dad, 22years old gave birth to a pair of twins...and at 24 had an accident kid which is me...32 years old had a miscarriage...my twins brothers, currently graduated from ngee ann poly, waiting for NS enlistment...hopefully not tat soon~ cos when they start NS, their job will become mine...not i dun want do yet..but...i must get license 1st...their job is to deliver body kits, drive my mum around, take on the wheel when my dad drinks..i guess i will have a new job, drive my bros to army camp..haha...lastly me, age 18 years old, still studying in Singapore polytechnic...still chionging..still struggling...still trying her best...but is like dying and giving up...

you ask me? what have i done for my past 18years? i dun really rmb much about primary...but i rmb helping down syndrome kids in school..me and my friend...holidays were practically everyday at home...secondary, was much fun filling..being the naughty librarian...went up to be student counselor elect, leader for library club, did a fund raising for SPCA, tao the school counselor, camp a the D&T workshop, walk around the fountain, participate in sports day, run cross country, that was almost all in my secondary school life...

poly? had a fun filling year 1...i wish i can go back to tat year...year 1 was my best years..thanks to all the seniors that contributed to the beautiful memories...year 2..was chionging...chionging...chionging...and now..year 3? i miss the club...i can understand how victor feels when he say he felt he never done enough in his 3 years of poly...i want a fun filled year 3!!!filled with FYP, filled with gatherings, volunteer work, attend additional courses, my greatest wish, go back SP Env, *shake head* kind of not possible le..so many things to do..

but but..the 1st ever thing to do is rest a lot!!! cos...tmr will be hell~

i crapped a lot...

kk..today i went to pass hoon her bday pressie..hope u like it..den we met until dr E and adeline kho..so we chit chat..hope u like my teachers but cannot give u...den adeline kho gave us a very good deal..haha..thanks..thanks..den we go hoon lab camp...had a girls talk..haha..so violent one somemore..haha...den play the injection moulding machine..i never seen a real one...only on D&T textbook got see before..the machine so cute...hoon must hug and kiss it den will work..haha...jkjk...like tat lo..den go home...den until now lo...haha..boring rite?

=P

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