this was suppose to be for yesterday...so here i say:

happy birthday Marcus..

may all ur wishes come true...

yesterday teacher gave me and pris off day...suppose to be so happy~ but still need to go back there..cos celebrating marcus and jiaxin's birthday, plus hoon's...cos hoon is in sch ITP..so go school celebrate..

The unwanted cake:


marcus and the cake:


make a wish:


he wanna kill hoon:


early morning..almost late for my FT practice..so rush all the way there..den after that..rush to the cake shop..took the cake and rush all the way to school..den hoon very funny...singing CNY song..cos it is chu yi..so play along with her...den jiaxin come so light a candle for her also...den after that..the cake get pushed here and there, no one want it..So i so sian diao...

everyone walk away left jiaxin sitting there..in the end everyone went back..still arguing over the cake..den suan le..dun want eat den throw away la...duno wat to say..in the end the cake duno why cut until like shit..den the whole thing look like shit..

Make me realise...birthday cake are for kids...only kids will want a birthday cake, make a wish and blow the candle and happily eat it..the cake yesterday make me realise people who grown up, dun really like cakes le..my whole memories of wanting a birthday cake simply shattered..and i dun want birthday cake this year..let it be like last year no cake..

someone once say me, say birthday is mean to celebrate with family or friends, that is why i did something..i wish i was that free, but teacher only tell me it is off day the day before...i dun have special powers to see ahead..and since u wanna celebrate alone which contradict what you say months before den what else can i do? it is your birthday, i dun want force people on their birthday...if i make it an unhappy one, den i am sorry...if only u know the amount of effort put into it every piece of it takes time and effort and stumbling a lot of problems..oh well, i am just not good at celebrating people's birthday ok? fine~ i wont organise anyone's birthday anymore...everything seem so meaningless now...

so after the pushing and stuffing of cake, i brought jiaxin to CLS building, cos she want to see see inside..den report to teacher...so ask teacher something den go off le..go where? duno~ lost..so i sit at the bustop for 30mins..den take bus go queenstown, go walk walk..den duno wat to do..so walk go anchor point walk walk..den go IKEA walk walk..den go tiong baru, at 3pm to eat lunch...after that go home...

these few days have been in cold 16degree, den go to hot sun 31degree..in and out..make my sinus so jia lat..keep flowing like tap, if not freeze in my nose..sians...so no choice..yesterday eat medicine and sleep...

Before that watch tv and fold incense paper..get nagged, say i fold too slow..in the end you only for 3 packs, i fold 8 packs..gor also never even fold for you~

later still need to do report..=S and if can, if she allow, go out with taby..also duno go where.haiz...

8:56 AM sHaRiLyN LiM