have you seen ur results yet? That is if u are SP students...

how is it? good or bad?

if it is good i congrates you here...if bad i would say ganbatte next sem~

then i look back at myself...i am feeling all down...all sadded up..i would say i did way way better then last sem and all my other sems...yet...i am struck with sadness..cos i know...wat ahead of me now till evening is scolding...

i have been scolded for the pass few days or week to be exact..this causes me to avoid my parents..i locked myself in my room and bury myself in anime...wat else can i do to run? i sleep...

then, later in the evening i know i would be call upon and listen to another round of lecture without anymore words to be spitted out of my mouth...

results, results, other den alphabets what does it truly mean? it is able to spur someone to do better, but also able to destroy passion.I truly duno wat i am feeling...i know i did a lot better and suppose to be happy for myself...but yet~ i find myself sinking into more sadness upon the thinking of mass scolding...

other then crying into my pillow to vent all this out..i really duno what else i can do..i feel the surge to get myself out of this course and discontinuing it...but is it all worthy? i seriously duno...

i feel moodless, cos i duno what i am suppose to feel...hardwork does pay off, but one still need to be smart for it to pay off better.

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