this few days, have been bloody ass days...not in school...so in class...no one is involve..just feel my life is damn worthless...damn jian life.

a few of my friendship are crashing. Just like a dream i had previously...and all i can do is squat there and cry...freako!!! it is just pure pain to feel it...

following, today is a sux up day...nothing to do with zhi hao nor chumz nor sutomo, nor benny...today got interrogated by my both parents..second time quarreling with them...and in minutes, all the trust and love i earn perish like the words exchanged..now i am back to cold palace..harsh words are exchanged...now not only do i feel my life sux..now my dad say i am jian huo, my mum scold me stupid...wat the hell is with my life...

shagged..tests are ending, exam is starting...and i realise my world is hell..hugging my feet and cry...suddenly..after crying...i heck care everything...suddenly..nothing matter anymore...if i were to go now...i dun find anything left for me to hold on...

still..thks hoon and gor for the belated birthday pressies..

from hoon/squirrel jie jie:



From ah tat gor gor:



thanks fo making me feel cared and love for at this point of my life...they came at the rite...especially hoon's bunny, rite time for me to hug..

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