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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

i nv update on my CNY...

but..it is utterly no interesting...i bet u won't want my CNY..i woke up around 9 plus am..quite differently from my previous years of CNY..as previously when ah gong was around, my "fabulous" aunt and uncle plus cousins will come...so then i need to wake up around 6plus just to prepare the foodies which is hardwork and got ample amount of scolding..

this year..none other den making ngoh hiang on CNY eve, i ahd nothing to busy myself with...

CNY 1st day...
afte waking up, changing into CNY clothes..these CNY clothing is wat they want me to be in, and not wat i want to be in..everyone stone a bit..watch tv a bit...by 11 am we are off to po po house..usually we will be there by 5pm!!! now is am!!! upon reaching there...i found a nice spot...and settle myself there with my books..and explain to my aunt, i am having test...

as everyone was having fun playing majong, playing cards, i am situated there studying..i noe, it is utterly nerd...after studying for 5 long hours, i took a nap...no one disturb me as they knew i was tired...when i woke up it was time to go to my uncle house..so we went there and munch on steamboat..nothing interesting..but i decided to take a rest for the night and played cards...but...

cos...i have been 读书 -ing in the daylight, i ended up 赌输-ing the whole night out...thanks to daddy, whom top up my coins more than wat i lost...that night was also my 1st night taking alcohol, jolly shandy...i knoe the amount of alcohol is small...but...tat was my very 1st can..and i finish it..with some difficulty..i was not drunk though...=D

~only collected 4 ang baos...

that was...the 1st day of CNY...

the 2nd day of CNY...

went to the duno whose house...but i brought notes there again...after some time, there was lion dance...which almost burst my ear drum...they must be deaf!!! oh well..and now i am home..mummy say there is guest today at our house..i jsut help her with the cookery ingredients..and i am not cooking..just let her do the cooking...i am not interested in cooking today also..

duno why..this CNY...feels kinda of unenjoyable..there is no happiness in me..no looking forward to CNY..i only feel sad and guilty...for the amount of un - degradable waste generated and the food wastage from all the leftovers...

this Chinese new year..kinda of SUX!!! oh well...lets get back to study-ing...


6:17 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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