yeah!!! finish environment science...

hmmm...but..but..duno overal will do well ner not..nv see the assignment part results..hope to do it well...it is 1 whole list of hell test for the following week followed closely by exams...

duno why..this few days...nah..this few weeks..quite protective...protective over myself...over my work...=X

yesterday go GEMS...the skit? not as good bahx..other ppl's group like better...=X den i there also chionging studies..kind of forget my lines...aiyoyoo...nvm...yesterday also eat cup noodles for lunch...today also...so un healthy...who cares...

arrrrrhhh...i also duno wat i doing..all the test 2 dun seem to be great..but luckily test 1 all good, all pull up the marks...hopefully i do well in monday's met bio test...if not i will sad...*shake head*

ganbatte bahx...=|

oh ya...this few days..weather has been bad..and you realise it is all the climate change...a few minutes there will be very strong wind...and next it is damn hot...have you realize the grasses around you? have they all become:

this looks bad..the amount of rain is also a lot lesser, and this has cause the floor to be hot, as the sun heat the floor up, and the rain comes, sending some water, but cos the floor is too hot this water evaporates, but the water is insufficient to cool the floor...making the area to heated up...

readng up today's newpaper they had stated the difference in temperature, and also a bush fire in tampines area...our humidity drop from 98% to 50% it is that bad...

guess..climate change, and global warming is what we can see now..and not some "biggest lie" in the world...

have you done your part?

12:28 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

i nv update on my CNY...

but..it is utterly no interesting...i bet u won't want my CNY..i woke up around 9 plus am..quite differently from my previous years of CNY..as previously when ah gong was around, my "fabulous" aunt and uncle plus cousins will come...so then i need to wake up around 6plus just to prepare the foodies which is hardwork and got ample amount of scolding..

this year..none other den making ngoh hiang on CNY eve, i ahd nothing to busy myself with...

CNY 1st day...
afte waking up, changing into CNY clothes..these CNY clothing is wat they want me to be in, and not wat i want to be in..everyone stone a bit..watch tv a bit...by 11 am we are off to po po house..usually we will be there by 5pm!!! now is am!!! upon reaching there...i found a nice spot...and settle myself there with my books..and explain to my aunt, i am having test...

as everyone was having fun playing majong, playing cards, i am situated there studying..i noe, it is utterly nerd...after studying for 5 long hours, i took a nap...no one disturb me as they knew i was tired...when i woke up it was time to go to my uncle house..so we went there and munch on steamboat..nothing interesting..but i decided to take a rest for the night and played cards...but...

cos...i have been 读书 -ing in the daylight, i ended up 赌输-ing the whole night out...thanks to daddy, whom top up my coins more than wat i lost...that night was also my 1st night taking alcohol, jolly shandy...i knoe the amount of alcohol is small...but...tat was my very 1st can..and i finish it..with some difficulty..i was not drunk though...=D

~only collected 4 ang baos...

that was...the 1st day of CNY...

the 2nd day of CNY...

went to the duno whose house...but i brought notes there again...after some time, there was lion dance...which almost burst my ear drum...they must be deaf!!! oh well..and now i am home..mummy say there is guest today at our house..i jsut help her with the cookery ingredients..and i am not cooking..just let her do the cooking...i am not interested in cooking today also..

duno why..this CNY...feels kinda of unenjoyable..there is no happiness in me..no looking forward to CNY..i only feel sad and guilty...for the amount of un - degradable waste generated and the food wastage from all the leftovers...

this Chinese new year..kinda of SUX!!! oh well...lets get back to study-ing...

6:17 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

hmmm...some updates on friday event:

had BIA test...kinda of screw it by a bit...hopefully my 1st test and exam can save it by a bit..normal lessons..nothing interesting..

had a short break and they say ted have a pao face:

following, meet xhz for lunchy...so bo liao play with my ice kachang, but fun:

kachang tunnel:


kachang river:



had GEMS, erm..i SLEPT in class!!! erm...ermm...that is cos the teacher is very BORING!!! u can ask nicholas (GEMS)...he is suppose to be my skit husband..haha..but i kinda of duno how to act with him..cos..i can't help but to laugh..and how am i suppose to act sweet with him!!!! hair stand...and now..andy and him switch role..erm..erm...i hope i dun have any difficulty in that..

den go buy foodies for the class BBQ...did not stay long..as mummy will be grumbling..but mainly, i have a surge of pain in my abdomen, i have no idea what it is...but it took me a long time to travel home, and crotch on my bed perspiring cold sweat eventually drop to deep sleep...saturday morning there was still slight pain...

at class BBQ:



while everyone else is eating 团圆饭..i am here blogging.. is your 团圆饭 nice? Not that i am waiting for my 团圆饭 to start...but it has already ended..it did not ake more en ` hour to eat finish it...dun ask me why...cos i duno too..

this year, got no mood to celebate chinese new year too...just..dun have the feel, the mood etc...not only me, but my whole family...today feel like any normal sunday, and all of us are in our own room doing our own things...my house is not lavishly decorated with CNY decorations, it is like any normal days, except with papi's obsession with mandarin orange which is the only significant sight that it is CNY at my house. Mummy, no longer buy plenty cookies and stock up. She just buy choco and wang wang and plenty of drinks and thats all for CNY...

I really duno what happen to CNY...it just disappear from the face of my family...since last year i think..

tmr is 初一, if it was 2 years ago...i would be required to wake up super early to cook, and this year there is no need to..tmr i am staying at home and study for my met bio test..until nite where we will go to grandma house to eat dinner and go back home..初二 i am staying at home too...

is this CNY? i kinda of feel..out~ guess CNY feels different without ah gong around..

i should just bury myself in my books since all the test are round the corner...forget all about CNY...

there will be nothing fun~

7:33 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

i noe some people are pretty concern about the previous post..dun worry it is not YOU, even the YOU in that post wont know either...

today i went to AGM, what are my feelings? disappointed~ no fun~ very sian (forget to add sugar)...duno la..maybe too long never go back, feel totally out of place. >.< regrets? nope, i went to show support to marcus, meet up with alcina, rachel, xuan and mei hoon, long time never see them. Glad i manage to see them...=D

but was it worthy for the amount of sacrificial made just to attend this event? kind of not worthy...well it is over...i wonder will i still go back in year 3...oh well, at least now, i hope i am no longer " stupid problem" to someone...

well well..hardly we the 3 flowers can meet up...so how can the 3 of us miss taking pics?

7:47 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

in you now i see a hypocrite...
who does not do what you say..
you have change drastically..
till beyond recognition..
i wonder why have you change?
once again..
you lose all my respect..
that i once given it to you..

time has changed,
i believe..
the only thing that does not change,
is change...

thanks to you,
i learn to stand firmly,
and be stronger,
thanks to your hypocrisy..
i see the reality light,
and treasure,
every friendships i have,
and not be someone like you.

still to me,
you are not totally bad,
hopefully one day,
you see the light,
see the past you,
that you were once good,
and deserve respect,
and my salute.

i wish you..
success in things that you do...
=D

9:01 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

yesterday not a great great day...always kanna scolding...

and always during chinese new year period...all because of clothing..haiz...*shake head* i really wish i was a guy...easier to buy clothes...i got so many girls clothes not to my taste and style, plus i look funny in it...mummy also noe..she ever force me to fit into one of the "sweet" clothing, and she laugh at it lo...cos i totally dun fit into it..*shake head*

well...well..daddy's definition, is want me to go buy dress act like a lady...so..i need to go another round of shopping again~

dun ask me why i dread shopping...i dun dread shopping..but at this period of time where TESTS are round the corner...it is just not the CNY mood...i will be bringing my books everywhere..like a total NERD like!! =X

after the shopping, went to grandma house..there got pasa malam, so i thought they will be hungry, i ended up buying 10 othah, 4 vadeh, 1 curry puff, 1 kebab..there is only 2 of them eating. =P den accompany kai ma go do her shopping, earlier i noe, i buy t shirt like her...well well...i need to go another round of shopping...arrrhhh...

oh ya...to xuan and marcus, i bought another green paw paw...yeah...we are the polar bear eaters again!!!

here is a pic of me and shan shan:

credits to shan shan!

9:49 AM sHaRiLyN LiM

wahaha...someone complain say i nv blog will lost all my readers...

this week not much things..only know very tired..Wednesday go grandma house make lo mai kai..haha..it is a bit of failure..

monday did urine test...mixed everyone's urine..but the test show someone having glycosuria..meaning someone urinating glucose which is not good...then te rest of the days are studies and studies...

tuesday was a normal day, other than seeing them open the LT1A(A) and LT1A(B)..here are the pics:






tada!!! it is LT1A(A) + LT1A(B) = LT1A



that day go help grandma house clear the items, saw things that are very familar:


this is the bowls i used to use when i am toddler...cute rite? it still look new..if can i want my kids to use the same bowls...=D

today have GEMS...they whole group reach!!! woohoo...i look forward to the skit..must video it..it will be a great show i hope..=P

chinese new year is coming..but i got no mood to celebrate it..cos i have test before it..and test after it..so no mood..i haven buy clothes also..hehe...time to go buy or no stock le..haha..if test is round the corner so is exams, i will be studying...

someone call me a NERD!!! haha..i feel like one, studying like one, am i really one? oh no!!! have been embarking on a meaningful piece of work..hehe..

8:21 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

FUCK!!!!

i am so glad i am mute now..so glad i lost my damn voice at the right time..early in the morning i get scolded...still nvm...got another nagging for helping my grandma, bring some things home in the words of my auntie...nvm..got another damn scolding for the same thing..and being accused for a FUCK up thing...

nvm i swallow everything...ask my cook crab..i obey...i cook...ask mummy need to kill it first den steam ner not..she say no need just put them in...8 crabs ler!!! consecutively 2 WEEKS i have been killing 16 CRABS...you think i like ar...u tink i shuang ar...it is 16 LIVES!!! you make me feel so guilty!!!!

FUCKED

still nvm, all the damn crab legs dropped, and you scold me...when i tell you mummy said so, you did not do any justice to me, and simply scold me for being STUPID! and not using my common sense!!! you people are the one who tell me to ASK if i duno anything..and now? scolding me for asking, and listening to the adults advise...SHIT!!!! my "dear" mummy just stand there and watch me get scolded and not saying anything!!! FUCKED UP!!! wat the hell is this!!!

i am so glad i am mute so i need not scold this word out of my mouth even though i wished too...

fucked up...ask me to eat...is ask me down and give me all the damn thrashing!!!!

I wished i was DUMBED too!!!

12:27 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

wahaha....long time never blog le...i fall sick le...sob sob..again...this time more serious...had a terrible flu, followed by sore throat, and cough...took 4 panadol pills and no effect..sadded rite..haha...so i ended up getting my bro to buy clarinase...it works wonders...but i had some side effect...ended up not being able to sleep well...had insomnia...

actually i was healthy de...cos..of the lack of sleep...doing those group datasheets and homework and revision...caus me to fall sick..so this teaches, have proper rest...recently, i have been a nerd...someone called me that...have to agree a bit here and there...cos i have been hugging my books everywhere i go...like a nerd..even studying when everyone was having fun...but i did cam whore with them a bit here and there...need to wait for SHAN SHAN and CAMILLA for the photos...i apologise for not joining in the fun...i will join if i can kk...

this 2 days tie my hair in a special way...nice nice...cos...hair long long le..i tot of cutting it...but...i hardly get to keep it that long..so a bit bu se de..haha...here are they:

Today:


Yesterday:

pris bought a super cute rubber band! haha...here it is on her hair..the body can move de wor:


Familar cotton candy...caught red handed!!! :

today release early..so go find zain and his roboERECTus...haha...it is almost bigger then me...it shakehand with me...haha...fun fun...there are also a lot of cool projects a lot of toys!!! haha...i never take pics of them...today zain also give us junior bully...=P hope all of you had a great time!!!!

oh ya...remember i say..i made a great feast for my grandmother they your, when they came to celebrate new year, here are the pics:

Great feast:


Crab pyramid:

10:05 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

just change blog soon...my 1st guitar piece that i put up here...

sorry for not updating..been too busy..hmmm...i wonder how are those peeps MST results...i am very satisfied with mine...=D no more telling off here...

wat have i been busy with? school work and school work, and Household Management and Cookery modules...=P haha....busy...buys...will uload of pics here...soon....stay tune...

7:17 PM sHaRiLyN LiM

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

there goes the old year..i believe many of your went counting down...but i was sleeping as many are counting down..cos..i fell sick..so nua nua on the bed and sleep..

yesterday, school end early..so accompany kenneth go buy birthday pressie for his mummy, then hawk join us..we accompany him go eat..oh ya..we went jurong point 2..the extended part..fun fun...alot of things to see.. go back home i am alrdy dead tired... papa and mummy go company dinner at sakura, gor gors also tag along..i wanted to go out eat dinner de..but i was too tired and no strength..so i ended up eating instant noodles..and gor gor saw..so he start niam-ing niam-ing me...haha...pop i go to bed...

yesterday i receive a cute eyoh and a christmas cum new year card from dan dan..thanks..haha...it is cute..haha...

it is a new year...and the best new year gift i receive is my results..i am very quite satisfied with it..though not very fantastic like all As..but it is consider very good..i still got 2 more modules haven release yet..hopefully they are good too..and i can make the ban lifted...

new year resolution:

to get better grades
to do well in my FYP
to be able to openly go back env (which is soon!)
to be happy...
to enjoy every moments with my friends...
to build up a good profile...

actually i also not too sure..haha...

12:18 PM sHaRiLyN LiM