today something prompted me to blog..i mean a topic inspired me to blog..and that topic was brought up by JORDAN...He was looking through my handphone pics and realise i took a lot of pics of my dogs...and ask me why am i so obsess over them...he personally also like dogs but..not that obsess in taking multiple pics of them...

i shut it off simple by saying, and thinking cos they are cute at some moments...did not really gave a second thought of it..

when i was doing garden-ing just an hour ago...i had a flash- back of what he said..and i start to think over again...deep down as i think i realise that wasn't the full reason..

i tooks pics of them, because i am scared of losing them...when i was young, i kept dogs, but i was that advance then. Thus, i hardly ahve pictures of them..even when they simply left my sight, all i had was pieces of them in my memory. Just like teddy (my previous pup) he was only 5 months old when a irresponsible driver took his life away. Who would have thought of that? The fact than i had the means of camera shooting, i did not take much picture of him. And now, all i have are that few pictures. I was heartache then, realizing i was neglecting him cos i thought he have a few more years to spend with me. Who knows, his fate with me was that short? Now with girl girl and tiny by my side..i love them as if they are part of me. Mainly because i do not want history to repeat itself and regret all over again. I took plentiful pictures of them, not because i am solely obsess over them, but is for to see them grow up, from a puppy till they grow up, just like any parent would do to their bundle of joy. Not only do I take them, I take ding ding and dang dang too...they have all grown up..and who knows one day they will leave by my side just like bobby, teddy and my grandfather did. No matter how anyone try to deny this fact, one day we will all leave here.

Guess, Jordan did i answer that question to yours?

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