Yesterday i had dinner outside, had it with Kenneth. He POP le, actually wanted to eat at causeway point, but there like nothing to eat. Moreover, Thomas ask me to accompany PO-PO. So we headed to IMM. There we had subway since it has been sometimes since i had subway. So we just chat for a while had subway. And i went to PO-PO house le. When I reach, Thomas was already there. Accompany her watch TV, and eat pudding. Luckily bought curry puff for her, cos she never eat dinner. Went home around 10plus, on the way home, heard some bad news from Thomas. Hopefully we can maintain. I was told to off all power supply to reduce electricity usage, did not even use computer, and fan yesterday, don't think will be using until times get better. Guess, i have to be tight on cash flow too, so this coming Saturday I not watching movie with ENV le. Thanks Hawk for offering to treat me, but I dun want owe people any favor. I am thinking of having a weekend job, to help the family a bit here and there.

Today, was quite busy in the morning, doing ammonex testing, settle some admin forms etc. Good news is receive my log book back from stanley le.

*nah*
your A.
I fulfill my promise for this week.
Hopefully next week still can get for u..


i am a:
daughter to my parents,
sister to my brothers,
friend to my friends,
owner to my items,
companion to my dogs,
student to my teachers,
person in the world,
girl in genders,
attachment person to the company,
stranger to a lot of people out there,
shoulder to lean on when you need me,

Chunks of words:

I am worried,
though i express nothing,
showing as if i dun care a thing,
but i truly care,
is just that i do not how to show,
currents runs in deep water,
just like thoughts run through me,
thinking of way to pay the fare,
i wonder how things will flow.

How am i suppose to care?
the one supporting,
was never me.
"I don't know" is my true reason.
and not an excuse.

I look up in the blue sky,
with cotton clouds,
floating by,
how i wish,
I was the cloud,
to take all your burden away,
carry it to somewhere,
so all you can see is the blue sky,
but i am only a small water droplet.
so small and useless.

Your sky is filled with black clouds,
it is seems it is going to rain soon.
i want to be the wind,
to blow all these black clouds away,
to let the sun shine on your blue sky.
but all i am is a molecule,
so tiny and helpless.

I clasped my hand tight,
praying everything will be gone soon,
I am sorry if i am of no help but more like a burden,
but all i got to say is,
daddy, mummy, and gors I love you as you guys are.
Cos this life i can only have 1 biological daddy, mummy and gors,
no one can substitute you guys in me,
the blood running in you,
is running in me,
that is why we are call a FAMILY.

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