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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

SUX!

fallen sick, probably due to the toxic powdery chemicals that was floating around in the air, plus they were mixing acid yesterday, causing a whole bloody place to be coop in.

Today morning develop signs of throat infection, plus a terible flu, as if someone just switch on my nose tap. It just keep flowing non stop dehydrating me of my water and energy. Throat did not get better, it got even worse, causing troubles to me to be unable to swallow my own saliva, as if there is a choke there.

I was sleeping in the laboratory for 1 hour, before transferring to the conference room. Things did not get any better despite the change in environment. Stanley let me off at 3pm, blur-ly I tried making my way home. Yes, I manage my way home, thanks to someone, despite me being as stubborn as a mull.

Upon reaching home, i dumped myself on the sofa, till mummy came back and chase me to my own room. ~Whatever~ just took a bowl of noodles which is call mee sua, it is tasteless to me with everything choke up, and cannot even swallow it down. Even after that tasteless mee sua, cos today food was all spicy and were bad for my throat, i was kindly taking oder to cooking gong gong for the family. Obediently, dragged myself to the kitchen and start whooping up that dish that was on today's menu. Only after cooking, then I was ask "where are you not feeling well" and the conversation was simply close off by "go take panadol". Panadol is a painkiller not an ideal medicine to take in, whatever.

now, all choke up in my nose and had use up quite a number to tissue, I am considering whether to report to work tomorrow as my LO will be coming, or should i report to the evil doctor who will only prescribe medicine that will not only kill the virus but kill my cells too.

Right now, this is worse then death..anyway most of us will be dead by tommorow, since results will be out tomorrow which i have absolutely no confidence in? Guess, I will be facing disappointment once more, my 2 bros best birthday gifts are their results bahx...

I want my bottle...bottle...bottle...

Since i am blogging here:

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!! To my 2 Biological Brothers!!!


8:12 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

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Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
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Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
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Myself yourself - violin piano

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More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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