today did not went as great as i expected it to be, since it is one of my 2 pathetic days to go out and play, have fun, more like to unwind from exam before i officially start to attend my grueling ITP which commence on Monday, 1st September 2008.

The day started right, with me completing my Saturday run, other than being kind of lost, had a simple break-slow after that. Went to botanic garden and saw a lot of interesting plants. I realize i was observing them, and explaining all my plant science facts to my naive cousins, with my uncle seem amazed that i knew so much facts. took quite a number of pictures of it. Soon, i am dropped at home, and lock like a damn bird.

I wanted to go out play, with kenneth (SP ENV) and with alcina jie, to go catch a movie. But was poured a pail of cold water, and my wish was not granted. Was quite sadden about it, even then,i was deprived of my anime after 1 episode, and was ordered to clean the store room/house. As i am not allowed to rebuked, so quietly without any sound, i had to bring myself out there to clear, and clear...Wasnt that draggy, as i mange to find some bit of happiness in cleaning to make the process more enjoyable.

My last hope was crashed, I wanted to head to school for the weaving workshop training, since i am not able to attend the actual thing on Tuesday itself. But all hopes were dash, as I am assigned to clear the kitchen cabinets. I saw the time tick by, heart feeling lower and lower. That is how my "day-off" is spoiled.

I know my life is no life, i cant do what i want to do, i am doing what others want me to do, I knoew it all, so stop rubbing in, i know it myself, and i do not need you to tell it to me, even though it is fact. SO SHUT UP! URUSAI! SCRAMMED! GET LOST! ASS OFF!

6:38 PM sHaRiLyN LiM