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Friday, June 20, 2008

slept late at night, instead of early today morning. HAd a terrible headache, but flip here and there still canot sleep. I also duno what time i dozed off. But i know today wake up at 7am. Get ready go work. Today feeling alot better then yesterday. On the road to recovery = Convalescence (applying applied micro here, there are DBT students reading, but they dun tag)

Last day of work, nothing much to do. Was pending on biochem techniques. And I beleive a lot of DBT students are cursing and swearing at that teacher. She teaches like a bullet train, without us understanding. And 1 great thing is, she never teach what is in her tutorial and it is tested. It is not even written in the notes. So most of us went "what the hell!" haha...hmmmm....this module is credit unit 5, and also it is In Course Assesment. That is we are all panicking.Haiz...

today went home myself, as mummy need to deliver body kits to another place, and there was no place for me to sit, it was totally full. I took a bus with my adopted mother. Alight at bukit batok interchange went to buy lollipops. =D

Lollipops is someting that someone requested, but i will give it to my friends too. This kind of remind me of secondary school, where me and taby used to give each other lollipop during exam periods, with a mini note tied at the bottom, sending our best wishes to one another. =D

In return, that person wanna cook a soup, which is totally not edible, it contains froggy, lizard tails and piggy fur. Haha...just it is just a joke. But talking abut frog, it reminds me of a video i saw sometime last year.

It was during SPELLING BEE, it had got to do with environment friendly but it doesnt concern SP ENV, it was organized by CLS. DBT + DBS were the facilitors. The video was showing, if a frog is directly place in a pot of hot water it will jump out immediately, but if the frog is in this pot of water, and you slowly boil it, it will stay in there and die. It shows that, we humans can adapted to the temperature graduately as temperature rises and we will die slowly, but if there is a sudden change, we wont be able to adapt to it and die almost instantly. Either way, we must do something at least slow down, minimise the harm we are doing to this environment.

*so stop exams and MST, and let the trees grow* jkjk....=D

Enough of environment. Lets talk about outside chara, i wonder how many of us is a outside chara, being a person that others have created? and how many of us have already lost our true self in this society? And public blogs, what are they for? To entertain readers? Today i had a talk with my adopted mother, she was telling me this and that, talking all about change again, there are still how many changes I must make to obtain their outside chara, it is seriously kind of tiring,but soon one will accept the outside chara as inside chara. As that is who we are mould to be. Abandoning soft toys, talking to imaginary friends etc...all part and parcel of growing up to be the outside chara that adults have created.

Public blogs, how many of us pour out what our deep feelings, deep thoughts are? i know a few who does. But I guess private blog will be a better place to keep all of that, as lets not hurt peoples feeling here. =D *crappy*

Gambette for MST! counting down to 2 more days and 3 more nights!
*change background song back to forbidden love, will update more songs* =P


6:32 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

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Fonts by: Dafont
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More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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