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Thursday, May 29, 2008

this is the 100th post. So to those who have been reading, u have read 100th post of my life! wahaha...hmmm..this post will not be much different from any other post. Or should I make it wordy with the continuous story writing? hmmm...let me finish writing about the great things that happen with this 2 days. No need me to say today is thursday (i seem to have started the past few post with the day)

yesterday was graduation day for the gradutes. '|' amoung the pools of graduates stand upon the greats of SP Environment club -- tat hong, kenneth, shun shen, hong chi, ming chun, gaven, and many many more. Did you manage to capture a picture with them as memories, cos all of them look so different in formal attire. and to capture their last few moments before they enter into NS. Did take pictures with tat hong and kenneth, then the remaining time was me being the photographer.=D to capture the moments. Overall it was not a too bad of a day for me =D And lunch was with pricilla and aloysius, at last me and priscilla manage to eat ice cream! so this is a picture of our great ice cream that we have been craving for. =D

today, reach school at 9:30am, a bit too early, so sat down and read applied microbiology. Following at 10am i had an appointment with the councellor, er, you can say I was there because i need to be there, and i am following instructions, but the councellor was not as bad as i feared. we will be having another session though. we ended the chat around 11am, so with the remaining tme i help out at SAA with simple task. headed for lesson at 11:30am.

In practical class, my lab partner never change to be my supervisor. So he sat there do nothing but watch me do things. Some times i duno whether to thank him or to feel tht he is being bad. As with him not doing things, i learn quite a number of skills to do things alone like holding 2 tubes on one hand and pipetting at the same time. While others had the lab partner opening the tube for them. He being bad is, at times when i really need the help he still does not help. Haix.

After that went to have lunch with priscilla and aloysius. then we have applied micro, i am so happy that i could finish the paper within that 1 hour, of course with the help of "talaro" wahaha...

Call my mummy after class ended, cause I did not bring my wallet to school today, dad send me to school, i did not realise until i reach school. So mummy was nice to drive to school and fetch me from the bus stop. If not i would be walking home, which i actually intend to. but did not, cos mummy came to fetch me. =D

That is all for the day.

Story:

The truth has been revealed, she was an unwanted child who pop into this world without having a known direction. When she was young, she craved so much for her parents to love her like how others parents did to their child. Then she was felt with both envy and jealousy. Since young she grows in her own world, ignoring things that happen to her. Just like a flower growing in a bell like bottle seen in the Beauty and the Beast. She is the flower, and her home is the bottle. Her mother never love her like how she did for her 2 brothers. That's her family life, she hardly see her dad, cos he comes back late at night when she is asleep, she only remembering him pop-ing in her room and covering her with blankets like how most dad does.

15years old going on to 16years old, crushless? She had a deep crush, which do her harm. She fell for him since secondary 1, but how much does this girl knows about the word call "LOVE"? She fell deeper and deeper for this guy, even though he never responded to her. His smile which look so sweet was a drug that make her happy for the day, but addictive too. She crave for it more as days goes by. Trying to create coincidence to bump into him. How will she rehabilate from his "drug"? or will she fall deeper into this piece of LOVE?


5:24 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

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Fonts by: Dafont
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More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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