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Sunday, May 11, 2008

have not been blogging for the past 2 days..not because I am giving up on this blog, but i lack of the mood to blog...in short ~plain lazy~

friday...
another normal school day. Plus a few events which cause me to feel so pissed. Dun really remembering doing anything great other then taking the night for resting.

Saturday...
did housework! had a mass cleaning of my room. Settled some documents thingy. Headed down to grandmother house for dinner, while the adults + my bro playing majong, i sat there either watching tv, or anime. Soon fell asleep there waiting for them to deliver me home. That night, went home at 1am. (more like sunday already)

Sunday
Mothers' day! Which is today! Happy Mother's day to all mothers. Sms-ed my "adopted" mother, auntie fariha. Present my gift to my biological mother. Went to the jurong east market! Did not see anything interesting though. Cook noodles for lunch. The today's new recipe learn was "nor hiang". I wonder next week what will i learn. Have not tried the taste as we were not home for dinner. Soon, I was brought out to the workplace, as there will be a ritual going on there and the whole family was suppose to be there. There was nothing much I can do to help, so got zhi hao to call me and test me on plant science and see how much i can remember. Erm, got many questions not very accurately correct but the idea was around there. Until my auntie came, i had books to read! wahaha..she was reading the book on "the purpose of life" which i saw at my grandmother house on saturday. So i was asking her about the other book i saw "preparing death and helping the dying" in buddhist perspective. Read the first 7 pages of the book and found it utmost nice and interesting. Shall finish it soon. It is not very thick.

as the ritual carry on, i was sitting on the lorry,not knowing wat to do. all of a sudden i was call by the person. (how do u call him) erm...i also duno how to address him. this is the 2nd time he is calling for me, and not my bros. He was asking me quite a number of questions and i answered as requested. He read my palm like it was a book and spoke a number of things, there was no generalisation, the things spoken were things that only i knew. He requested me to write my chinese name down. He found that there is something wrong with it and was not agreeable to it. My mother was called upon and explained the meaning of my name. My parents requested him to give me a new name so he change my 芸 away. I am still not used to my new name, shall put it on hold.

If my name is confirmed to be changed, that means my IC has to change and quite a umber of procedures has to be undergo including school admin, ezlink etc. I still wish to stick to the name that my mum has given to me.

Ending it off with:


11:13 PM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
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the vulgarities

liars
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the RUDES

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[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
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i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
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-with the smiles =)
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