night has fall. And I am home from G-POP meeting. Today have lessons after lessons, and camping in clubhs during break, {cos if still dun "club" there I might not have the chance to club anymore. =( } and of course to appreciate the mountain that we had created from toner catridges.

Today I wanna talk about my 1st GEMS lesson, about investigating of social thoughts, emotions and behaviors. Which in short call social psychology. 1st lesson we watch videos, all was cool to me and kinda of cute, and funny. For normal people they will find it disgusting though. hmmm..ya I am abnormal. He played a video on the JEWS GENOCIDES, which I just sit there and thinking of how many days must we starve to be that thin of really skin wrap bone. While others went "eeeeee" the other was this guy who tatoo himself, and even make it 3-D he have a star pop-ing out of his head and I was thinking, so cool how did he do that. Others went "yucks". Ok I admit I am abnormal.

But seriously social behavior can be cause by many reasons, and many of times I feel indifferent toward many things in life which is classified as either disgusting or abnormal. I dont think I am thinking in the correct way either. Especially towards the GENOCIDES when everyone was thinking how sad these people are, I was like so analytical about it even had the thought, what so sad about it it has been over for so many years le. So what is going on in me?

Yes, I am starting to be inhuman. Bt still part of me is still considered normal as I still feel the same way as many people do, but towards different situations and things. So that is the cool thing about social psychology.

So what is so great about it? the great thing is, there is no right or wrong answer and I can simply bring my perspective viewpoint out the way I want cos that is my thinking, my emotions.You can dont agree with me but still there is no way you can change the fact that I ever thought of it in this way.

But at the end of the day, what is important is to respect each others opinion and thinkings. That is one part where emotions come in and say "hey, enough, he is after all your friend" and we end it of there, being friends even thought we have different sets of thinkings. Cool?

haha...hmmm...better get on for G-POP things or rachel will kill me =X

*4 days to G-POP*
*10 weeks to MST*
*many more weeks to oversea's ITP (hope can get it)*

8:14 PM sHaRiLyN LiM