did something silly early in the morning. very silly...=X

today was yet another school day. went running today with zain and friends. help out at the CCA booth, did not manange to "high".felttotally out of place.

i have been feeling so inhuman until today. i duno why for the past feel days i am faking happiness, sadness was damn numb, i couldnt even cry when i am feeling sad. so unlike me. but today, thanks to victor, not really la, just that he say it out. the rush of sadness, hatred sunk deep in, invoke my tears glands. At last on the bus i manage to cry, monday and today i went running there is a reason, cos i wanna forget, i want to vent out my un-happiness which i cant seem to show it out. damn it, i hate myself. and why did i do the silly thing in the morning? cos i want to show myself i am still a human, i am still sharilyn that is scare of pain. but i am not sharilyn, cos i did not felt any pain, did not drop any tears.

it has been made official: Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn is stepping down from her position as NYAA Coordinator. SHe will also be suspended from all SIngapore Polytechnic Environment Clubs events.

so what is the silly thing i did? if u realise i had wore a wrist band.get the picture already?

(edited) on 1/5/2008

5:31 PM sHaRiLyN LiM