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Monday, March 24, 2008

back back...

*smiles* should smile rite? YUP yup! er...er...{self high}'|'

Daddy is ok le, he is fine and back to normal, I tink so! But he has the appetite to eat, joke and back to his nagging too =| hmmm...i prefer him in this state. Pop-ing into my room and disturbing my beauty sleep. =) (hmmm...i dun call him daddy actually, I call him "papa" =D ) Seeing him in a down mood for the past 2 weeks, no appetite to eat, no mood to go work (have been home by 3pm) sit down watch tv and drink beer. Totally not like my father! he is known for his workaholic, no matter how my mummy talk to him, my brothers talk to him or me, it didnt seem to get thru. But now it seem to have got better after the ritual on thursday nite! He seem to be a better man now! *phew*

Me? Stone-ed on thursday even till the nite - had "dinner" with 3 "great" people. BEN, ZAIN< and CH hoon hoon cannot make it =( wasnt really dinner with so much stoning. Haha...who cares....

friday was friday. saturday went pass just like that, so was sunday. =|

I should be feeling better now ba? I also duno, but I did something stupid, which now i need to hide them. only 1 person know about it. how long will it take to disappear? =| hehe...i hope it does as fast as it can. =|

today, monday again =( back on my work =| i feel like quitting asap! haiz...and i still thinking of extending my contract till 4/4/2008. Then i will only have one week of fun....lol... No la, then I will be closing all accounts for SP Environment club. and look forward to G POP! *ice cream!* haha....

though I will not be NYAA coordinator of SP Env club, but i will there as a active member. hopefully you guys will still welcome me back =| i hope...


9:45 AM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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ThE OwNer..
Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
Age -->[19 yrs old goin on 20]
Just Gotten a Job-->[Graduated from SP ]
Belong to-->[Lim Family]
2nd home -->[SP Environment Club alumni network and SEC Youthabitat]
that day..-->[20 Dec 1990 ]
hoRrOrScoPe-->[SaGgi..]
e-mail --> [sharilynlim08@hotmail.com]

Loves
Everlastiinq My Bros
Everlastiinq Friends
Everlastiinq Chocolates
Everlastiinq My Blog
Everlastiinq My Dogs & Pups
Everlastiinq My room
Everlastiinq dunno

Hates
the vulgarities

liars
BackSTABBERS
betrayers
the RUDES

Wishes
[1] to be my true self
[2] freedom..
[3] get into university
[4] wonderful friends..
[5] peaceful life...
[6] to be well loved..
[7] to be able to do my part for the earth
[6] to be able to love the unfortunate children
Melodious
Myself yourself - violin piano

No. Of Steps..
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Credits
Designer: DamnBlackRose
Fonts by: Dafont
Brushes by: Atomica
Picture by: Clara
More About Me..
i am no longer the girl:
-who sits alone
-without a friend
-with the knife
-who looks at sorrow
-seeking out missery
-who hates her life
-wanting everything to end
-making her life bleak

i am still the girl:
-that is unknown
-that follows
-that seeks
-that is naughty
-that is playful
-who seeks affection
-with the smiles =)
but those who seek shall find the secrets of me...
Whispers...



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