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Sunday, January 27, 2008

as my title state, it is call pen my thoughts. Hmmm...it is early in the morning, what thoughts do I have? Before I go into this blog's objective, I of course wanna thank all the animals who have come in here and leave down your paw prints

Pen my thoughts for today is from today's Straits times 26/1/2008 :Home Section Page 6: video Obscene I / II.

Reading these two articles really bring me back to the past, not that I have watch pornography before, but to the secondary school horror of mine. Not many you would have gone through what I have experience then. But is physical needs so urgent as a human? Singapore is a open society but many are still traditional. How many still has our virginity? And how many had lost it due to the wanting of fun, and lust? I have about 5 Friends around me that have lost their virginity to someone whom they are currently not with. All along to me virginity is something that is precious and I treat it like my own treasure, cause I only have ONE, and if I am going to lose it, it will be gone forever. It is not something i can touch it, but it is something that shows a purity of a unmarried lady.

The newspaper article states that a man repeatedly raped and molested a young girl of age 11years old. He is not her father, but her mum's boyfriend. Don't you think it is so inhuman. Raping the poor girl is already traumatising her, and he even video tape the process! What become of our society? Or has it been like this all along is just that I never knew it all along? Growing up for that girl will indeed be bleak and dull. How long will she take to grow out of that trauma? How long would she take to be herself again? How long would she accept the fact that her virginity has been robbed from her by someone she don't even had feelings for?

Everything seem so wrong here? Or is it part and parcel of growing up? Why not you tell me?


3:10 AM sHaRiLyN LiM



YOU LEFT ME ALONE;

since the day the truth was out,
i realize how foolish i was,
to hold on to that glimpse of hope,
that exist as a mirage in the desert.

it destroyed my day and night,
with only darkness settling in,
and rain followed close by
i had try with all my might,
to get i want,
but since this is fated,
just like the sun never meets the moon,
you will never be mine.
i am letting it all go,
in the freedom of the blowing wind.

i no longer walk side by side with you,
leaving my footprints by yours,
my existence only live in the past,
i will stand by you like the stars in the sky,
so near yet so far.

we were once so closed
always not wanting to part,
all i am keeping in my heart,
is the memories we had once shared,
you might have forgotten it long ago,
but it has engraved it in my book of heart.

that promise we made,
is not fulfilled,
it will never be fulfilled either,
locked in the treasure chest of heart,
only you can unlock it,
till then it will be an empty promise you had made.

the rain you left me in,
is cold and chilling,
it had washed away my tears,
and it has awaken me to know you never did love me..



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Name-->[Lim Pei Yun Sharilyn]
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i am no longer the girl:
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